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Remus:
I sat in the corner...it was the day of the full moon, I was getting more and more restless, I could feel the wild in my bones...it was like before...it was uncontrollable. I tried to talk to Moony...but nothing...yet I felt it, I felt hate for Hermione inside of me...and it wasn't mine.
Please answer me Moony, or if not, please don't attack Hermione, I love her...even if she can't love me back. Please...
I repeated that over and over in my head...and nothing, nothing at all. There was no change in his feelings, no change in mine...none.
Voldemort had came in that same day, he asked in his hissing voice if Hermione would give up her information, but she held up her head defiantly and said no.
He told her she would either end up dead, or be cursed as a werewolf for her whole life...it looked like she didn't care.
I had watched her for the two days I had been here, she did nothing but sit there all day, the look of focus on her face, so strong I could feel my skin prickle. I tried to figure out what she was doing...but couldn't.
We weren't talking now...or I would of just asked her.
Hermione:
It was so hard to concentrate in that small room...yet I did it somehow. I kept on smelling him, his scent, he smelt of earth...forest...wild. I would not glance over at him...I feared that if I did...I would break down and cry...but I had to be strong, if not for me, then for him...for the both of us.
I kept on moving stones, and slowly built power into myself. It was like using a wand...but there was nothing there...so it was just having to focus so much more then we did with a wand. The wand was just a tool, it was a focus for us...and I had to train my body to be just that...it was very difficult.
I knew I was no master...but it was something they wouldn't expect if I needed it.
Then, I thought of my plan...and how it had to work.
"Remus? We need to discuss our plan, we are going to break out tomorrow. Moony shouldn't attack me like the other times, and when they come in the next morning, they won't expect a werewolf, and a animagi."
Nothing.
"Remus?"
"I..I can't control him anymore...hes angry at you..I don't know if he won't attack you."
I felt myself pale, if he attacked me I would become a werewolf...no wait animagi.
"Then I will turn animagi and if I'm a bird, or a bug I can keep out of your way."
"You don't know what you are?" He asked me, blinking.
"No...I had no strength the first time I did it...I couldn't even lift my head." I admitted.
"You have to get out Hermione, any way possible, your to important." Remus stated.
"I may have information that you don't, but your more important, you actually live here, we will need you later, you are going to get away no matter what. Swear to me Remus, if I can't get away, then leave me alone, I will not spill anything. Swear to me. Swear it!" I cried, not being able to stand it.
"I swear." Remus said roughly.
"I want a wizards oath." I asked.
"No."
"Then I don't believe you." I said.
"Fine...merlin Hermione, please don't make me do this please." He cried out, I could sense the tears.
"Do it."
"I...I...Remus Lupin...swear a wizards oath, that in no such circumstances that Hermione is left behind will I go after her to save her, or get her back." I choked out.
Remus:
Why, why did she have to so stubborn, so Hermione.
She was so strong, to strong...
"You don't have to be so strong." I said, and she turned, looking at me.
"I mean, you have always had to hide what you really feel to do whats best for us, and your friends, you don't have to do that, let it go...let it fall on someone else."
Her answer was not what I expected.
"Who would I let it fall on Remus?" Her cutting voice hurt.
"How can I just let something go like that, I'm not like you guys, you didn't have to grow up faceing Voldemort like I did...from my first year. I had no childhood, and I never will, I don't try to be strong for myself. I have to be strong."
"You don't even know what I've been though...first year, my defense against dark arts teacher, he was possessed by Voldemort, and was trying to steal a stone that would make him immortal, do you know who stopped him? Harry, Ron...and I."
"Second year, that was the year the Basilisk came out again...I had discovered it, and got petrified before I could tell anyone, but I left the clue in my hand, and Harry eventually defeated it."
"Third year, you were our teacher, and Sirius, who we thought was evil escaped from Azkaban, the first to do it ever. We then find out, Scabbers, Ron's rat, was Peter...do you know how that felt? We had to harm a teacher, and then Dementors came...it hurt."
"Fourth year, that was the year Harry was in a wizard tournament...meant for much older kids, and he saw Voldemort come back, Cedric a boy died because of that...and why? Because we let death eaters among our ranks."
"Fifth year, we fought in the department of mysteries...Sirius died."
"Sixth year...Dumbledore died, everything we knew was shattered, and wizard world shaken...all hope lost."
"Seventh year...I'm here, fighting a past Voldemort..."
Wow...I...I never knew that.
"I have to be strong, so that doesn't happen, so I can have a normal life, so Harry can have a happy life. There is no one to let this fall back on Remus." I could sense the tears in her eyes, streaming down her face.
I took her over in my arms, but she pulled away...
I felt myself growling, but she wasn't scared.
I realized...the moon was going down...and...I was angry.
Hermione:
A look passed over Remus's face...he looked...well angry, and I had never seen him like this before...then I realized...the moon...Moony!
Then Remus hunched over, and I could see, he was fighting the transformation.
"Remus, let it take you, I will be okay, if you can live with being a werewolf so can I."
"Y...gasp...es, you gah could but...ahh I...COULDN'T!"
"Don't fight it, I will be okay, I swear."
He gave up.
He slowly changed, and I could see Moony's yellow eyes, fogged with rage...thats when I concentrated...focus...focus...I felt myself change.
Moony:
There she was, the girl who I had trusted!
I had trusted her, like no other, not even Remus...I had loved her! It wasn't Remus who really noticed her, no it was me. I could tell, she had a aura about her, it was wild...wolfish.
She was perfect, and she rejected me. Oh the pain did I feel, my heart was being torn out, warm and bloody.
I growled at her, low deep, feral.
I then saw her body began to change...it seemed so much like my change...
Then, there she stood before me, growling low in her own throat...a beautiful white wolf...an exact match to me.
Hermione:
I saw Moonys eyes widen...and was surprised, why would they do that? He knew I was animagi, how couldn't he?
I then looked down...big paws, hmm...then I looked at my tail...my tail!
I then felt myself growling, and then suddenly threw my head back, and howled. Howled? What? I was...I was a wolf.
The howl was haunting, and even made my own fur stand up on end, I howled my challenge once again, and then Moony attacked.
I felt his jaws snap at me, and I snapped back.
We danced around each other, both of us growing weaker by the minute...weaker...weaker...until we could almost not stand.
I lashed in, and he blocked. He would then lash out, and I would block, never ending battle, neither of us would give up.
We both fell down in exhaustion, only to have the battle start again a short while later...it was going to be a long night.
And that it was, we danced around each other, looking for weaknesses and finding none...then finally, I felt like I was going to die from exhaustion, and Voldemort wouldn't come for a few hours did I turn back into my human form, and Moony back into his.
Remus fell against me, his eyes wide.
"I...I never want to do that again." He said.
"Me neither, but you have to get out of here."
"I know...we will, we both will."
"You can't promise that, you can't." I told him quickly.
"I know...but I want to."
"Don't" I said, "Sleep, we'll need it for the morning."
With that we fell into each others arms, and then sleep overcome us.
Until next time, so whats going to happen? She survived Moony, now what is up next...review and you might find out faster!
