A/N: Im really sorry about this chapter.I have the feeling everyone is out of character and I just cant get it right.But I tried.This is what you get...sorry.

I am like addcited to 99 Luftballons by Nena -Dear Emily and Richard- I listen to it like over and over and over and over and over...and over.So...sorry it took me a while to update...I swear I tried to update faster but school is mean.-Ish hyped up on three cans of Pepsi-I should be kept away from caffine.So how did everyone like the big Gilmore fight ? I thought some of it was hilarious -the scenes where they would be like laughing and then like whoops cat fights.Oh yea..well uhm yea...hmm yea -falls asleep-

JoEySaNgEl1534-There I fixed it in the last chapter so shes three months along.Hehe thanks for the review.

GGLUVER-Yay Im glad you love it ! thanks for the review !

Marcel-Marceau-chicken-This probably wasnt soon enough but here it is none the less.

JavaJunkie22-hehe glad you liked it !

ProFfeSseR-I fixed it in the last chapter and I wont use that format anymore...hehe thanks for the review.

alyssa -There I fixed it..hehe glad you liked it !

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tom-Luke would so beat the crap out of him..if I let him..hehe.Maybe some one needs trip to the diner...a burger with a side of kicked ass ? x.x

epona9009- I fixed it in the last chapter.Both the format and the factual errors.Im just glad for a review ! I dont care how long it takes you (uhm within reason...or not..x.x)

rubberducky3399- -nods sadly-x.x I may just use your idea for the mall because it sounds sooo cool.I lurv backwards baseball cap ! I dont think I snore...-puts tape recorder in room-Nope I dont snore x.x

Disclaimer-I dont snore...or own Gilmore Girls.

Sometime during the night Lorelai awoke,her eyes fighting the darkness to try get her bearings in the unfamiliar surronding.She could not quite grasp where she was-she knew where yet the thought evaded her.Turning her head slowly her blue eyes caught the frame of Luke-her mind back peddling furiously to figure out why she was here.And it hits her-hard-and she is suddenly embarressed.She could not help but think that some how Luke would see her differently.Whoops Lorelai the screw up what a surprise she screwed up yet again.Slowly she extracts herself from the bed,careful not to wake Luke and slips over to the couch,picking her path carefully in the darkness.She stubs her toe on the couch-that was conveniently right in her path-She grimaces trying hard not to cry out as she hops around.She collapses onto the couch,rubbing her injured foot.Sighing in frustration she lays down on the couch which for the most part is surprisingly comfortable.Her eyes close slowly and she can no longer fight off sleep.

Lorelai awoke to the eery sense someone was watching her.Lifting her head warily she let her eyes wander.Jumping slightly when her optics landed on Luke-sitting right on the edge of the couch.Sitting up all the way she rubbed her neck and squinted at him,trying to see if he was there or if she had dreamed the whole thing up.Nope.He was there and he was staring at her.

"You okay ?" he asked.Typical Luke.

"Yea-my necks just a little sore." she answered quickly ignoring what he really meant.

Luke nodded and opened his mouth slightly as if he wanted to say something,but thought better of it.Lorelai gave him a smile and stood.

"I should go..." she said gesturing toward the door.

Luke got up from the edge of the couch.

"Sure."He almost sounded disappointed but Lorelai quickly overlooked it.

"You okay..really ?" Luke asked again.

Lorelai gave him a soft sad smile."I will be."

She gave him one last grateful look and headed out the door and down the stairs.

Lorelai was now very familiar with Fernando -the bathroom floor- though she would rather not be. Scraping what was left of herself from Fernando she made her way to the couch where she promptly collapsed in a heap.Closing her eyes she groaned resting her head against the back of the couch.Was everything always this hard ? Lorelai knew she rarely chose to take the easy path,but she could not help it.This time she was begging for the easy path but it had evaded her.She would have to take the hard path again.Alone.With a frustrated sigh she reached for the remote control fumbling with the air and coming up with nothing.She did not even bother to open her eyes as she slouched even further down into the couch.

Lorelais back was stiff and her foot was asleep.Opening one eye carefully she looked around her living room.She guessed it to be about 9:00 PM from the fading summer light slipping through the window.She shifted slightly to see how she felt.She grimaced and flew off the couch and raced to the bathroom.Time to meet Fernando...again.After she had thrown up for the third time she heard the door bell ring.Making sure she had nothing left to expel she answered the door.

Blinking rapidly against the light of the fading sun she was able to make out the flannel clad frame in her doorway

"Hey Luke." she said weakly-a bitter aftertaste in her mouth.

Luke gave her a small smile.

"I brought you some food from the diner..." he offered holding up a Lukes bag.

"Thanks." Lorelai said with a smile.

Luke stood in the doorway the moment becoming more and more akward.Luke cleared his throat out of habit and Lorelai jumped.

"Oh..uhm Ill take that."

She took the bag from his hands and walked quickly to the kitchen,Luke following behind.Placing it on the counter she tried to control the feeling that she would soon have another meeting with Fernando.Luke watched her carefully-noting the slightly uneasy look she was sporting.

"You okay ?" Luke asked when she leaned against the counter.

"Mhmm." she mumbled-for if she spoke she would most likely lose what was left from her take out dinner.

"You sure ?" Luke pressed carefully.

Lorelai only nodded this time.Lukes brow furrowed as he tried to figure out her more odd then normal behavior.

"Lore-" His concerned inquiry was cut short as she rushed to the bathroom hand covering her mouth.

Luke followed and knocked on the bathroom door.The sound that answered thoroughly disgusted him as he quickly retreated to the kitchen.He kept watch on the bathroom door-yet out of hearing range-for ten minutes before she emerged looking slightly embarrassed.

"Sorry." She apologized.

"Sokay." he replied.

Lorelai nodded,letting her eyes wander around the kitchen.

"Have you talked to Jack ?" Luke asked wondering if Lorelai would try to get Jack to come back.

Luke immediately wished he could have swallowed his words.A shadow fell over Lorelais face,her sapphire eyes harboring a sadness he wished never to see again.

"No." she answered quietly-and at that moment she looked small to him.

For half a second her pain was visible before she covered it up with a half smile and turned back toward the counter.Luke decided that now would be the time to make his exit if he did not want to upset her anymore.

"I have to close up back at the diner so..."

"Thanks for the food Luke..." she gave him a smile.He echoed it right back then with a reassuring look he left leaving her alone once again.She softly watching his retreating form.

Sleep eludes her that night as she lay looking up at the celieling.Her Hello Kitty clock boldly states 2:00,and she knows she has to get some sleep.But shes scared.Now Lorelai Gilmore could hardly admit to being afraid of anything in her life but raising another kid alone was definitely high up on her list.A new kind loneliness settles over her like a shadow,and she knows that she is alone.Sure she has her friends- Luke, Rory Sookie,the town but she will not have the one there with her.Noone to hold her hand during the delivery,no one to forbid her from drinking coffee,no one to make sure she ate healthy.Though she hated to admit it Lorelai truly wanted to find the one.She thought she had before but apparently she was wrong.

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