Disclaimer: I don't own Harry Potter. I got these ideas from the seventh and final book AND cola-chan (yes again).

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SPOILERS!!!!! (Very minimal but I will warn you before I get there)

Her life had suddenly gotten to the point where she had always wanted it; she had a boyfriend who cared for her, a couple of really good friends and was starting to get popular, not that the popularity was something she had ever cared about, but it was an added bonus for always living in the shadow of James.

She couldn't imagine anything else that could make her happy. Her and Sirius were getting along great, and getting very close and fast! One morning, while Alyssa was already fully dressed, and Jessica was only in her skirt and bra, Alyssa was startled. She let out a squeal which caught Jessica's attention,

"What is it?!?" She looked over.

"An icky bug!!"

"Then kill it! Don't just stare at it." But Jessica got a look at the bug and freaked out more than Alyssa did. She actually screamed, even though she was not generally frightened by bugs. They heard feet running up the stairs, and Sirius busted threw the door panting, seeing as he knew the sound of his girlfriend's voice very well by now.

"What's wrong?!" He was panicking. Jessica just pointed and backed away from the spot. Sirius conjured up a napkin and squashed the bug, then made the napkin disappear. "There. Need anything else while I'm here?" He was most clearly staring at Jess' bra clad chest.

"No, that's it." She smiled. "I gotta keep getting ready so if you want to meet me downstairs, I'll be right there." He wouldn't budge.

"But there isn't a nice view down there as there is right here." He smirked at her, she was also smiling, but also confused.

"But I'll be there in a…..oh….SIRIUS!!" She said playfully, she tried to shove him out of the room, but he was too much to push out the door. He stood planted, giving her really sad, yet cute, puppy dog eyes. "Stooop!" He wouldn't listen but he did sit down on her dorm mate's bed. Alyssa, by this point, had left the room, trying to respect their privacy. Jessica sighed and turned around so she could get finished dressing.

"Just ignore him. It'll be like he's not even here! "Or so she thought! Sirius made it very uncomfortable for her by letting out a small groan when she turned away from him and pulled on a shirt. Her shirt was on, but not buttoned when he grasped her hips and pulled her onto his lap. He started to kiss her tenderly, making her feel weak in the knees. When they finally parted, she buttoned her shirt and got on her shoes. She then tied her tie and started to pull her vest over her head when Sirius tackled her to her bed. He was on top of her and was in a more than awkward position. Her arms were above her head with the vest over her face and pinning her arms together. In a muffled voice she said,

"What are you doing, Padfoot?"

"Oh, nothing. Don't worry about me!" Even though she couldn't see him, she knew he was smirking maniacally at her position. She felt his hands move up to her ribs and knew what was coming next.

"DON'T THINK ABOUT IT!" But before she could release herself from the vest, he had started. He was tickling her and he wouldn't stop until she was either crying or she had submitted into a kiss. She was squirming like crazy and laughing as if put into the "Rictumsempra" hex like Lucius had done to her.

"What do you say?" Sirius asked, knowing damn well that she couldn't speak. She just kept laughing and squirming beneath his body. "You know, the way you're unintentionally rubbing me is REALLY turning me on! We might have to miss breakfast and our first couple of classes!" She kept squirming, but now with a vengeance. Sometimes, Sirius really freaked her out by what he said.

She finally got away from him, put her vest on, and fixed her hair, all while coughing from laughing so hard. Sirius came up behind her while she was doing her hair and placed his hands on her hips and rested his head close to her left ear, then whispered,

"I think you're beautiful just how you are. I don't think you should have to fuss over what people think of your hair." He saw her smile and put down her arms. She turned to him and added,

"Are you ready?" She grabbed her books for her first few classes, along with her robe.

"I think the real question is, are YOU ready?" He was smiling at her.

"Ha ha! Very funny, Mister! Let's go to the Great Hall. I'm starving!" He nodded and followed her out of the room. They walked to the Great Hall hand-in-hand like they usually do, but they didn't expect a late comer to be right behind them.

"WHAT IS THIS?!?" Rang an all too familiar voice behind them. Jessica turned and saw her brother James behind them.

"Uh James! Morning!" She was turning bright red, "I can explain! Sirius and I are—"Sirius cut her off with an unpleasant answer for both James and Jess.

"I'm bangin' her!" Jessica's jaw dropped and so did James'. "What can I say? She was so hot at the time, and I was so wanting it and she basically……I'm only kidding. We're going out." Jessica looked like she was going to throw up, how is it that Sirius can act like this? James looked as if he was going to kill Sirius for ever making a cruel joke like he did. They walked into the hall, not saying a single word. Sirius sat next Jessica and James across from the two, but also next to Alyssa.

"Why didn't you tell me?" James asked Jessica mostly.

"Well, it's because –"Sirius once more cut her off,

"It's not your business to be meddling in!" Sirius' plate was piled high with a wide assortment of food. Jessica had a much smaller plate of food and the four of them just kept chatting casually while eating. After a few minutes of meaningless talking, James popped in with something a bit odd,

"How would you like it if I was having sex with your sister?" Alyssa and Jessica stopped dead in their tracks. Jessica gazed at her grotesque brother.

"Go for it!" Sirius said and James ended up spitting up his pumpkin juice. He obviously didn't expect that answer! Alyssa now gazed at HER grotesque brother.

"What the hell…?" Jessica mumbled to Alyssa. She nodded in agreement.

"So, why do you like my sister so damn much?" James asked him.

"Well, I like my women like I like my coffee: Hot and Served Fast." He smirked. Jessica was so confused by this point.

"I thought you only drank tea?" Alyssa asked. Jessica and James both started choking on their food. Jessica broke out into a hysterical laughing fit when she was able to breathe again. Sirius had turned red in the face. He flipped off Alyssa in a small bout of anger.

"Such an obscene gesture from such a pristine boy." Jessica emphasized the word pristine.

"Shut up." He mumbled at her.

"What was that?" She smirked, he didn't look at her. He shook his head no, and she nodded. "That's what I thought." James smirked at her. She just kept eating and when they were finally done with breakfast, the four of them walked to Potions. Jessica sat with Severus once again to hide that she was going out with Sirius. They thought it'd be best to keep it a secret so people wouldn't harass Jessica even though Alyssa made it very clear that she would "take on" any one wanting to bother her about her and her brother's relationship.

Severus was being extra nice to her today which made Jessica realize something that she has been trying to hide from herself for the past 5 years; she was in love with him more than Sirius! Every time they caught each others eyes, Jessica broke the contact and blushed. Thank goodness Sirius wasn't able to see her right then.

Suddenly, a small scrap piece of parchment fell in front of her. She unfolded it and saw a heart with the initials S.B. + J.P. in the middle with an arrow flew from off the page into the heart. She smiled and Severus noticed it, and then asked,

"Who's 'S.B.'?" She forgot about Severus for a moment.

"Oh, well, it's Sirius." She was smiling at the parchment still. She didn't notice that Severus basically gave her a nasty look. Even though she was going out with Sirius, Sirius didn't stop torturing Severus! Soon, Severus started getting to the point of him being nice to her; he wanted to know more and more about Lily. It never occurred to her that he liked Lily and not her. In all actuality, Jessica wanted to be with Severus but was with Sirius to try to make him jealous, which was obviously not working.

Why was it that he wasn't asking Jess about herself? Why wasn't he asking her what kind of flowers were HER favorites, what was HER favorite color, what was HER birth date? And why was it that she was more than crushed when he asked her what he should say when he asked Lily out?

When lunch rolled around, her playful mood had disappeared. She felt repulsed when she saw Lily. It wasn't only a feeling of repulsion; it was a burning, uncontrollable anger. She suddenly felt like a lot of the girls in school would feel if they knew about her ongoing relationship with Sirius, which was starting to suffer because of her longing to be with Severus. Her day seemed to get worse when Alyssa ran over to her with a letter.

"As you know, today is the second to last day before class is over for Christmas Holiday." She was all smiles as usual. "Mom found out that you and Sirius were going out because Regulus squealed like the little bitch he is." Jessica's stomached suddenly lurched then dropped. "She's demanding you come home with us for the entire holiday!!" Alyssa shouted practically jumping up and down. This was not something she needed to hear. Sirius had told her that his mother was fierce, but she never really wanted to meet her.

She figured that she just had to stick threw only two more weeks of Sirius and then she could spill her guts out to Severus.

But why was it that she felt all this misery when it came to dumping him?

END

One more chapter done!! Chapter 7 might not take as much time to put up, granted this one came up in about a days span from chapter 5. Well, I love to write, and my reviews are lacking, so get the word out there people!!

-Jessi . 33