The plot thickens. I was going to delay this one to two more chapters but damn it I have to get this out. There is a cliff hanger at the end and that is all that I am going to tell you. You guys will probably kill me when you get to the end of this chapter.
Warning: It's a surprise but nothing too bad that will be later. Hmm…maybe a death or two, somewhat detailed sexual activities.
This chapter is kind of a songfic…I think the songs work well with the events of this chapter but this is my first attempt so the songs can be slightly off what I wanted.
On another side note I know I skimmed over the nude beach thing in the last chapter but it will come back in flashbacks in the later chapters and will be more detailed. Carla and Turk seem to be in a relationship dilemma don't they? Is their relationship going to make it?
Boxes rule.
Enjoy the chapter. Finally the action is heating up…
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dingus485: Yes I made a new low for scrubs fanfiction, a nude lake scene. Just joking, I am just surprised that I was actually the first person to think about a nude scene…oh well. That scene will be important in later chapters. Oh and I hope this chapter is long enough for you. I hope this chapter does not disappoint you.
Psychotic Kat: I promise you one more chapter and the box question will be revived and you may be disappointed or disturbed or happy about what is in the box. Oh and yes Cox would love J.D. to look at him but as you will find out in this chapter they both had a awkward experience that made them both feel awkward around each other. Thanks for your replay I hope you like the chapter and there is another box in this chapter just for you.
Chris: Okay where to start? Yes about seven-eights of the story takes place in Mexico. This takes place I guess about Jordon had J.D. so maybe at the end of the sixth season maybe the beginning of the seventh season. About the J.D. and Perry thing you will just have to find out. But I can tell you that the story is not going to be all fun and games. Actually the story will get pretty dark. Oh and I'm 99 sure that J.D. and Perry are going to end up together…if I give them a chance. That was foreshadowing for the story. Thank you for your replay. I hope this chapter does not disappoint you.
The Quiet before the Storm
I laid in bed deep in thought about today. I couldn't believe how low Carla acted. Hell for the whole day all she did was flirt with men on the beach. Then she disappeared with one for a while and then when she came back she looked at Turk with a smug look upon her face. Turk looked so mad that I thought that he would strangle Carla…I know they are fighting in their room right now.
I hear a door opening and I turned my head to look at Coxie, he was holding a box in his hands and I frown deeply at the box.
"You have a box." He said and I frowned.
"Just threw them in the closet with the rest of them." I said as I went back to thinking about the events of the day again.
"Just put them in the closet with the rest of them. How much boxes have you gotten. I ignored him as I heard the closet open and he took a deep breath and I turned around. This box had to be the thirtieth box now that I had received since I arrived at this hotel. I could see Cox's confused and dare I say it frightened expression before he turned back to me.
"Just threw it in there and shut the door." I muttered.
"Newbie, what is going on here?" He asked and I sighed heavily.
"It's nothing. Cox, honestly." I tried to smile at him but for some strange reason I just couldn't. He echoed my failed attempt then flopped down on the edge of the bed and looked out the window. I could tell that he was deep in thought so I just stared at him as he stared out the window. The room was quiet; the only noise was our breathing. I desperately wanted to turn the television on but I don't understand Mexican and even if I did I didn't want to watch television right now. The only thing I want to hear is Coxie's voice.
"If you keep staring at me I'm going to pull out your eye-balls." He speaks and I found myself turning away from him.
"It's too bad that we got stuck in the same room together." I whispered as I pulled a pillow close to me.
"It was not my fault Newbie. It was not my fault that 'it' happened. It just…it is just that…it can't happen again." He ordered and I pushed my head down in the pillow inhaling the soft fabric.
"But why?" I whispered head still in the pillow. For a minute all I heard was silence and I thought that maybe he didn't hear me. Then suddenly he spoke something and it nearly killed me right there on the spot...
"It was your fault. God how stupid you are. You deserve…"
"I hate you." I managed to mumble as I hid my head further in the pillow. I felt strong hands push my head gently up and I looked into the eyes of Cox's.
"Okay Brittany lets talk this over when we are back at work." I smiled weakly at him as I felt him pat my head before he yawned and flopped out on the bed. I smiled as I remembered Turk flopping on the couch when Isabella was first brought home. Then I remembered why I was feeling so depressed in the first place, Carla and Turk.
"Perry… is Carla and Turk going to be okay?" I asked him as I found myself yawning.
"Honestly kid, I don't really know. But then I'm not surprised. Turk is way too stupid and immature for Carla anyways. She deserves someone who is more intelligent and more mature." If it is not clear Perry is the other reason I am feeling depresses.
"You actually are being nice to someone." I said fake smiling.
"What do you mean I just insulted your lover?" Turk is not my lover.
"What about Carla then?"
"Susie I am warning you…"
"You are becoming such a softie…"
"I'm going to kill you if you say one more word…"
"I love you."
"That's it. When we get back at the hospital I am going to make your life a living hell."
"I don't care I still love you."
"I'm going to give you the worst patients…"
"And you love me too…"
"I'm going to give you the patients with nothing wrong with them."
"I love you and you love me…"
"I'm going to point out every flaw that you ever do in any procedure."
"Admit it please."
"I hate you. I think you are scum and I don't think anyone in their right mind would ever love you."
"But you once said you loved me."
"I was sick. I thought you were somebody else."
"But you kissed me."
"I thought you were Jordon."
"You wanted to…"
"God damn you Newbie. What happened that one day that you oh so managed to get into my house while I was sick and pretended to be Jordon only happened because I was sick. It happened three months ago happened three months ago. It has nothing to do with now." Actually Dr. Cox we were at the hospital and you called me Newbie so you couldn't have been thinking about Jordon.
"But…"
"Enough! If I hear another damn word about that incident then I am going to kick your butt until you forget about the incident. I hate you and if I had the choice to sleep with a horse or sleep with you I would hav-av-av-e to chose the horse."
"Oh…sorry.' I said as I sighed and pushed my head back in the pillow. I heard another sigh but ignored it. We were back in the original position, I was stuffing my head in the pillow and he was sitting up on the edge looking out the window. I felt trapped as my mind laughed at how stupid I was thinking that Perry would love me. I hate to say it but I was beginning to wonder if anyone wanted me. None of my old girlfriends seems like they were at a lost when we broke up. Actually most of them kind of broke up with me. And now Perry is acting like he never told me he loved me but I remember…oh I remember so well…
He was sick. He was really sick. It was my day off and I was planning to go to the comic book convention in town with Turk and I was going to go as Superman and Turk was going as batman. That was until I got the call from Carla. She told me that Dr. Cox was sick and he only wanted me to be the doctor. For a minute I felt like I was king of the mountain, I thought that I had proven to Dr. Cox that I am an excellent doctor. Then I was afraid because I knew that Dr. Cox would never ask for me even if he did think I was a good doctor because it would go against his pride.
Still I found myself walking into the hospital, scrubs and all, and walked into Dr. Cox's room. He was just lying in bed, his face nearly as white as the pillows themselves. I take a shaky breath hoping that his illness can get better, that he does not have one of those illnesses that is possible to die from. We thought it was only a sickness anyways. But after being in the hospital for a whole month we decided that something else was wrong with him. Upon further testing we saw that it was not just an illness it was actually Sickle Cell Disease and he had it for so long that it caused Anemia.
I couldn't believe it when I saw the results of the blood test. How could someone who is in their forties not know that they have sickle Cell Disease? It alarmed me as I tried to think about how to break it to Dr. Cox. I mean what do you say…I remember walking into the room and seeing him sitting up in the hospital bed and just staring at me with a look that leaked confusion.
"Hello Dr. Cox, I will cut to the case. You have Sickle Cell Disease and a mild form of Anemia."
"I know." Dr. Cox told me as I watched him sigh, "I have known since I was five years old."
"Why didn't you tell anyone about your problem?" I remembered asking him and he just smiled softy.
"Newbie, do you know what it is like having people worrying about you all the time? It annoying and it makes you feel like you can break at any second. It makes you feel vulnerable and I hate that feeling more than anything else. After dealing with my friends and family's worry and stranger's pity for eighteen years I decided that enough is enough. Once I turned eighteen and left my house I vowed no one was ever going to find out. And to make sure that no one would find out I started acting really mean to everybody and pushing people away from getting to close to me, in case they would find out.
"I'm sorry." I said not sure what to really say. He gave me a really weird look then before he opened his mouth.
"Newbie, I have to tell you something and you are not going to like it. I think I like you."
"Finally. Now we can be friends and we can double date…"
"No not like as in friends. I mean like as in…"
"Oh." Was all I managed to say as I stared at Dr. Cox feeling like a deer trapped in headlights as a car going one hundred miles per hour, is heading straight toward me. Man that car is going to hit me and it is going to hurt. Bang.
"Oh, well in that case…ummm…I don't know what to say. Are you sure you are okay. Let me just check your forehead. Nope, you are not running a fever." I nervously said before he grabbed my scrubs and pulled me down and suddenly our mouths were touching and man I never knew how much kisses could be so enjoyable and I didn't want to stop and I could tell neither did Perry. And we kissed until we heard a door opening but we didn't pull away soon enough and we both turned our heads around to see Elliot just standing there panic written all over her.
"I'm so sorry. I just heard that you were in the hospital. I was out clubbing and I know that it is only three o'clock in the afternoon but I found a cute little club that is open all day long and anyways. I just wanted to check up on you and now I am just going to leave. Have fun…" She said in full out panic as threw herself out of the door as if she was a bird with a hurt wings, unable to fly running into objects left and right.
"You better go after her, Newbie." Dr. Cox said and I sighed not wanting to leave but still going after her and then I came the next day ready to see my man but he refused to admit that anything happened and told me that he was just confused and started insulting me now than ever before…
I sigh as I looked at Perry who was just staring out the window with such longing that I wondered what was out there that he needed so badly. Then his eyes shifted to the closet and he started to speak his eyes still glued to the closet.
"Newbie, Your lover hasn't returned yet." Perry noticed as he looked around the hotel room. I wished he would stop calling Turk my lover it was creeping me out!
"I know. He had a rough time today, he probably just needs a little alone time."
"I can't believe that Carla actually kicked Turk out of their hotel room. I wonder what he must have done to piss Carla off so badly."
"I don't know."
"Man, Carla was showing her goods off today wasn't she? To every damn guy she could find. Poor Turk though, he had to watch her seduce men while he had to watch their damn baby. It just doesn't seem fair." Perry said and the room fell into deep silence as I realized something. Turk was watching Carla's every move; Turk was getting madder every time Carla talked to men. Then Carla went away with a guy for a while and Turk's anger grew…
I threw myself off of the bed and nearly ran out of the room hearing Perry yelling, "Hey, where are you going?" I ignored him as I threw open our door and shut the door hard before running down the stairway until I reached Carla's room. Instant fighting could be heard coming from the other side of the door. I held my breath as I tried the door. It was unlocked. I closed my eyes as I opened the door. Carla was standing by the bathroom tears running down her face as Turk yelled such awful things to her that I felt shocked that he would even say such things. Carla cried even louder as Turk continued bashing her while Isabella was in the little mobile crib crying and crying and crying. I turned my head to Isabella for a minute before I heard Turk scream as Carla just smacked him. I cried in shock myself but they don't even seem to notice me as Carla smacked him again this time a little harder.
"You don't know anything. If you just give me a second to explain…"
"Explain, explain what? Why you decided to just slut away while I was holding our daughter. How is that fair."
"It is not my fault that you don't seem to care about as you did when we first started going out."
"Or don't you even begin, Carla. We are supposed to be married. Part of being married is not becoming a slut on a fucking nude lake." Turk said that, Turk actually cussed. Oh god, he is really, really pissed.
"Or yeah. At least people still find me attractive, unlike my own husband who called me an elephant."
"Is that why you are so mad?"
"Yes, as it happens to be."
"Oh…" They both were quiet for a minute or two as they looked around at anyone but each other. I could see their eyes turn to Isabella at the same time before they trailed off and turned to me.
"J.D. what are you doing here?" Turk asked me.
"Bambi is everything alright. You look a little stressed."
"Man, you didn't just hear our fight, right?"
"Oh god, please say you didn't Bambi."
"Yes… I did." I said and instantly they both looked horrified.
"Oh god. Listen it was just a fight."
"Yes, we are still as strong as ever." Turk said as he dragged Carla into a tight hug. But neither of them looked happy at being so close together and something told me that their relationship is in more trouble now then anytime before.
"Okay…umm good. I'm just here to ask if there is anything I could do to help you guys out." I said as I looked at Carla and Turk. They were both quiet for a while but then both turned to the still crying Isabella and I knew what they were going to ask.
"Do you think you can take Isabella on a car ride? She loves her car rides."
"Sure." I said not really knowing what to say, feeling awkward.
"Thank you so much for this J.D. I will pay you back for this. Have fun Isabella." Turk said as he patted his baby's head.
"You have a nice car ride, honey." Carla said as she kissed Isabella's head. I forced a smile at the couple who both shouted. "Have a fun, safe ride. Be gone for at least an hour."
"You can take our car. We would do it but we want to talk a little bit longer." Carla said smiling but I knew it was bullshit. The only reason why they wanted Isabella out of the hotel room is so they can scream even more terrible things at each other. Carla handed me their car key and I sighed harshly as I picked Isabella up and carried her out of the apartment. As soon as I was outside Carla shut the front door and the harsh yells were back and all I could do was shake my head as I stared at the baby.
"It's okay. Your parents are going to be just fine. I know it is hard to tell but they both love each other very much and they love you very much too. But I guess you don't really care right now, do you? All you want to do is go on a car ride." I said and Isabella laughed in response.
"J.D. oh there you are. I thought that you finally did anyone the favor and killed yourself." I heard someone shout and I groaned as I looked up to the second floor where Dr. Cox stood.
"I'm taking Isabella on a car ride. And no matter what you say I know you love me. And I will wait for you to stop being a coward and actually admit it even if it takes a lifetime." I yelled back as I unlocked Turk's car and put Isabella in her car seat. She was oddly calm as I worked out the seatbelts that locked her down to her seat. Finally I walked to the driver's door and turned the key. And suddenly I took off leaving behind the fighting married couple in their room, the newly married couple who was having passionate sex, and Perry who was still standing on the balcony on the second floor just watching as I drove off for a little ride that was long overdo. I quickly turned on the cd player which was one of carla's mixed tapes. Instantly the soft sounds of The Swan Song by the Temptations. I found myself singing along as I turned down a mountain path with no speed limit, faster and faster I went until I was nearly going ninety. I tried to stay in pitch with the song but being a man I could barely keep in pitch with any of the notes whixh were all high. The song ended and I found myself slowing down as we came upon a sharp turn. When the next song turned on and I found myself listening almost in a trance.
'Breaking my back just to know your name
Seventeen tracks and I've had it with this game
I'm breaking my back just to know your name'
I could still remember the day after Dr. Cox felt better…I was at a bar having a couple of drinks by myself. Dr. Cox came in and sat beside me. He ordered two beers, two strong beers. He threw one to me and smiled and I knew I had to drink it...
'But heaven aint close in a place like this
Anything goes but don't blink you might miss.'
The beer was so strong and I found myself getting wasted so early…
'Cos heaven aint close in a place like this
I said heaven aint close in a place like this'
I felt wobbly as I sat the beer down and it split all over Dr. Cox and myself. I was so frightened that he was going to be mad but he just smiled…
'Bring it back down bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumour ruin my moonlight'
I felt numb as Dr. Cox ordered two more beers knowing what was going to happen and not really caring…
'But somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
That I had in February of last year'
We finished the drinks a little too fast and he led me out of the bar as I could barely keep standing…
'Its not confidential
I've got potential'
I knew what was coming, I could almost feel the excitement growing but I pushed it down.
'Ready lets roll onto something new
Taking its toll that I'm leaving without you'
I tried to shake myself away from him as I noticed it was one o'clock and I had to go home but he held me still and whispered, "Let's try something new…"
'Cos heaven aint close in a place like this
I said heaven aint close in a place like this'
He threw me into the nearest alleyway and at first I was scared not really knowing what to except…
'Bring it back down bring it back down tonight
Never thought I'd let a rumor ruin my moonlight'
I gasped as I tried to get out of his grasps but he held me tightly to the wall…
'Well somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
that I had in February of last year'
I shivered as I felt kisses on my jaw line as I push myself forward to try to lock our mouths together but I missed and my face turned red in embarrassment.
'Its not confidential
I've got potential'
Finally I managed to grab his shirt and I grabbed him closer to me as I pushed our mouths together in lustful kiss…
'A rushin a rushin around'
I barely cared about the fact that he had kids, that he was in a relationship with a woman. I was playing with the devil tonight…
'Pace yourself from me (from me)
I said maybe baby please (please)'
As we kissed his hands went everywhere tickling me, making me smile as we pushed our mouths together for a deeper kiss….
'But I just don't know now (maybe baby)
When all I wanna do is try'
I couldn't stop myself or him and I felt him kiss my shoulder I shuddered again and he threw me around so my back was facing him…
'But somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
that I had in February of last year'
I knew this was wrong but I wanted him so badly and as he pulled down my pants I smiled against the dirty alley wall…
'Its not confidential
I've got potential'
I felt my pants falling to the feet in an instant and his hands started to work on my boxers…
'A rushin a rushin around'
I pushed my body toward him so when he pulled my boxers down he could feel my erection. Our bodies connected and I could feel his own erection wanting to be free…
'But somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
that I had in February of last year'
He unzipped his own pants and I took a glaze and realized that he was wearing no boxers. He came here for me, I thought with a smile as I felt his hands slide to my erection as he got behind me.
'Its not confidential
I've got potential'
He was in me and I found myself pushing my head back and he uses this to his advantages and coverage my neck with lustful kisses.
'A rushin a rushin around'
He started going faster and I found myself sliding to the ground and he lets me as he goes with me never once pulling out…
'But somebody told me you had a boyfriend who looked like a girlfriend
that I had in February of last year'
I groaned as he moved faster and we both panted as we got near the end and I never wanted to stop…
'Its not confidential
I've got potential
A rushin a rushin around'
We both came and he kissed me again rougher and harder then ever again and he told me that he loved me and he would always…then the next day he announced that Jordon and him were going to get married again and just like that I was cast aside…
I sighed as the song ended as I stopped near a edge and sighed into the steering wheel. Before I could stop myself I screamed loudly in frustration tears running down my face as I hit the steering wheel over and over again. I was pissed, oh god I was so pissed. I was pissed at Elliot for forcing me to go on this trip, for forcing me to have to share a room with Perry. I was pissed at Carla and Turk for continuously fighting though this whole god damn trip. But I was madder at Perry for fucking with my head. I know I should forget about Perry but how could I when he rocked my world, how could I forget about him when he said in such a sexy voice that he loved me and that he will always love me. I curse quietly as the next song came on and I found myself smiling. I forgot how Carla was one of the women who like every type of music. She could go from classical to rock to even hard rock. Now a rock song came on and I smiled as I heard the familiar tune…
'As he came into the window
Was a sound of a crescendo'
I sighed as my eyes looked at the darkening sky as I heard a low snore and I smiled at the sleeping baby.
'He came into her apartment
He left the bloodstains on the carpet'
I smiled as I saw two men hiking on the trail beside the car. They seemed to be in deep conversation about something…
'She was sitting at the table
He could see she was unable'
Suddenly the men turn and looked at the car. It was awkward; they stopped dead in their tracks and were both just staring at the car…
'So she ran into the bedroom
She was struck down
It was her doom'
I drove until they were far away behind me and I sighed in relief until I heard a loud bang and I couldn't control the car anymore…
'Annie, are you OK
Are you OK'
I tried to straighten the car out but it kept heading to the side…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
It was heading straight toward the cliff…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I turn the steering wheel so the car was going toward the opposite side of the road and I prayed it work…
'You OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I cried in relief when the car started to go the way I wanted it to go…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
Will you tell us that you're OK'
As the car starts to kind of straighten out I gently start putting my foot on the pedal making sure that it is not too fast or too slow…
'There's a sign at the window
That he struck you
A crescendo, Annie'
I nearly cried in relief when the speed dropped from eighty to ten and it continued to go slower as I managed to keep the car pretty straight…
'He came into your apartment
He left the bloodstains on the carpet'
The car stops and I turned around to look at Isabella…
'Then you ran into the bedroom
You were struck down
It was your doom'
And caught sight of ten people calmly walking up to the car, guns in hand in the back view window….
'Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I cursed loudly as I looked for Turk's gun…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
They were getting near and I knew that grabbing Isabella and running wasn't an issue, I grabbed my cell phone and dialed the police, they promised to get there soon…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
I cursed loudly as my hand finally found something that was cold and metal and I nearly smiled as I picked up the gun and held it in my lap as I watched as the men came closer…
'You've been hit by
You've been struck by
A smooth criminal'
I closed my eyes and tried to steady myself as I tried to go into the backseat; I needed to be in the backseat. Needed to be by Isabella…
'So they came into the outway
It was Sunday
What a black day'
I was nearly in the backseat when I heard a bang and I saw the bullet hole in the glass millimeters away from my head…
'I could made a salutation
Sounding heartbeats
Intimidations'
I slid back in the front seat as Isabella wailed from just being woken up. I held the gun tighter against myself…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I didn't care about myself, the only focus was on Isabella, I must protect her…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I looked at the window and one was there smiling at me. I raised Turk's gun to his head…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
I cried as pain ran though me as my shoulder bled freely still I reached to pull the trigger…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
You OK'
Another shot echoed though the woods and the person smiling at me fall down blood streaming down his forehead. I smiled at his dead form but then others were coming…
'Are you OK, Annie
Annie, are you OK
Will you tell us that you're OK'
And I felt somebody go inside the backseat and I raised the gun toward him but he held his gun toward Isabella and his friends had guns pointed at me…
'There's a sign at the window
That he struck you
A crescendo, Annie'
I screamed as the guy nearly pulled the trigger and I raised my gun and told him to leave Isabella alone…
'He came into your apartment
He left the bloodstains on the carpet'
He started to pull the trigger and I made the hardest and easiest decisions in my life…
'Then you ran into the bedroom
You were struck down'
I shot him before he could pull the trigger and his lifeless body crumpled toward the car. An agony erupted in my arm and I looked down at the blood flowing freely from yet another bullet hole…
'It was your doom'
I felt someone hit me in my head with the back of the gun and I felt my gun slip out of my hands as others grabbed at me and pushed me out of the car…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
I tried to get away but I felt so weak, so dizzy that I couldn't even focus my eyes…
'You've been hit by
You've been struck by
A smooth criminal'
I was forced on my knees as I watched three men come up and point guns into the backseat of the car….
'Annie, are you OK
Will you tell us that you're OK'
I scream loudly and try to kick at the guys holding me, hearing Isabella's crying…
'There's a sign at the window
That he struck you
A crescendo, Annie'
Four shots rang out in the air and I cried when I heard Isabella stop crying…
'He came into your apartment
He left the bloodstains on the carpet'
I felt people kick at me and split at me as I tried to struggle toward the car; I needed to get to Isabella…
'Then you ran into the bedroom
You were struck down
It was your doom'
I heard a noise and I looked up to see Jose standing there right in front of me. I would have begged him for help but I knew it useless, he was one of them…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
Still I begged him to help Isabella but he just kicked me hard in the face over and over again until blood dripped out of my mouth…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
He picked up a large bag off of the floor and I trembled against myself my eyes still glued to the backseat of the car, begging to hear Isabella crying…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
I cried as Jose brushed my hair as he sighed and winked at me…
'Annie, are you OK
You OK
Are you OK, Annie'
He ordered for his men to take me away and I screamed louder until I found myself being strangled into unconsciousness. Before I passed out I heard Isabella weakly crying and I thanked the heavens and wished the police will get here soon, just to save Isabella. It was already too late for myself…
Do you hate me? I tried to be as nice as possible. I know it was harsh but it needed to be written…the more reviews that I receive the quicker I will update. What more can I say? This chapter may seem a little harsh but trust me the next sets of chapters will get even harsher and will start border lining disturbing. Thank you for writing. Oh and I will say this one more time, yes I know I have grammar problems and unless somebody would be willing to look over my writings for me before I post then I will keep having grammar problems.