"Matsuda." Light said his name in an almost irritated voice "Don't ever say that, okay?" Light wrapped his arms around the older man, pulling him into his chest "You know out of everyone on the task force you're the closest to me" It was weird seeing Matsuda in such a state, sad and hurt, though it was the last thing Light wanted from Matsuda he couldn't help but feel slightly more powerful when he hugged the other male. He'd never noticed exactly how much he had Matsuda wrapped around his fingers, it made Light feel like he could do what ever he wanted because he could control this person. He almost smiled at the thought as he got to his feet to help Matsuda up.

"Light, I'm sorry maybe I should just leave" Matsuda said as he pulled himself up from the floor. "You aren't in any state to drive, go sit down and I'll get you a drink so you can calm down a little" Matsuda sighed in response "okay, thank you" he made his way to the couch, drying his face and trying to regain his composure.

Once alone in the kitchen Light leaned his back against the wall, he hadn't realized it until that moment but touching Matsuda and seeing him so vulnerable had turned him on quite a bit. He'd never thought about how easy it was for him to completely control and dominate the older male. Light shook his head slightly, trying to rid himself of such thoughts as he searched through the fridge before finding what he'd been looking for, the vodka. Thank god Misa stocked the fridge with alcohol every night, Light needed a relief from the whole day.

He quickly mixed the vodka with some cheap mint flavoring he'd found in the cupboards before going out into the living room to give Matsuda his glass. "Thank you Light" Matsuda smiled happily, practically back to himself already. "Oh, I found something to watch, don't know if you'd like it but it's one of those old sci-fi horror films." Light hated old sci-fi horror movies, but since he was drinking he'd probably forget it was even on.

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After a few drinks Light was finally starting to lose perception of things, while Matsuda hadn't even finished a single glass due to the fact he'd been to busy watching his movie.

It seemed like the more Light drank, the more he found himself glancing over at Matsuda, and the more he found himself completely turned on. God how he wanted to touch Matsuda at that moment, the thought made him laugh a little. "Hmm, did you say something Light?" Matsuda didn't even take his eyes from the tv, it was showing a gruesome and cheaply done monster murder scene.

"Matsuda" Light didn't really know what he was going to say after the name came out, he only had one thing on his mind at that exact moment. He leaned over and turned Matsuda's face towards his own. He felt the older man's soft, warm breath on his lips, his stomach grew instantly hot. He pressed his lips to Matsuda's forcingly as he attempted to push the older man onto his back. Matsuda resisted though, pulling away from Light as he was thrown to his back. Light crawled on top of Matsuda as the older man struggled to comprehend the situation "Light, stop it!" he placed his hands firmly on Light's chest in attempt to push him off "You're drunk Light"

But Light understood what was happening, in his mind he barely felt drunk at all "No Matsuda, I've been wanting this for so long, please" Matsuda furrowed his eyebrows, Light couldn't tell if it was anger or confusion but he grabbed Matsuda's hands and pinned them next to his body. He leaned forward and pressed his tongue to Matsuda's neck, licking and biting. "Light, please stop" Light brought his lips next to Matsuda's ear to gently whisper to him

"Matsuda I've wanted you for so long, I've always liked you. I love you, Matsuda, I want to be inside you" "Light…" Matsuda struggled to think of something to say, he knew by looking at Light's cold eyes he was probably lying, but it was so nice to be told we was loved. "Light, please say that again, say you love me" "I love you" Light said it tenderly. I was so easy, he had Matsuda exactly where he wanted him.

Matsuda brushed his hand gently through Light's hair as Light pressed his lips to his. He gently licked Matsuda's bottom lip as Matsuda opened his mouth to kiss Light more deeply. He felt Light's hand slowly undoing has pants and couldn't help but lean his hips forward, trying to get Light to touch him. Light couldn't help from smile as he sat up to pull Matsuda's pants and boxers off. God, he had such a perfect, untouched body and Light wanted to violate every part of it.

Light quickly stripped off his belt and began getting his own clothes off. He knew Misa had a stash of massage oil she kept in the living room, every night she begged Light for a backrub with it, where did she put it though? Hmm, that's right, under the couch where no one on the task force could see it. Light reached around under the couch and found it instantly. He opened it and poured a little on his hand. He leaned forward to press his body against Matsuda and kiss him softly on the lips, he rubbed the oil onto Matsuda's entrance before sliding in a finger.

Matsuda gasped, the feeling slightly uncomfortable and painful "Mmm, Matsuda" Light moaned his name before inserting a second finger. He stretched them apart, knowing he probably wouldn't last too long, Matsuda was so hot and tight. After letting the older man adjust to the feeling he pulled his fingers out, once again grabbing the oil. He poured a descent amount onto himself.

Finally, the moment he'd been wanting the whole night. He shoved himself inside Matsuda to feel that overwhelming heat. "Ah, Light!" Matsuda screamed his name and Light felt himself more turned on then ever. "Matsuda, say my name again" Light demanded, thrusting into Matsuda "Light.. ahh, Light" Matsuda gripped the couch fiercely, the pain was overwhelming and Light was showing no mercy. "Matsuda, touch yourself for me"

Matsuda did as he was told and began masturbating; he was so close to the edge already. Light kissed Matsuda deeply, moaning into his mouth as he came. Matsuda came right after, completely out of breath.

The two lay there for a while, Light wanting to feel that intense heat just a little longer. He finally pulled out and rested his head on Matsuda's chest. Matsuda wrapped his gently around Light "I love you" "I love you too"

It was strange because when Light said it that time, he truly felt like he might actually be falling in love… with Matsuda.

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CHAPTER TWO END

Okay, I knew people would be wanting a sex scene soon so I got it over with in this chapter, obviously. I think the third chapter will be getting the story out a little more, once I get some good reviews I'll post it.