Lyke, OMG it's Jewelumms! Yeh guys, tis moi. I thought I'd pop in real quick to say Hi and Thanks. A lot, a lot, a lot of thanks. This one little story which was started on a complete whim out of boredom when I was half asleep and drooling a bit over my keyboard, has become immensly successful. And it's thanks to you guys that that's been the case and I've continued writing this. I have a quick note and a warning about this chapter.

Note #1: I just remembered that I never posted my very first RikuSora fic (which was a two-shot for my friend). I really liked it and I wanted to post it, just never got around to it..maybe I'll post it later. Tell me if you want me to, mmkay? Oh yes, and I'm giving Axel a tongue ring, btw. Warning: NC-17 yaoi. So yeh, go away if you dun like boy's penises. And if you don't like Axeldom, which I find very hard to imagine. Seme Axel is so…hot (pun completely intended).

Chapter Four. As You Once Thought I Was, Make Me Beautiful. This is Axel's Story.

It was late at night and Axel was pretending to be asleep when the front door to the apartment open and closed. Keys being pulled out of the lock and thrown carelessly on the coffee table. Footsteps coming down the hallway towards their room, towards Axel. Bedroom door opening and closing. Shoes being taken off, pants and shirt following. Bedsprings creaked as Riku got in the bed next to him and slid into his figure, wrapping arms around his stomach, fingertips slipping past the stretchy elastic of boxers, but no farther.

Axel's stomach clenched. Lips roamed around to his ear, licking and kissing his earlobe gently.

"I know you're awake, baby." The feel of his breath on his ear, that tone of voice, still made Axel shudder. He opened his eyes and turned slightly around to face Riku, seeing his beautiful green eyes staring into his. He saw the same emotions he always saw there. Sadness, anger, hate, despair, fear, lust. He rolled onto his back so he would see Riku leaning over him fully. They stared at each other for a few moments in only the light from the city and the moon. It was a white light that made the silver of Riku's hair shimmer like angel's feathers.

"I love you." Axel whispered, playing with Riku's long fingers under his chin. "I love you more and more everytime I look at you."

Riku bent down and feathered light kisses on Axel's fingertips in response. The soft pads of his lips pressing into Axel's fingers caused tears to flow into his eyes. He was so beautiful. So, so, so angelically beautiful and he was his. How did he get such an incredible creature? How is it that someone as perfect as Riku could ever love Axel?

"Hey, Ri?" Axel cupped his lover's face in his hand, gently pulling it to look at him.

"What is it?" Riku asked, slightly annoyed.

"Why are you still with me?" Axel bit his lip nervously after the question left his lips. Riku got up and sat at the foot of the bed, his fingertips pressing into his forehead. He did that whenever he got a headache. Axel let out a long sigh.

"Why…would you ask that? Especially right now." Riku asked calmly.

Axel sat up behind Riku and wrapped his arms around his shoulders, sucking lightly like a kitten on his neck.

"I'm sorry." The red head purred. Riku could hear it return to Axel's voice and yearned to see the incredibly sexy sultry look in his eyes that drove Riku crazy with passion. He whipped around as quickly as possible, pinning Axel's hands high above his head and grinding his hips hard into Axel's crotch, spreading the teen's legs wide.

"Oh my God, Axel. You know I can't control myself when you do that." Riku's voice was husky and low as he dipped in to bite and suck viciously at Axel's neck. The red head smirked.

"Do what, lover?" When it came to being sexy, Axel knew what he was doing. He was overall a very sexual (some would call it horny) person, and knew exactly what made every boy's cock stand, straight or gay. "Oh, you mean this?" He bucked his hips into Riku's budding erection, causing his angel to grunt.

Axel maneuvered his way out of Riku's loosening grip on his wrists and pressed his lips against his chest.

"Down. Now!" Axel shoved Riku on his back into the mattress as hard as possible, resulting in a loud thump when his head hit the backboard. But Riku didn't whine or even complain. This is how things went, except usually it was Axel taking all the beatings. Not tonight. Handcuffs were whipped out and before Riku could fight for dominance, he was trapped. Axel grabbed Riku's erection through his boxers, squeezing and fondling the tip until he felt the dampness through the cloth. Riku shot his head back in silent ecstasy. That was Axel's cue to do what he did best: Stop. He slid his hands firmly down Riku's legs and off, lifting his weight and sitting crosslegged on Riku's lap, painfully pushing his erection down.

"This is why I never let you on top. Sex with you is torture!" Riku spat, holding back the whimper he obviously needed to get out. Axel grabbed the box of cigarettes from next to the bed, pulling one out and lighting up. He pretended not to feel Riku's glare and ignored the growl he was aiming at the boy on top of him. Axel looked innocently naïve as he sat there, idly smoking his cigarette.

"Oh, I'm sorry. What did you say? Do you want something? You seem to be in pain…" Axel asked as if just noticing Riku for the first time.

"You know what I want you sadistic pyromaniac, so stop acting stupid and get in me now!" Axel rolled his eyes.

"Alright alright, you're no fun. But I have to get in the mood first." Axel couldn't control his smirk as he felt Riku tense up. They both knew the consequences of Riku's mood stabilizer, and it was something even Riku cowered in fear from. Axel took one last drag on his cigarette, holding the poisonus smoke in. He trailed his way up to Riku's neck, leaned up while nuzzling into the silver-haired man's cheeks and neck. He reached a long finger up and slipped it into Riku's mouth, allowing him to suck and lick at his finger hungrily, before gratefully opening his mouth. Axel leaned over Riku and opened his mouth in a very sensuous "almost-kiss." Slowly the cloud of cigarette smoke trickled between Riku's lips.

The redhead purred and sucked on Riku's bottom lips, moaning quietly, allowing more and more of the smoke to drizzle into his lover's breath. Riku enjoyed this display of sexual affection. He had always loved how dominant Axel could get, while enjoying the true love that was poured into the sex. It definitely made "doing the deed" with Axel beyond amazing. No matter how painful it could—and would—get.

Axel smirked mischievously into the sensual kiss, reaching for the ashtray next to the bed where he had allowed a long cylinder of ashes to burn on the still-lit cigarette he now picked up. Riku's eyes were closed and he was quite distracted from Axel's kissing and touching to notice that the cigarette was headed straight for the young man's pale side.

Axel winced and arched his back violently, cringing away from the smoldering ashes tickling his side lightly.

"Does it hurt baby?" Axel moaned into Riku's abdomen, where he was trailing his way down to Riku's boxers, slowly. Nothing but grunts from Riku, though. He knew the man would never admit to being caused pain, even it was just a little cigarette ash. Axel ripped the boxers from Riku's waist, revealing his shuddering erection. Axel administered one harsh lick up the shaft.

"Tell me it hurts." Axel commanded, putting out the cigarette on Axel's hip. When Riku didn't respond, Axel pulled away from his cock, causing Riku to groan.

"It hurts okay?! Are you happy?!" Axel smirked at the control he had over the usually dominant one.

"Good boy." Axel whispered over Riku's erection. One lick on the tip. "Now tell me Pet, how would you like me to take care of this problem? I think I have an idea how you would like me to. It sounds fun, ne?"

He saw that Riku knew what he was talking about. Riku moaned at the mental image that was obviously running through his mind.

"Just…do it." Riku grunted, his chest rising and falling rapidly.

Axel reached over to the ashtray and grabed his lighter, he dripped a few drops of the kerosene onto his tongue. Not enough to set him on fire, but just enough to set off a small spark. He swallowed a flame from his lighter, and shuddered with ecstasy at the heat in his mouth.

"Can you feel it?" He purred over Riku's erection, allowing the temporary uke to feel the heat on his lips. "Isn't it wonderful? God it just…burns into you with passion."

"Axel…"

Axel took that as his cue to take Riku's hard cock into his heated mouth. He sucked as hard as possible, lightly tickling the shaft with his teeth. Riku moaned and bucked as Axel dragged his tongue ring down Riku's length, running it around the tip. His fingers worked magic upon the sack below. He dug his nails hard into Riku's thighs as he felt Riku ready to spill, and took him down his throat not gagging once. Riku hissed, his hips bucking up. Axel felt him twitch and shudder in his mouth before Riku exploded the thick cream into Axel's throat. As he pulled up with a loud sucking noise, the white ran down Riku's cock.

Axel slid up to kiss Riku passionately before unchaining him from his binds. Riku grabbed him and rolled him onto his back, holding him tight around the waist.

"I intend to get you back for that, Darkfire." Riku whispered into Axel's ear as he toyed with his burning red hair.

"We'll see if you can catch me, first."

"Oh love, there's no need for that. I already have you."

Riku didn't know how true that was.

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I must admit I was terrified to post this. Please go easy on me, mmkay?

OH. And one very very VERY important message!!!!

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