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It's not the end, It's till the last chapter

BY PJ-CHAN

Chapter 3: This is how it gets when someone loses their memory…

"What?!? Now YOU know me too?" Mikan sighed as she saw the raven-haired girl looking back at her.

"Mikan…I'm Hotaru! You don't remember me?" She replied, as if on the verge of fake tears. Right then Mikan's thoughts got blocked and all she could see were some new flashbacks.

Flashback:

A happy brunette is walking down the hall, and as soon as she sees a girl with short raven hair, and violet eyes. The brunette goes up to her to give her a good-morning hug, but instead gets hit by a baka gun…

End of Flashback

"School? Hotaru? Baka-gun? What is all of this?" asked Mikan, completely lost again. "Whaqt are these flashbacks? What is all of this school thing? WHY IS IT THAT—" but at that point she couldn't talk anymore, instead she fainted, just in time for Natsume to catch her.

"Natsume! Doctors Wing in the Airpor! NOW!" Hotaru ordered as she pulled her and Natsume's luggage on the side and followed Natsume to the Doctors Wing.

Meanwhile, the remainder of the 'group', 5 people were left behind. No, make that four, as a young blonde Japanese boy followed Natsume, Hotaru and Mikan, leaving the other four in complete confusion.

"Holy cow…how…how is Mikan here?" yelled out the blonde haired boy just as soon as he saw Mikan unconscious in Natsume's arms. "and what the heck happened to her?"

"Cuz she's a good student, you idiot, and she fainted cuz she saw your face. Shut up and follow me." Replied Natsume who was still carrying her.

"Oh! There's the nurse! NURSE" called Hotaru as the nurse found a empty chamber and let Natsume put her down.

After a few check-ups, the doctors told all three that she one lost all her memories. But her brain seems to be rendering those thoughts she had lost long ago. But all she gets are flashbacks; but she cannot remember anything about it.

Natsume's POV

So, Mikan lost her memories?!? No wonder she didn't recognize me! So, wait does that mean that she even forgot how cold heartedly I turned her down when she confessed her love for me? Does that mean I get to finally confess my love without any neglectance of my past? Or even make her the one, my Jungle Rose maiden?

End of POV

"So, this is why she didn't remember me?" Hotaru said, as Ruka nodded.

"YES! And it all happened three years ago…and we didn't know…until today." Ruka said worriedly.

"Ms. Sakura's friends?" the doctor said as she returned from the cabinet, "One of you, one by one can go in there, but consider one thing, please don't awaken her until she awakes on her own will."

"I'll go." Natsume said with determination before anyone could even say anything.

He went into the hospital to see poor Mikan on the bed, sleeping peacefully, as the doctor came up to Natsume and said,

"She had a huge over-load over her brain. Her reports say that since the day she lost her memory, she didn't get any flashbacks or even remember any point of her past. But considering the fact that you are in her past, she's tending to remembering it all, and getting unconscious as she can't take it anymore." And he finished as he fixed his HUGE square glasses.

"But, doctor, should she even get those flashbacks? Would she ever regain those memories?" Natsume asked, confused.

"That…only time will decide, it's something science doesn't know yet. But do make sure she doesn't get over-loaded with flashbacks all at once. And even, in my opinion don't remind her of anything unless she just gets them. That way, she could get her memory back without further hurting herself. But Natsume, I can see you care about her, and you've been an important part in her life before. Take care of her; she's quite fragile at the moment…" he said and finally left the room all to Mikan and Natsume.

Natsume got near the bad, and sat down on the seat next to her, while she slept peacefully.

"When can I tell you this Mikan? When?" he said, speaking to the sleeping Mikan, trying to get these words through those ears, "Why am I so cold around you? Three years have been passed and I couldn't say a single word." And now he took her hand into his, "When can I finally say Mikan, say that…I love you Mikan." And that's when he suddenly he found Mikan squeezing his hand back.

"MIKAN! You're awake!" but no reply…she was still unconscious.

"I love you Mikan, please get better soon. I'll promise I'll change…for you." And giving Mikan's hand one last squeeze, he left the room.

---Outside the room---

"Natsume! Is she ok?" Hotaru and Ruka ask in unison.

"Yes. Go in if you want to." He said, and went outside.

"That emotionless git…you go in Hotaru." Ruka said, as Hotaru went in the room to see Mikan.

Outside, Natsume found one car waiting for Ruka, Mikan, him and Hotaru; it was ready to take them to the hotel where the ceremony will be held.

"Come out. The car is waiting outside." He said as he went there to see Mikan awake and happily talking to Ruka and Hotaru.

"Hello Natsume!" she said cheerfully as she saw Natsume, "It is finally nice to meet you! And it's nice to meet your girlfriend Hotaru, and your half-brother Ruka!" as she smiled big!

At that note, Natsume was frozen but he finally found out that it was the dumb Ruka's plan to fake characterize yourself, so Mikan doesn't get anymore flashbacks.

"Dimwit." Natsume spattered as he passed by Ruka to get to the car, "That's all you could think of? Me and Hotaru?"

"Don't worry, I still AM jealous!" he joked (not) and went in the car.

As they got into the car, poor Hotaru and Natsume had to sit together, while Mikan sat on the front and Ruka on the back at a corner.

" I don't mind any 'bad' things going on back there…Ruka-kun, don't you think Hotume as sooo cute?" she asked Ruka as he, Natsume and Hotaru sweat-dropped.

'Hotume?' Natsume thought as he sweat-dropped again.

They all talked and said that the Further Alice Academy is a surprise for Mikan, as she questioningly started bugging all of them to tell her about the 'Alice thing' they were talking about.

As soon as the car stopped, Mikan was the first excited one to get out. She stepped out, getting the first view of a black haired, blue eyed boy…or was it…

"Koki…?"


Well, now that was depressing…whatever…I still feel sad…PS: Thnx to EJ and Radz for cheering me up! D…and umm…I'm still sad, and this chapter is dedicated to all of those who are leaving…and I'm missing you already…dammit, got to think about some happy stuff…I'm still sad…I hate this…oh well…just read and review…at least to make me feel better! Pleez? Luv you all…PJ-Chan