Dammit, I can't bother write any sorta disclaimer! LoLzyz! Hehe…I jus kinda returned from this vacation! IT WAS FUUUN! LIKE soo much fun beating up my cuzns! HAHA! Hmm…now who shud I dedicate this to? Lets see…I dedicate this to my older cuzn, who's like miles away from me right now! GRR! He duznt exactly want me to name him, u can call him…er…I dunno…whatever, I'll just be away with writing my 4th chappy! HEHE! LOL! Dunno what's so funny…:S…hehe…LOL! Hehe…and er…here it is! (4th

Chapter 4: Main flashback thingy (part 1)

"KOKI? Like, what the hell are you doing here?" screamed out Mikan.

"Er…" but Koki was speechless.

Meanwhile Ruka was getting out and as soon as he saw Koki, he said,

"Konichiwa, Koki-kun! So we meet again after, 3 whole years?"

"WHAT?" screamed Mikan again, "You both know each-other?"

"WELL DUH! He was the third member who joined our fan club!" Ruka said, not realizing this thought would give Mikan another rewind of some lost memories.

Flashback:

A certain brunette and a raven haired girl were sitting on their seats as the whole class gasped as soon as a handsome black haired boy stepped in the class. His sparkling blue eyes shone as he said his name, Kokigume Kugyo, and his alice, amazingly same as Reo's. He could control others by his voice. All the girls around him were 'ooh'ing and 'aah'ing at his flawing beauty. And from that first day in the academy, he was added into the Natsume and Ruka fan club, being one of the popular people in Alice Academy.

End of flashback

And at that last thought, weakened and lost Mikan felt a heavy jerk inside her (hollow) head, and fainted, just in time for Koki to catch her.

"Koki?" Natsume said, confused or rather asking for an answer.

"Natsume, Ruka, and Hotaru. It's a long story. Make yourself comfortable while I give an explanation to all of this." He said.

All five of them went in a sitting room as Koki put Mikan on a bed and went over to the rest to explain.

"So…" Koki started as he got himself comfortable; "It all started at the graduation…"

Start of major flashback: (actually Koki is saying all of this in his POV, but just to make things easier, I'm putting it in as a flashback)

It was the last day of Alice Academy, the last year for certain people. Those people included Mikan, Natsume, Ruka, Hotaru, Koki, Anna and many others. There was a great graduation ceremony being held, but two certain people were no-where to find. Nobody seemed to notice them gone, except Koki. He followed his path till the old but beautiful Sakura tree to find Mikan and Natsume. It seemed like Mikan had persuaded Natsume to come with her, as if to tell him something. They talked, casually talked and it amazed Koki when Natsume actually smiled. Right then, Mikan fell on her knees, and seemed like she was confessing something. Just then Natsume's smile faded, as Mikan mouthed the following words,

"I love you Natsume…" Natsume's emotions confused but suddenly he shook his head, and said something very, very low(volume). Tears went rolling down Mikan's delicate cheeks as Natsume's face went closer to the crying Mikan. Mikan turned her head upto face Natsume's face one inch than hers. Natsume finally covered the one inch difference as Mikan felt Natsume's lips over hers. Natsume broke the kiss and without a further glance, left. Left the poor Mikan crying as heavy rain started pouring. The tears seemed to have been lost between the raindrops that prickled down her cheeks. Seeing her wet and broken apart under the tree, Koki couldn't help but run to her, and try to comfort her. But her tears still found a way to escape her red eyes. Clinging on to the only shoulder near, Koki, she cried out…

"I love Natsume, and I told him so, I LOVE NATSUME!! But, but he doesn't like me…he never liked me. I thought, I thought we had to be together, today or tomorrow. I thought we had something between us because we crash into each other every morning. I thought he used to tease me just because he used to love me so much. WHY? WHY? Why does he call me his polka-dots? Why does he seem so lively whenever he's around me? WHY DID HE SMILE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN FRONT OF ME? WHY DID HE KISS ME? WHY? W-W-w-w-hy?" and a million more tears of sadness poured down her cheeks. Meanwhile Koki, who's liked her since the first day of school, was boiling with fresh anger in him. Thinking how Natsume just broke her heart into a million pieces , and not stopped to atleast try to put it together. And Koki, between him anger spat out,

"Mikan! MIKAN! Don't cry," and she instantly stopped crying, "You've got no more use of that bastard…he's not worth you Mikan! Mikan, have a accident, whatever, just lose all those useless memories! Forget all those times you've spent with Natsume and smile. SMILE MIKAN! SMILE!" and a adorable smile crawled up her face.

"Thank you, Koki." She said and hugged him.

One month later…

Mikan and Natsume hadn't talked since then. After the ceremony, all of them went on their way. Mikan left the academy to find her parents dead. She found some money by selling her house and buying herself a small apartment. To support her lonely self, she found a part-time job, powered by the company of Koki. To her first day to work, all the horror from the past creeped in through her minds…

"—I love you Natsume—"

"—I don't love you—"

"—BUT—"

Ok…now that is it! Sorry for updating after SUCH A long time! HEHE! But now I promise I'll update atleast one story each day…I mean I'll try my best! Hehe…and yea…please tell me what you thought of this flashback thingie…ok? PLZ PLZ PLZ review! And yea…REVIEW! Hehe…and umm…ok…I'll go back to writing my other fanfic! LOL! And ooh! Can you tell me how I can make the characters less OOC (except KOKI)…please? Pweety pweez? YAY! FINE! NOW…Review! Luv y'all forver…PJ-Chan!