Rory was awake and lay sleepless. Her thought was filled with the nightmare and was giving her a headache. She decided to go to the kitchen and take some aspirin. On the way she bumped and knocked a chair over, which awoke Lorelai.
Lorelai circumspectly descend the stair and walked into the kitchen. She turned on the light and found Rory crying on the floor.
"Oh my God! Rory? Are you okay?" she asked.
Rory replied with a nod, still crying.
"What happened? What were you doing on the floor?"
"I…I fell over." Rory sobbed. "I was trying to get an aspirin because I had this nightmare and it gave me a headache as soon as I awake."
"Oh, honey. C'mere." Lorelai helped Rory up and settled he into the chair that she knocked over earlier.
Lorelai got Rory her aspirin and water.
"You wanna talk about it?" asked Lorelai after a long silence.
"About what?" asked Rory.
"You know what I'm talking about."
Rory shook her head and eyed her with curiosity.
"About your dream."
"Ohh…um...maybe later, okay?"
"Okay."
Lorelai and Rory sat in the kitchen for over an hour with silence, until Rory broke the silence between them.
"It was about the baby." Rory said, still feeling uncomfortable for their long silence.
Lorelai continued listening intently and let Rory continued.
"I was in my car and I was driving along an empty highway…from Philly to god-knows-where. And the thing is…I was just there. Driving." Then, she added, "With no destination in mind what so ever. Then I saw Jess."
Tears started filling Rory's blue eyes.
"He was just there…trying to stop me to wherever I was going. He told me that I shouldn't be here and that the place I need to be is in Hartford with my baby, who's dying and who needs my love.
"Then, I just have this horrible feeling that I'm a horrible mother."
"Oh, honey…you're gonna be a great mother. And your baby will be fine. Your dad and I will be here for you every step of the way…and so will Jess."
"I know. I just…I couldn't help but think that there's something more. I mean what does that say about me? Am I selfish or something?"
Lorelai hugged Rory and console her. Rory noted that she wished Lorelai wouldn't tell anyone about this including Jess.
The next morning, Jess asked Rory about their wedding plans, seeing how Rory is now better. He told her that he couldn't wait another until the baby was here.
"But, Jess, it's only going to be another two and a half months!" Rory protested. "Besides, we still need to finish planning. We never got around deciding if we want red or pink roses for the bouquet."
Rory finally got her wished after hours of debating.
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