ok guys here it is sorry it tokk so long hope you like it thanks for all the comments i really love them all!!!!! oh 15 years should be up tonight hopefully : )

When I woke my mouth was like a desert, it felt like I drank a keg myself I had one beer actually half a beer. I reached for my water not there "Damn it"! I flipped over stretching to grab Ashley's water got it "Wait where is Ashley". Where the hell would she be this early 6:30 the clock showed. Ok this is weird Ashley is never up this early. I shake it off thinking maybe she went to the bathroom.

I spot her cell phone across the room I get up and grab it. I know this is invading her privacy but I can't resist. I flipped the phone open "ahhh" a picture of me and her at the beach. I start to look through her contacts nothing irregular here. I scan through the dialed calls "huh" she called someone today; I grab my cell and save it. I keep scanning nothing else other then that number three more times. I look at the received that number is in there as well as in the missed. Ok now I'm getting mad, "Don't jump to conclusions Spencer" I thought and I mean it could be anyone.

I look at her pictures, all pretty much of me and her, a couple of her band. I start laughing as I see a pic of Allie and me, her leaning into me kissing my cheek. Allie stole Ashley's phone and took it to make Ashley jealous, I know she's a bitch. I tried to erase it but she ran with until Ashley came back so I couldn't erase it, without Ashley finding it and getting pissed at me.

Ring…. Ring "Fuck" her phone started ringing, I dropped and stared for a second. I picked it back up just to see that very number flashing on the screen. Should I answer?

Hello I say in a sweet voice

No answer

Hello! I say this loud and agitated.

I hear a breath being takin' before she spoke.

Hi! I need to talk to Ashley.

My chest dropped, my heart started racing, and I wanted to tell her off but yet listen to why she is calling.

She's in the shower, but I can tell her you called, if you want to leave a message.

No its fine, no message! I'll call her back sorry to disturb you.

No problem, but can you do me a favor tell me why you are calling my girlfriend and who you are?

Ok my name is Kate! But I think Ashley should tell you why I'm calling her.

Fair enough! I said before hanging up the phone.

I put the phone back on the table Kate huh! Ashley never mentioned a Kate before.

I picked up my phone and called Allie.

Spencer Carlin you better be dying!

I started to laugh, No I was snooping on Ashley's phone, found a number I didn't know. Then bam it started ringing and it was that number so I answered.

Wow wow slow down there Charlie!! "Breath"

I am so, she sad her name is Kate and that I should ask Ashley why she is calling weird huh?

Yes cryptic! So ask Ashley she said yawning.

No I'm gonna tell her that the girl called and see what she says I'm not going to tell her what she said.

Ok Spence! Secrets, secrets. I'm letting you go I'll call you later when I get up k.

Yeah ok! Hey where are you?

Bye Spencer!

Bye!

She never tells me where she goes I wonder if she has someone, I swear every Friday she leaves! "Oh well"

I turned the T.V on hoping to pass time till Ashley got back. Good morning America is the only thing on "Yah". The weather was on 102 degrees in Cali damn wish I was there its only 80 here. I would so be at the beach right now, sun tanning hell even swimming.

Just then Ashley walks in, surprised I'm up.

Hey! She said

Where were you? Acting a little controlling

Damn Spence had to use the bathroom then ran in to Brett talked to him for a minute! She was totally caught off guard by my attitude.

Ok sure! Well I hate waking up and you not being here so maybe next time a note!

I turned back toward the T.V, she came back to the bed laying down trying to cuddle with me but I got up.

Spencer what is your deal?

You had a phone call!

So is something wrong?

No, I mean yes who's Kate?

She looked at me eyes wide I don't think she knew what to say. She lowered her head staring at her feet for a second then back at me.

No one! She said

No one she has to be someone Ashley! So tell me

She stood up pulling me towards her. I was on the verge of tears not because I was sad but my anger was overwhelming me.

Spencer I can handle this, don't worry!

What did you do, what happened? I was crying now she pulled me into a hug and I stayed there for a minute before pushing her away.

God damn it Ashley is she the girl from the party. I was pacing the room

I don't know!

I was so angry no more tears fell. She was lying to me right to my face, all the shit she has ever done to me but never once lied to my face.

Fuck you, you do know just tell me I'll listen. I took a breath, my voice cracked as I spoke. If you cheated on me I'll listen, try to hear you out but you have to tell me. Don't keep lying to me your making it worse, can't you see that!!

She sat down on the bed like she was going to spill, nut she said nothing just sat there and stared at the T.V. I wanted to jump on her pinning her down so she had to face me. I was silent I can't believe she was acting like this it was as if I didn't know her.

Ashley! She didn't budge just stared at the T.V more. So I took a step in front of her.

Ashley! She stood up and finally looked at me, but she didn't say anything. She slide her arms around my waist and tried to kiss me. I stopped her pushing her away.

I'm done Ashley! If you can't talk to me I'm done! I grabbed my cell and walked to the door but then she spoke.

Spencer! I stopped and turned around to face her.

What! My voice was weak

Kate is not the girl from the party that was Kate's girlfriend.

I was sort of puzzled after she said that.

What I don't understand?

I, We she was stuttering she couldn't say it damn it I knew it!

Just say it Ashley

She looked down

I slept with her ok!

Look at me… Look at me Ashley what?

Our eyes locked blue with brown

I slept with her!

Her eyes showed me how much pain she felt and I know she felt it, I wonder if she saw my anger, rage and hurt.

Nice! One question Ashley was I t worth it?

I left as I said that I didn't want to hear her answer, hell I didn't want to see her.

My thoughts were ready to make my mind implode. I came here for her; I wanted to break up when she left for college so this wouldn't happen. It would have hurt but not like this, she lied all this time. She I so possessive and jealous now I know why because she is insecure!

Wait, was it when I was back in Cali or now is she cheating now? How long once or fifty times? Was she good? Did she kiss her like I kiss her? My mind was going at warp speed, it was doing it's own thinking. I needed to talk to Allie.

Ring….. Ring Answer please I said to my phone Ring…..Ring Damn it come on

Spencer you know your….

She's fucking her Allie, I can't breath!

What? Where are you?

Outside the dorm! She's going to come after me soon I know it and I can't.

Ok Spence calm down meet me at Tyler's.

What?

I'll explain later!