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Never Ending Story

Chapter Two: Bittersweet

Disclaimer: I do not own this song or the anime…(I wish I did)

Summery-

It's another cold December night and I'm once again lying in my room listening to my mothers cries of sorrow…I can't stand it…the pain in her cries…the guilt look on her face……even the pain she puts on me when ever I do something that reminds her of…HIM… where are you when I need you Soubi…where could you have gone…I need you now more than ever…please…save me from this hell Soubi…save me from the very thing that eats me up inside…save me…from…HIM…

Previously…

"Ritsuka I'm sorry for everything….hehehe…I bet you're getting tired to the word sorry huh…can you ever forgive me for all that I've done…" Ritsuka then looked up to see Soubi's face light up when a lightening bolt struck close by and showed Soubi's shadowed face…to Ritsuka it was a beautiful sight indeed to see the very person he cared for looking down at him and holding him close…it was then that Ritsuka got the courage to move upward towards Soubi and gently put his lips against Soubi's which turned out to be the beginning of a very passionate kiss…which they both had been craving for a long time…

"Does that answer your question…?" Not even giving him a chance to finish his statement, Soubi quickly brought him up, and switched positions, which had Ritsuka underneath Soubi, and Soubi on top.

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

"Don't play with me…you should know I tend to lose control and I don't want to hurt you…or make you feel uncomfortable in any way…"

Ritsuka slowly brought his hands up to caress Soubi's face, never breaking eye contact; he slid his hands down Soubi's neck and chest, where his hands glided over "BELOVED" he began to speak softly in a tone where only Soubi could hear…in tone where he sounded seduced…

"This mark that says BELOVED is what you are to me… I know I don't show it at times…but I do care about you Soubi…more then you'll ever know…" he begun to cry and shiver as Soubi placed his hand on Ritsuka's face… " So you see no matter what you do…you…you can never hu…hurt me…and even if there is time such as that…I'll still…." But he said no more…for he couldn't…Soubi silenced him with a kiss that could only be shared by two lovers…

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Present…

After they broke apart from their very heated kiss they pressed their foreheads together looking into one others lustful eyes…as Soubi moved a piece of hair from Ritsuka's face he smirked as he noticed a blush showing across his face…

If I tell you
Will you listen?
Will you stay?
Will you be here forever?
Never go away?
Never thought things would change, hold me tight
Please don't say again that you have to go

"Ritsuka…am I making you hot? You're looking a little flushed…"he then lightly kissed the piece of hair in his hand while trailing his other hand in Ritsuka's lower region…

A bitter thought
I had it all
But I just let it go
Hold your silence
It's so violence since you're gone

This act made Ritsuka blush even more…"Well if it wasn't for you I…I…" but he couldn't finish his sentence since all his senses went into Soubi's gentle touch, which was slowly going down past the collar of his open shirt… (Now to anyone who is confused he using the hand which held Ritsuka's hair…the other one is still going south…) lightly gliding the tips of his fingers across his now exposed chest…he began placing light butterfly kisses starting from his lips, to his neck, to his collar bone, to his chest where he was playing with his left and right nipple…

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

"Soubi…" he said while biting down on his knuckle to keep himself from moaning…

"Tell me what it is that you wish to have…tell me Ritsuka…what do you want from me…" he began descending downward again this time removing Ritsuka's shirt completely, and tossing it to the floor…Ritsuka opened his eyes just a bit letting Soubi's words real-through his mind…

If I had told you
You would've listened
You had stayed
You would be here forever
Never went away

'Tell me what it is that you wish to have…tell me Ritsuka…what you want from me…' 'What I wish for…what I want…I…I…wait what am I doing…stop…this…has…to…'

It would never have been all the same
All our time what have been in vain
Cause you had to go

"STOP!!!" yelled Ritsuka.

Soubi stopped his assault, but didn't move from his spot, which was the rim of Ritsuka's pants, eyes wide in shock. Ritsuka kept panting trying to control his breathing…he still tried registering what almost happened between them…

'Why did I tell him to stop…isn't this what I wanted…what I've been craving for all this time…then why did I stop?'

Ritsuka was brought back to reality when he felt Soubi's cold hand gently caress his face. He took in Soubi's features noticing he was half-naked and still dripping from the rain…his skin shined off from the lightening that came from the storm…he also noticed that his eyes had changed from the once happy and playful, to the now sorrow and lustful…

The sweetest thought
Had it all
Cause I did let you go
All our moments keep me warm
When you're gone

"What's wrong Ritsuka? Are you not happy? Do you wish for me to leave?" his hand starts falling from Ritsuka's face until his hand was being held tight by Ritsuka's who wasn't planning to let go…he brought Soubi's hand to his chest over his beating heart…

"I'm sorry Soubi…it's not that I'm not happy or that I wish for you to leave…but I don't think I'm ready for this…I…I need more time if that's okay…" he looked up to Soubi with his innocent shimmering eyes which were covered in tears…

Soubi just smiled and pulled Ritsuka into a huge hug with his arms covering his young innocent body… "Of course it's okay…you take all the time in the world…I can wait…" and they remained that way happy and content with one another's presence…

All my thoughts are with you forever
'Till the day we'll be back together
I will be waiting for you

a/n: There you go I know my chapters are short but I promise you the next one will be awesome…reviewreviewreviewX3