I tried grabbing Allie before she walked away.
What are you doing let's just go? She just kept n walking right to the stage Allie what the fuck are you doing? She finally turned to me
I'm going to find Tyler and kick his ass for not telling me! She said starting to climb on stage.
Allie I called to her but it was too late I knew I couldn't stay here and face Ashley it would be to intense for me I needed my space. I started to walk away but I heard her laugh and I couldn't keep myself from not looking.
I turned back to the stage and there Ashley was up in Allie's face laughing at her, I can tell it was getting heated I saw Ashley's fists starting to clench.
Fuck I said out loud as I walked ghastly back to the stage.
Ashley stop! I pushed my way in between the two of them facing toward Ashley Allie just go!
I kept my eyes on Ashley the whole time; she must have felt like I was trying to burn a hole through her.
What I'm not leaving without you! Allie yelled
I know I'm right here with you just walk I said turning toward her
She walked off stage, but I was held there by Ashley. Allie turned back to see where I was her eyes lined with mine. She knew I couldn't face Ashley now I felt myself already giving in just seeing her.
Spencer I want you to stay so I can explain! I felt her breath on my neck it made my knees feel weak. She knew how to make me stay Spence I love you and only you Kate was a fling I was lonely.
I wanted to turn and smack her! A fling so that means more then once, the way that girls name rolled off her lips, uhhh… it felt as if I was going to vomit.
Let's go Spencer Allie said from the end of the stage
No she's staying with me you leave Allie! Ashley pulled me back I felt like stretch arm strong always being pulled.
No Ashley I can't stay with you shaking my head and turning towards her sorry but you lost me a fling nice I hope you enjoyed it.
Spence it was last year, you can't leave me for that!
Now I know Ashley is cocky but this she has got to be kidding me. I started shaking my head and pulled my arm away.
I can and I will I hate you for this, I started to walk away Let's go I grabbed Allie
Spencer stop! Ashley called
I didn't run out of the party but I didn't walk either, I knew she would come for me whether it is now or tonight, she needed me to live. I can't believe I just stood up to her it was little but still I have never said anything to her before I would have just went with her. It felt good to tell her we were done but yet I was scared of actually losing her,
Spencer can we slow down now please I almost forgot I was dragging Allie with me.
Oh yeah sorry I smiled at her adrenaline and all
Yeah I got it
We kept walking for at least ten minutes without talking, I think she knew what I just went through actually telling Ashley no. We were almost to the dorm when Allie grabbed my arm pulling me down onto the bench.
What are you doing?
I just want us to chill here for a second let you catch your breath she said pointing to the moon look you can see the stars.
Thanks Al, I say looking up at the stars there pretty.
In the back of my mind the thought of Ashley kept running. I know Allie was trying hard to make me forget but I couldn't stop thinking of what she was going to do next. I knew she wouldn't try to hurt me again by cheating, but getting drug and high showing up t my door wasted was a very good possibility.
Hey Spencer are you finally done with her? She asked looking at me
I don't know I took a final look at the sky but what I do know is that I love her!
I'm gonna go to bed Allie thanks for this it helped I gave her a hug
Anything for you Spence hey Tyler and I you know nothing! She pointed her finger at me
Ok you're cute together though I headed up the path into the dorm.
I got back to my dorm and immediately dropped to the bed. I needed alone time and I was hoping I was going to get it. I didn't sleep well the other night with Ashley here.
My eyes shut and I felt myself start to fall asleep you know when your in the realm of falling into a deep sleep but yet still being conscious when my cell phone rang.
I picked it up and looked at it Mom
Hello
Hi honey she was all cheery so how is school
Good mom I'm tired though can I call you back tomorrow
Ok babe! But first where having a party for your dad and we want you to come and bring Ashley you know he loves her.
Yeah mom sure I'll be there but Ash probably won't make it
Why is something wrong her tone seemed to get more cherry?
Uhhh. Mom I'm hanging up I'm tired grill me tomorrow! Bye
I threw the phone down on the bed "Ughh I hate her" I said to myself. She always does this I'm in a bad mood and she seems to make it worse even from 3000 miles away. I rolled over looking at the alarm 11:00 not that bad.
I heard something like a knock or someone fumbling with the knob to my door. I opened my eyes the clock read 3:00. I must have fallen asleep, I got up and went to the door.
Get a little drunk Allie can't even open the… I opened the door and the person who was standing there wasted was not Allie …door
Spencer please let me in I just want to lay with you Please?
Ashley leaned against the frame of the door barely holding herself up. I just moved to the side allowing her in.