After she finished her song that was meant for me her band went back to their normal music. I watched after that and every time I would look up she had her eyes on me. The song she sang to me was beautiful and I loved that she broke herself down like that in front of everyone. It showed that she did love me and that she did fell horrible for what she did to us to me. I can't forgive her know it's too early and I won't let her think she can just walk all over me and I'll be there to forgive and forget.

V and I sat in the booth conversating about all things my mind wasn't on Ashley but it wasn't far from her. I kept watching V's mouth move but it was hard to hear her with Ashley's voice ringing in my ear.

"So how long did you two date?" she asks me I think she noticed I was more focused on my thoughts then her.

"Um for a while a long while" I was being discreet if this girl knew I was with Ashley for almost eight years, she would defiantly back away nobody is over someone that quick.

"Ok it's cool if you don't want to talk about it" she smiled at me with that almost Ashley smile

"Thanks" I said smiling back at her and scanning the crowd for Allie

"So do you want to get out of her maybe go somewhere quieter?" ok is she trying to hit on me because her hand on my thigh is defiantly much

"Um sure but first I see my roommate I have to talk to her, I'll be back" she nodded at me. "K"

I was squeezing my way between people scavenging to find her. I never realized when the music stopped I was to busy looking for Allie and when the crowd cleared I seen her talking to Taylor in the corner. I use to stand here and wait for Ashley

I ran up to her "Hey"

"Heyyyyy" she must have been a little buzzed because she practically jumped on me "You came out of your hole, why?"

I just started laughing "I missed you"

"Sure, did you like slut girl's song for you" She said smirking at me knowing I hate when she calls Ashley names but I know I can't bitch at her for it.

"Yes I heard it! It doesn't change anything"

I watched her eyes travel behind me, her face turned into a slight smile. I turned around following her direction, "Well it looks like she might know that" she spoke into my ear

"Shit" I said out loud when I saw Ashley standing over V having what seemed like heated discussion. I started to walk over and I heard Allie behind me

"Spencer what's up Fuck her" she didn't know that V was with me

"Allie I came with her" I turned back to her

"Why Spencer I thought…" I interrupted her

"No No I came with her" I pointed to the girl that was actually standing up to Ashley with a finger waving in her face. I knew Ashley wouldn't last much longer not punching her in the face.

I walked up behind V

"What is wrong Ashley, pissed off because Spencer doesn't want your ass anymore? Face it she is over you so just go back to your shit ass life and stop trying to get her back. Trust me it will never happen" V moved closer to Ashley whispering in her ear. Ashley let her and I watched her eyes. The expression on her face change, her eyes got big filled with anger, I almost saw what came next.

Ashley pushed the girl backwards into me. I fell into the booth hitting my head on the table. Ashley was coming at V fist clenched ready to kill her, she didn't even notice I was there hurt or if she did she sure as hell showed no sign of caring.

She grabbed V and pulled her up letting her go she clinched her fist and let it collide with V's face making her shift backwards from the force. V tried to encounter but was blocked then thrown to the ground. Ashley jumped on top of her grabbing her hair and pulling slamming the back of her head into the ground.

This was all happening so fast I couldn't react; I don't think I have ever seen Ashley so mad at anything in my life I think I was actually scared of her.

Allie came to my side trying to help me up "Spencer are you ok" she asked

I didn't respond to her I got up quickly like she brought me out of my daze. I grabbed Ashley pulling her off of V, her hands raised to swing at me. I grabbed them stopping her and the look in her eyes was almost scary, unforgettable at that. "Fuck you Spencer".

I felt pain sting my heart and sit there, it was hard to swallow or even breathe. Ashley has never put so much pain and anger into one statement. I reached out to touch her and she moved backwards "Don't touch me stay the fuck away"

"Ash" but before I even could talk she was gone

I turned to see V sitting up holding her nose

"What did you say to her?" I yelled at her

Allie grabbed my shoulder trying to hold me back I snapped out of her grasp, I kneeled down in front of V asking again "Tell me what you said to her?"

"I told her what she always knew and she just can't handle it" she said getting up still holding her nose

"What the fuck does that mean?" I asked starting to get frustrated with this girls stupidity

"I really like you Spencer I was just helping you out is all, Ashley is a loser and she knows she's not good enough for you that's why she is always fuckin up!" She said smiling at me in a mocking way

"I don't think you know her well enough to say if she is good for me or not" I was know up close in her face, I felt Allie on my shoulder tugging me back

"Spence let's just go she's a freak" Allie said stepping in front of me

"Oh your one to talk bitch" V said to Allie

"What did you just call me a female dog, haaa" Allie said laughing "that's you, with you're nappy ass fake hair and your silicon tits, go back to your corner ho" Allie was all up in this girl's shit I couldn't help but laugh and be proud that she is my roommate.

V scrunched her face with a fake smile and left like a dog with her tail between her legs. I couldn't help but laugh at Allie who was shaking her head at her like a cheerleader as she walked away. "Ha that's right walk away blondie" Allie said causing me to laugh

"Thanks Al" I said hugging her from behind "I guess I shouldn't meet new girl's I find the crazies"

"Damn right Spencer be a hermit or I will definitely get in trouble for kickin all these Barbie asses" She said laughing

"Well I think I'm going to head back to the room" I said to her hoping she would by my line

"Sure Spencer you're so see through when it comes to her" she said shaking her head at me

"Who" I said smiling at her

Allie didn't say anything just shook her head and gave me a smile before walking back to explain to Taylor where Ashley was. I took off quickly hoping to catch Ashley before she got back to her room.

I knew she was hurting I just hope she didn't believe anything V said to her. I know there is more Ashley wouldn't react the way she did only for that. I couldn't think what it could be but I know it's not good. I made it out of the party still deep in thought, but not deep enough to see Ashley standing by sidewalk talking to somebody, she looked really familiar to me. It wasn't until I got closer till I realized that it was Kate and they happened to be caught in a intimate lip lock.

I couldn't move I just stood there, locked in place.

"Bitch" echoed through the campus