Hey. Sorry, I haven't updated yesterday, like I meant, but I was at my friend house.

Disclamer is still the same (what a shame) I don't own House MD.

Part 4.

He was sitting alone in his office, like so many times before, thinking of things that happened that day, and how it should of happened. In his minds he was still in a hospital bed, waking up alone. But what would it be, if this weren't how it would happen? He wished it would happen more like this:

He was waking up in a hospital bed. He didn't open his eyes just yet; he wanted to remember what happened. He remembered incident in his office. Something about Cameron and Wilson being together. Then he woke up here. He heard a sniff. He slowly looked up and saw a pair of two of the most beautiful green eyes, he had ever seen. Surely he saw them every day at work, but now they were more beautiful than ever. He saw the love of his life by him. He saw Allison Cameron. She saw that he has woken up, and she let out tears of happiness. She wanted to say so much, but she couldn't. She wanted to apologize, but she knew he knows. He sat up and looked her ever so deep in the eyes.

"Greg…-" Allison started.

"Don't. I'm sorry. I should be. I had you for three years. I always knew how you felt. I was just afraid you would hurt me. It's my fault. I should have known, you would fall in love with another. I should make a move earlier. I'm sorry. I'll leave you two alone."

"No Greg. I don't love James. You know when you get what you want, but not what you need? I wanted him, to replace you. I couldn't. You are what I need."

She slowly yet passionately kissed him and he pulled her closer.

Yes… This is how things should have happened.

"You ready to apologize?" Wilson said, as he came in. he was still upset, and you could detect little anger and disappointment in his voice. "We did save you after you passed out, even if we didn't want to."

House detected that tiny bit of anger and disappointment in Wilson's words, so he decided that he really should say he's sorry, even if he really isn't. But it's better to apologize than to loose the only two human beings that might still care about him.

"Yes Jimmy. I'm sorry. I shouldn't have done what I did. Is that all," he said but he was like always being sarcastic.

"No it's not. I wanna know what you felt in that kiss." Wilson said in an angrier tone. It really gets on his nerves, when he's acting like this.

"Well…OK. Just before the kiss I thought that if I can't have her, nobody could. It was act of pure selfishness. I was trying to kiss my best friend's girlfriend, right before his eyes and I didn't even care. But than in the moment my lips touched hers, I thought about a weird line. I never thought of it before, but yet it felt so known. It's how I always fell. I thought: All I want is to be seen with you (A/N: That line is from one of the most beautiful Slovenian songs. I just thought you should know). And it's true. I don't love her, not even like or want her. I just want to be seen with her. I only want to show people that even a crippled jerk can get a babe like her, but obviously I can't. She's all yours dude."

At this point Wilson snapped. He jumped up and started to yell. He couldn't stand it anymore. He didn't even know what he was yelling and neither could House. After some time, he just couldn't yell any more, so he turned around to the doors and quietly said: "Just don't you dare to tell anyone! Good bye House!"

House was watching his best friend leave his office and most likely his life too.

That's the end of this chapter. Please R&R.