Love Is A Book

Chp 4: Your Beautiful Eyes...

Ok... Well there nothing much to update you on...Except well how boring my life actually is... I miss the summer, the days when the sun used to shine, and when I could just lie down on the grass for what feels like eternity. Winter is just so depressing, and so...dead.

I miss going outside to play and all that stuff, and worst of all I'm basically lonely... If you heard this before it certainly applies to me..."Even when I'm in a crowd I feel so alone..." Hmm... Don't know why... but I do feel alone for some weird bizzare reason...but I guess its just a phase... I'll get over it...takes Happy Pills I hope this works...

DISCLAMER: Ok...You already know I don't own anything from GS so why don't you leave me alone?

Cagalli went up to her room, if you recall. She had quickly fallen in love with a certain Athrun Zala. This was the first time they had ever met in their entire lives.

Cagalli lay in her room, motionless and speechless. She just lay there on her bed thinking of Athrun's story. Compared to her own story, Athrun's story was probably the second saddest story she had ever heard. She knew what it felt like to not have a father there. Even when he was still alive, he was never there for her and Kira either. Uzumi Nara Attha was a politician in Orb, but he wasn't that good of a politician. They both were very busy and basically had no time for them. Kisaka took her and Kira under his wing, almost being like the father that they never had.

Although it wasn't only Cagalli who felt this way. Kira also had felt neglected by their father's action. Kira probably had felt more of the hurt than Cagalli did. When they both were about nine years old, Kira had never experienced one of those father-son outings. Most of the kids in his class talked about their weekends and vacations that they had spent with their family. Kira and Cagalli were left to listen to their stories, hoping that someday they could tell their own story about how much fun they had with their parents.

Cagalli grabbed her diary and wrote in it.

Dear Diary,

I have probably had the best day of my life. Well, maybe the best few hours of my life.

It started with the usual breakfast, then I went to the park to read my new novel that I bought at the pharmacy.

It was actually pretty good, didn't make me cry though. It was kind of predicatble, but I wanted to read it anyways.

Then I went to go get some ice cream. When I went out of the store, stupid Kira was taking rollerblading lessons

and didn't know how to use the break...and yes...he did trample on me and it caused him a punch in the face.


Now he is downstairs being bandaged by his beloved Lacus. I don't mean that as an insult though. I think they

make a pretty good couple. Ok anyways, continuing with my story. Lacus apologized to me, saying that they were

teaching how to teach. It made me think..."we?" ...then Lacus introduced me to this guy...named Athrun Zala.

You know, the son of Chairman Zala? Well anyways he bought me some ice cream and we talked. He's actually

pretty nice. Most of the guys I know have huge attitude problems...but there was something that I really liked about him...

His eyes...his emerald eyes. I've never seen them before, but they feel so warm and so welcoming. Weird eh? but other

than that, we walked home...and he kissed me on the cheek. Although I don't really think it meant much, don't

they do that in PLANT all the time? Whatever, I don't really think I should be thinking about it that much. But I think I

might be falling for him...but I won't be stupid... I'm not going to fall too fast...Or have I already fallen? Heh...whatever..

I'm going to get ready for bed...

bye!

Cagalli...

Cagalli put down her diary on her bed and headed for the washroom. She changed and brushed her teeth, and then she landed on her bed once again.

"Athrun Zala..." she said out loud to herself, "I hope you'll like Orb..."

And with that she fell asleep on her pillow, awaiting for the sun to rise.

"Athrun?" Lenore Zala spoke from the kitchen. She popped out wearing an apron.

"Hi mom! I'm home." Athrun calmly spoke as he walked to the kitchen to hug his mother.

"How was your day?" She asked stirring the pot in front of her.

"It was pretty good..."Athrun smiled, thinking about Cagalli.

Lenore examined the expression of her son's face. "What happened?"

"Nothing..." Athrun said quickly hiding his smile.

"Are you sure?"

"Yes mother...I met two new people. They're twin siblings, Kira and Cagalli--"

"I knew it!"

"What?"

"You like that Kira girl don't you?"

Athrun turned a shade of pale, "Mom...Kira is a guy..."

Lenore as well turned pale, "Oh..How about Cagalli?"

"Umm well...I don't know...wait how was your day?" Athrun quickly changed the subject.

"It was pretty good...are you changing the subject?" She said turning off the stove.

"Uhh...mom I think I'm going to go to sleep now..." Athrun said nervously.

"Wait! Aren't you hungry?"

"No I ate ice cream with Caga--" Athrun's eyes widened and turned to run out of the room.

Lenore smiled. I hope he enjoys it here...I see that he's already found a girlfriend... she chuckled. Hopefuly Cagalli is a girl..

Athrun landed on his bed with a thump, mentally washing his mout with soap as he almost told his mother about what happened today.

Golden eyes...golden eyes...she stared at me with those golden eyes...There's just something that just captures me and wants me to know more of her...I've only met her once in my life and I fell that I knew her for at least a few years. It just something about the way she talks and the way that she smiles almost removing all my fears and sorrows away. I feel like I could be myself...

myself...I haven't been myself in a long time...

Athrun smiled while he closed his eyes drifting off to sleep.

Yeah.. I know short chapter... but if I continued that would be a pretty pretty long chapter and we wouldn't want that...or would we? This chapter is all a bunch of crap that I decided to put because it will be useful later..You know that don't you? Well anyways...Not much happening in this boring life of mine... Took me about two days to write this chapter... This is the second day...so yah.. have to study study study! Thanks for reviewing chapters! Love's y'all!

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