I was acting so not Casey like and it was great. Derek was so amazing. I couldn't believe it hadonly been a day. Our first date was tonight. I want to call Em and tell her to come over so she would help get me all souped up, but I knew she would be weirded out and mad. Who could I call?? No none I was alone. There was no one in my family I could tell and my only frineds would be so shocked and grossed out.. I didn't even want to get into it.

I walked over to my computer and turned it on. I signed onto MSN and saw that I had three new emails. I clicked the icon and read all of them even though they were all just junk mail. I decided to talk to Spleak the robot girl. I clicked her name and typed 'Hello'. Withing seconds she responded asking me if I wanted to play a game. I choose hangman and played until I was starting to redo them. Then in the middle of me gueessing the answer to the titanic Spleak told me someone had sent me a crush. I asked her to show me and I saw a messga from Derek who was online.

'Casey, this is so weird, not only can I not tell anyone, but it's you, my step-sister. I'm not trying to say this is a mistake, but I really need to get used to it. The moment I left your room I felt an emptiness in my heart and I knew it was the part of me that longed to kiss you again. I wish I hadn't pulled away, but someone might have caught us or seen and I don't think I could have risked that. Can you imagin my dad's face or your mom's? That would be so funny but then the novelty would wear off and they would kill us or something lol. Well I just wanted to let you know I was still thinkning about you.

-xoxo Derek.'

I sighed and clicked reply, typing a quick response that actually wasn't so quick therefore I'm not going share it with you for that would give me dizzyness of all the words flying through my head. After I had clicked send Derek's name popped up on my screen and when I clicked it a large kiss came up and I smiled. I remembered my webcam in my drawer and quickly hooked it up. I sent it and he sent his and we had a video conversation queitly, forgeting about Spleak.

"Well I am going to get ready." I said into the built in mike on the webcam.

"Okay in a half hour then." Derek blew a kiss and then signed out. I followed sequence and signed out.

I looked around my room and started going through my clothes in my mind. I thought of a perfect outfit and raced arouond my room finding the articles of clothing. I grabbed my make-up bag and nessecities for the bathroom and ran out to get in before Edwin made his nightly trip at 6:30. When I got in the bathroom I slwly applied myself for the night and winked in the mirror as I collected my leftovers and went back to my room. I was being so rebellistic!