The last chapter, I have to admit, it sucked, it was a bad cliffie, it probaly made no sence. I'll try to make this on longer and better with lots of POVs. Please read and feedback it!
The evening, around 6:30pm Sango's POV
Nothing had seemed to go the way I wanted, this wasn't the life I called for, I thought my life was supposed to be cheery and nice, but unfortunately that wasn't the case. This remided me of a poem I was reading in a book lately, I chose the book, because I had nothing better to do, I had to keep myself away from stressful things...I sighed as I began to remember the short poem:
You'll have to face the things that are to come,
some battles you'll win, but only some,
don't blame yourself for a simple mistake,
it's not worth a painful heartache,
I was like you thinking that death was what we seek,
but when you think like that,
it makes you weak,
So listen here and listen well,
cuz if you don't I swear I'll yell,
Promise me one thing and one thing is all,
forgive yourself and climb up from your fall.
I could relate to this poem so much, but it was true, I think I had made a huge mistake, I could have payed attention earlier.
Miroku was very serious, he was serious in just about everything: Our relationship, our problems, the future..the baby. I feel so terrible, Miroku seemed so sad, that I wasn't paying much mind to what he had to say, what an Idiot I feel right now. I sighed again, my hand trembled, as it hovered over my purple colored cell. I had the temptation of calling him, saying I was so sorry, I just want things to go the way they were before...I just want to be in his arms..where I feel safe and warm. I sighed nervously, my heart wanted to call him, but somewhere in my mind, a voice deep inside pleaded me to not do it.
I stared at my cell, my heart beating a little faster than usual..I sighed and called him.
I was trembling, a little bit, I could hear it ringing, any minute..-
"Hello?" Miroku answered.
"Uh...Hi.." I managed to blurt out.
"San..Sango?" Miroku asked,
I smiled and sighed, "Yeah...listen, I'm sorry..I just--" I was cut off by his voice,
"No, don't say sorry, I don't blame you..Sango I swear I have this undercontrol...I reported Akina to the police.."
The name Akina rang inside my mind...I immediantly infuriated, I sighed deeply, "Akina..tell me Miroku, were you ever seeing this Akina?" I asked.
"No, I never was, she's one of my employees, she wants me, she'll do anything to get me, but, Sango. I don't want her, I want you. I love you with all my heart, I just want to spend my life with you." He replied softly.
I was glad at that moment and relieved, that first of all, Miroku wasn't here to see my blush embaressly, and relieved because Miroku never had anything to do with that Akina.
"...Miroku." I said.
" What is it?" He asked with curiousity.
" I do too, I just want to be by your side, I just want to love you..." I admitted, Sheepishly.
"Can we meet, tomarrow?" He asked.
"Well...I uh.." I was trapped, I wanted to say yes, but I was so shy, it was as if we hadn't seen each other ion such a long time.
"What if I came over to visit, Sango? Do you think that would be alright?" He offered.
"Yes." I answered.
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The next day, Morning 10:36 am
I woke up quickly around 8:00am in the morning to get myself dressed, but unfortunately, I woke up sore.
Everything ached, my arms, my back, my neck, my legs..I could swear it was my entire body, throbbing with terrible pain.
I knew I wasn't going to dress up alot, it was my own home for god's sake and my entire body was in pain. Even though Miroku was going to visit I guess I would just have to stay comfortable. I sat on the couch and flipped on the Tv, there was nothing on, It was so far pretty boring, until there was a knock on the door.
I fixed my hair a bit and rushed to the door and opened it. " Miroku.." I said softly.
Miroku smiled and greeted me, "Hi Sango, you look wonderful." he replied as he looked me over.
I blushed a little and managed to smile, "Hi." I said.
I led Miroku inside and we sat down, after a few moments of silence, miroku finnaly broke the ice.
"You look pretty today, but then again you always do, my dear!" He laughed, I laughed a little along,
but I sensed something, a slight rumble... a kick. It felt odd, I held my stomach with my surprised reaction.
Miroku's expression suddenly changed, " What's wrong, Sango?" He asked me with a worried tone.
" I felt something.." I said a little distracted, I had my eyes focused on my small stomach.
Miroku inched closer and stared at me for a while, "Are you okay?" He asked again. I nodded, i couldn't help
but to let a smile form on my face, "The baby is kicking, it's so cute!" I said excitedliy. Miroku smiled, "May I see?"
he asked. I nodded. His strong but light hand trailed over my small belly smoothly, I looked at him i could see he was happy.
I haven't seen that face in a long time. I sighed and yelped a little as I felt that I was quickly shifted, Miroku was laughing.
He had put me on his lap, his colbalt eyes looked down at me with excitment, I smiled back at him. He lifted my shirt and gently stroked my belly, "Sango have you gone to see a physician?" He asked. I shook my head, "No.." I replied. Miroku sighed, "I can make you an appointment, if you want." He told me. "Ok then." I said as I stretched.
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To be continued...
sorry it took me alot to think about this chapter, but you have to admit it's way better, huh!? Dedication..let's see, i'd have to say I dedicate this chapter to spottedstar106 who has been actually telling me in a way she wants to read more! YEA that's what i wanna hear! Until then..seeya