Disclaimer: ok... we've all read this before. I dont own Twilight or ANY of it's characters. because if did then I would be rich and probably better good looking.

Remembering

(EPOV)

I was amazed at how coolly she took the information. But then again that is Bella, it was still unsettling though.

When she looked onto my eyes as we told her, I knew that I had to do everything in my power to keep Bella healthy and well. Her eyes told me how much she trusted me and how much love we held for each other.

There was no way I was going to let Bella die.

(BPOV)

I was staring very intently at Edward, so I didn't realize when everyone had left the room. All I knew was that the next moment Edward was sliding next to me in the bed and had his head propped up in the palm of one hand and the other was caressing my cheek. I couldn't help but blush as I thought of the beautiful creature lying next to me with eyes that held nothing but love.

"Edward I love you. This will work out, it has to work out." The last part came out in a whisper. I let a tear fall down my cheek then, but would not let the rest to fall. I had to be strong now. I had to be.

"I love you so much Bella. And we will get through this; somehow you will be healthy again." He sounded so sure of this that had a renewed hope that I would be ok. But then it dawned on me.

"Edward, why don't you change me?" after I said this he was not happy. Uh oh… maybe I should have waited for a better time. But I'm dying! What better time is there? "I mean, it's not like I'll be missing anything. I'm going to die Edward, I mean you heard Carlisle! Things don't look good, and I don't want to risk loosing you forever, So just change me and then we ca-" but he cut me off.

"Bella, you are not going to die, neither by becoming a vampire nor from this cancer. So please, until we are sure that there is nothing we can do then I will please ask you not to ask me to do that to you. Please." I could tell he was trying to stay calm, it wasn't working.

"For now Edward, but we will talk about this" I said sternly, this time I was not backing out, we had to discuss this.

He surprised me by laughing though. "I didn't think you would give up that easily, ok, we will talk about it later." His eyes were for a moment happy, but soon the worry took over again.

"Edward I do not want you to worry. There are enough people here worried, and if I'm going to get through this then I'm going to need you to be strong. So wipe that frown from your face and give me a kiss." He was very surprised by my little rant and even more surprised of what I was demanding of him. He gave me my favorite crooked smile and leaned in and brushed his lips against mine. It was nothing out of the ordinary and it didn't escalade into anything, but it was still perfect. "Thank you" I said while I was catching my breath.

"I remember the first time I kissed you, do you remember?" He asked me with a grin as he heard my heart slow.

"How could I forget?"

.:Flashback:.

Edward hesitated to test himself, to see if this was safe, to make sure he was still in control of his need.

And then his cold, marble lips pressed very softly against mine.

What neither of us was prepared for was my response.

Blood boiled under my skin, burned in my lips. My breath came in a wild gasp. My fingers knotted in his hair, clutching him to me. My lips parted as I breathed in his heady scent.

Immediately I felt him turn to unresponsive stone beneath my lips. His hands gently, but with irresistible force, pushed my face back. I opened my eyes and saw his guarded expression.

"Opps," I breathed.

"That's an understatement."

.:End Flashback:.

My heart raced at the memory. We laughed about it for awhile.

"Then there's the second time when you fainted in my arms." He added once we had stopped laughing so hard about the first incident.

"I can not help it if you just are to distracting to remember to breath. That, Edward Cullen, is all you." I feigned dislike of the matter hen in actuality I loved the way his scent and smile could make the world disappear.

"You know, speaking of our first kiss, we should go back to the meadow soon. The weather should be getting better soon. I'll ask Alice when the weather will be good when I see her next time." He said matter of factly.

"Really? We should, it's been to long. Well, if I am allowed out of this bed." I pouted knowing what it did to him.

He laughed at me, "don't worry, remember, I have people on the inside." He winked at me and I went back to when Tyler almost ran me over….

.:Another Flashback!:.

"Is she sleeping?" a musical voice asked. My eyes flew open.

Edward was standing at the foot of my bed, smirking. I glared at him. It wasn't easy- it would have been more natural to ogle.

Hey, Edward, I'm really sorry –" Tyler began.

Edward lifted a hand to stop him.

"No blood, no foul," he said, flashing his brilliant teeth. He moved to sit on the edge of Tyler's bed, facing me. He smirked again.

"So what's the verdict?" He asked me.

"There's nothing wrong with me at all, but that won't let me go," I complained. "How come you aren't strapped to a gurney like the rest of us?"

"It's all about who you know," he answered, "But don't worry. I came to spring you."

.:End Another Flashback:.

"Bella? Bella…." I suddenly realized I had started to daze off. I shook my head and looked at Edward. Whom was looking worried, again.

"Yes Edward?" I smiled at him to let him know I was ok.

"What were you thinking? You completely zoned out." He was curious now, not worried since he obviously saw that I was ok.

"I was having a flash back to when you saved me from Tyler's van. Remember?" I asked him with a grin. He smiled in return.

"Of course I remember, we don't forget remember?" when he said we I knew he meant vampires. I smiled at him and he lightly brushed his lips against mine. We kissed for awhile till both of us realized I had forgotten to breathe again. He broke the kiss and whispered "Breathe Bella. Breathe."

We sat in silence with his head on my chest listening to my heart beat and sighing every so often when my heart would suddenly beat faster.

Carlisle came in then looking worst then before, both of us looked up at him with worried expressions at how much worst could this get? Obviously I was about to find out it could get a lot worst.

A/N: So what do you think so far? Cliffe I know, but dont worry. Ill be updating soon. I have this whole week off from school.

This was mostly a filler. Just so you know. Things are getting sad in this story... :(