AN: This chapter is for KORIstarfireANDERS! I hope you like this chapter it gets confusing but it good and for Lavender Gaia I have to say thanks for you flame...but I like wrtitng and if you don't too bad, Also I DON'T take DRUGS! And I never will. Anyway hope you enjoy and I'll try and have the next chapter up soon!
Also this is my first Fanfic and if it sucks I get better the more I write and if you are writing review at least be polite..and give me so construtive advice don't just say it sucks give me a way to make it better.
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Chapter 2
Unsure
Raven slowly woke up remembering her encounter with Robin earlier made tears fall. "Why me? Why do I lose my powers because I like someone." Raven got up and slowly walked to her door. Am I ready to face him? The thought crossed her mind, she pushed it away. Her door opened and she stepped out she looked beside her door to see Robin asleep. She shook his shoulder, "Robin get up." Robin slowly opened his eyes. "Raven-," Her eyes filled with tears, "Save it. I already told you how I feel." Robin sighed, "Raven it can't work. It won't work. I love Starfire not you." Raven looked at his mask remembering the event that took last night. "You never let Starfire see your eyes." Robin thought about this, "You and I are really good friends. That's why." Raven frustrated clenched her fist; "Robin there is more to a couple then looking good together!" Robin stepped towards her, "You're jealousy?" Raven turned away from him. "You are!" Raven heard Beastboy walking she wiped her tears away. Beastboy walked in and saw Raven and Robin talking he stepped back, "Beastboy it's okay me and Robin finished talking." Beastboy shrugged his shoulders ad walked past her and Robin. When the doors swished Raven walked towards him. "Be careful on what we talk about there is more people in this tower then you and me." Robin looked at her, "Why should I care?" Raven looked at him; "You are dating Starfire if she hears us. I will lose a friend, a dear friend." Robin looked at Raven and saw her crying again, "Robin just drop it okay. Let's act like it never happened." She walked away, the whole time Robin eyes following. Raven was trying to push him away again.
Raven sat on the couch then she remembered she didn't bring a book with her. Well I'm not walking down the hallway only to pass Robin. Starfire sat bedside Raven, "Friend? What is bothering you?" Raven smiled at Starfire, 'Nothing, Just tired." Raven felt bad, it was guilt she was lying to Starfire her good friend. "Hey Star you want to go hang out?" Starfire looked at her weird but than smiled, "Sure!" Starfire grabbed Raven hand as they went up the stairs to head to the roof.
"Raven let's go." Raven looked into Starfire emerald eyes. "Star, I can't fly. I lost my powers after the fight with Plasmus." Starfire looking shocked sat down and was thinking. "Raven, Do you know how long it will be till you get your powers back?" Raven shook her head, "It could be a while Star." Starfire looked at her, "I could carry to the mall." Raven smiled, "Thanks Star, Thanks a lot."
Raven walked into the Mall and felt the cool air hit it like a wave. "Star, Where do you want to go first?" Starfire smiled, "Let look for normal clothes for you!" Raven cocked an eyebrow, "Why?" "Well you might not get your powers soon so for now let's get you normal clothes." Raven smiled as she saw the excitement shine in Starfire's emerald eyes, "Sure."
"Raven! Come on out don't worry you look really good." Raven clipped up her hair and sighed as she walked outside. Raven felt weird out of her hero costume. Now dress in a knee length white skirt and black tank top made her shiver. "Starfire can I just wear my normal clothing?" Starfire sniffled, "If you want to." Starfire shoulders slumped. Raven rolled her eyes, "Okay, Just today I'll do it to make you happy." Starfire screamed, "Beastboy will love you." Raven stopped and felt anger boil over, "You made me get the clothes for Beastboy?" Starfire smiled, "Don't you like him? He always looks at you." Raven felt tears spill, "How could you Star?" Starfire felt guilt rip through her, "Raven, Don't you like him?" Raven didn't say anything and ran past her and into the main room. Ignoring the three boys seeing her ran to the roof.
"Why would she do that?" Raven was still crying but more controlled now, "Star, I know you try and find me someone as you have! I just can't love anyone else." Raven sat crossed legged as she watched the sunset. "Hey, Raven?" Raven turned her head to see Beastboy. "Raven are you okay?" Raven shrugged her shoulders, "So you are the bravest to meet me up here after crying?" Beastboy chuckled, "Yeah, Since I get you made so much I just was the only person who can handle your anger." Raven looked into his emerald eyes; "It's okay. My powers are out for awhile." Beastboy put his hand on her shoulders, "Is it because of Robin?" Raven lowered her head and nodded, "But he with Starfire and I know that but I still feel something." She laid her head on his shoulders, "You won't tell anyone right? Especially not Starfire." Beastboy nodded but felt a hand squeeze his heart. He had felt something for Raven after the events of the Beast Within. "It seems as though I had lost you." Beastboy smiled, "Just thinking." Raven looked up at him. "You thinking?" Beastboy grinned, "Not you too." Raven sat up; "It's not my fault you act like a idiot a lot." "Hey, I tell good jokes!" Raven was now laughing, "That's a good joke." Beastboy face was confused, "How was that a joke?" Raven stopped and noticed the face to face. Beastboy leaned in Raven went closer and their lips meet. It's was a passionate kiss and Raven hooked her arms around Beastboy. When their lips parted Raven smiled, "Robin I love you." Beastboy felt a stab in his side. "Raven it's me Beastboy." Raven felt tears fall, "Sorry Beastboy I saw Robin and kissed you imaging it's it was him." Beastboy got up; "It's okay. You must be tired." Beastboy walked away knowing that would be the only kiss he would ever experience from Raven. Raven looked at the night sky, "I'm so unsure."