perfect.. i'm being able to stop this feeling.. but it doesn't seem really right.. i would not like to see myself loving him.. that is something anyone will never expect from me.. i don't want to be hurt..but still.. i love him.. no i can't.. and i never will.. but when the time comes that i have to tell him what i really feel.. what if he rejects me? he likes mikan.. i wonder if mikan likes him back.. if she does.. i will really have to stop this thing inside my heart.. this feeling.. i never felt it for anybody else.. except for him..
hotaru woke up early the next day so she won't be late for class...after doing her daily routines, she directly went to her class room..
"so decided to stop the riot, imai?" a voice came.
"oh, nogi.. it's you.." hotaru said quietly..
"oh yes, it really is me..." ruka said angrily..
"you don't need to ask me again.. there's only one answer to your question.. you'll never know whether i will stop or not.." hotaru said grimly..
"please"
"no!" hotaru said loudly as she sat on her chair and started reading..
"hello everyone!" a cheerful voice came.. it was mikan..
oh god kill me.. hotaru thought..
"sakura san.. tell you "best friend" to stop this black mailing.." ruka said loudly..
"huh? what's been happening??" mikan said blankly.. "hotaru!!" mikan ran to hotaru to hug her..it was a real shock to everyone that hotaru didn't fight back...
"please don't do that.." hotaru said irritably..
"so what's been happening? is it all those taking pictures thing again.." mikan said..
"it's not again, it's been forever!!" ruka said angrily..
"oh, you want it forever now?! i can do that for you.." hotaru said focusing on the book she was reading..
"oi, ruka, stop shouting like mad.. i'm already deaf.." natsume said giving ruka a death glare..
finally, ruka shut up..
wow.. i can't believe that i finally found peace in this classroom..
the whole classroom kept quiet. ruka was filled with anger.. hotaru remained blank as always, still focusing on what she was reading.. natsume was covering his face with the manga he was reading..while mikan was staring at ruka and hotaru not knowing what is reallyy happening..
"good morning, everyone!" narumi said as he entered his class.. everyone was still quiet.."so what's all this silence about??"
hotaru kept the book she was reading, no one else made a movement..
"narumi sensei, it's nothing too much.." mikan said quietly..
"oh really, but looks like it's not.. so who can tell me.. it's okay.. i won't get mad.." narumi said kindly looking at his students.. no one spoke up.." i think we should talk about this later.. anyway, the faculty will have a meeting... so you will have your free time.."
good.. i don't have to be so busy with school work... hotaru thought..
"so that's all.. good bye then.." narumi said and left..
the class kept quiet..everyone was staring at hotaru who was reading again..
oh god.. i want to die... can i go out right now.. i have my own world here... and please let them don't mind me...
wait for the next chapter.. to be continued.. i think this is up to 5 chapters only.. im not really sure...