And In A Moment We Fall
"She has a beautiful smile
She's a clean in your eye
Dresses like a princess
Playing games in your mind
Falling out of the top
Brings a hand through her hair
Playing so hard to get
But she knows that you care"
It's Not About You – Scouting For Girls
I turn to Cristina sat opposite me on the table and smile.
"Oh god. Happy Meredith. Stop it."
"Nope. I can't I'm happy. Really happy. Bailey even let me go to Derek's surgery. I mean, I know she most probably doesn't know he chose me yet. But! I can have this one, perfect, happy working day before she takes it all out in me. So no. Today I will not stop it."
"Look, Lover Boy!" says Cristina, I whirl around and see Derek in the line for food. He turns at the same moment and smiles before turning and I watch his gaze catch on something else.
The world slows down. Time becomes slow, Cristina's voice comes to me sounding like a video on slow playback. I watch as Derek's eyes lock on to her. And in that moment, but previously gloriously happy moment comes crashing down. I stand and up and Cristina does the same, as Derek whirls round with a look of complete confusion on his face I shake my head, time resumes its normal pace as tears threaten to fall I whirl out of the room and with Cristina hurrying behind me tear down to the gurneys on the bottom floor, our normal hang out spot. And in a second my happy mood disappears, and I'm wishing for a bottle of tequila.
As I sit on the gurneys I hear Cristina's voice "Listen Mer. I don't think he's lying. Wait. Give him a chance." I listen to my person.
The first time she's stood up for Derek, and I nod my head as my tears fall.
I'll give him a chance, as long as he doesn't break my heart.
So more reviews would be nice, but whatever.. I am using a lot of tracks from my fave artists, a lot of Brit bands will feature as I am a UK gal, born and bred. Listen to their songs, you won't regret it.