Okay, this was originally going to be a oneshot, but after reading The Sight, i decided to make it a real fic. Basically set after the Sight, and the relationships are Crowfeather/Nightcloud, Leafpool/Thornclaw, and eventually Leafpool/Crowfeather again. Please review if you like it and if you want me to continue or not.

Hugs, mysterys

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Nobody would ever replace him in my heart. Every day I walked by Windclan territory, every day I saw him; always there, always watching, always watching me. nightcloud was with him once, and I totally dissed him.

Nightcloud is pretty; with her perfect black coat and alluring eyes. Crowfeather is handsome; with his perfect black coat and adorably stubborn personality. Skypaw is their son... he should have been mine. I hate myself for saying this, but I wish I had stayed with Crowfeather. It woldn't have changed anything; Cinderpelt died anyway, and so did many others. There is no reason for me to stay in the clan now.

I walked by the abandonned house yesterday, right next to Windclan territory, Corwfeather was there. He told me that he would never feel about Nightcloud the way he did for me. He told me that he would always love me. I stalked away, not able to bear the burden he was placingon me for the second time.

As I walked away, I heard him growl in frustration. I wanted so much to be with him, I couldn't even look at him without going crazy.

Then I saw him today; he was with Nightcloud, muttering all to loudly, "I love you Nightcloud, I love you." It was obvious he was trying to get me jealous; he even looked my way a couple of times while they were ... never mind.

I suddenly wanted revenge. How could he do this to me? If he loved me so much, why was he "..." with another she-cat? I heard a patrol coming and slid into a gap in the house. Crowfeather and Nightcloud walked away; tails entwined with each-others' and purring. I dropped to my knees in the sillouette of the door, still wishing that had been me. But it couldn't have been. I am a medicine cat. And if I was going to pad after anyone, it shouldn't be Crowfeather, he obviously has no sense of loyalty, I mean he's already had three mates. Isn't that enough lives to ruin?

Then it came to me... the plan. If I wasn't going to pad after a cheating bachelor, then who would I pad after... an available tom. Wait, why? The only one I would ever love would be Crowfeather. But... if he made me jealous today, why not make him jealous tomorrow?

I immediately ran down the list of available Thunderclan bachelors;

Ashfur...growl

Thornclaw...? Maybe

Birchclaw... too young and he obviously has feelings for Applenose of Shadowclan

Longtail... that would be a little hard considering his blindness.

Or... there was always cats from other clans, right? Of course, I'd probably better start out slow. Thornclaw. My first target will be Thornclaw. He is handsome, I suppose. He's a nice gold tabby with lovely amber eyes. Yes, Thornclaw.

I walked slowly out of the house, walked halfway to Thunderclan camp, then yowled and ran back to the house to pick up the bundleof herb I had been collecting and had forgotten. Starclan, help me through this. I don't know if I'm losing my mind with jealousy or am just getting old. Help me, Starclan!

I know, this chappie was really short, but I promise the next chapter will be longer! I'm home sick, so I might update again tomorrow unless I get better. REVIEW!

mysterys