It was Friday morning and I dialled Honors cell phone while staring at my laptop. I sit at my desk inside my office and can't stop thinking about Logan. I haven't talked or seen Logan since the dinner at the Huntzberger house.

She picks up her phone after the fourth ring.

"Honor Huntzberger"

"Hi Honor, this is Rory." I said nervously.

"Hey Ror, what's up? How are you?"

"I'm fine. How are you?"

"I'm fine, too. So to what do I owe this pleasure?" she asks me.

"Well, can I ask you a huge favour?"

"Sure, sweetie." She answers.

"Could you take Ally for tonight? I have something to do and I need someone who watches her."

"Of course, I would love to take her, but why isn't Logan watching her?" she says a little bit confused.

"Oh he has a business meeting or something like that. I don't know." I lie quickly.

"Oh, ok. Shell I pick her up from school. I pick up Lilly anyway."

"That would be great. Thank you so much." I answer.

"Hey, no problem. If you want to she can stay for the whole night. Then our two little girls will have there first slumber party and you have a free night, no wait it's Friday so you have to go to your grandparents, so I think this is a bad idea." She rambles.

"No it's not. It's a great idea, and my grandparents are in Europe so there is no Friday night dinner. But please take a lot of pictures. I want to know how there first slumber party went."

"Will do, oh boy I'm so excited." Honor says bubbly.

"I will pick her up tomorrow morning, okay?"

"Yeah sure, we can have some breakfast here if you like. By the way, where are you going tonight?"

"Breakfast sounds good and I will tell you everything about tonight at breakfast, ok? Right now I can't tell you something about it."

"Oh a mysterious date?" she asks in mocking manner.

"Honor!" I whine.

"Okay, okay, sorry. But tomorrow I want details, clear Gilmore?"

"Sure Huntzberger!" I answer.

"Hey it's Huntzberger-Kingston." She says. (A/N: I don't know what Josh's last name is. So in my story the name of Honor's husband is Josh Kingston.)

"Of course, I'm sorry Mrs. Huntzberger-Kingston, how could I forget?" I say in a teasing voice.

"It's okay." She answers while laughing.

"See you tomorrow!"

"See you and thank you." I say before closing my cell phone.

I look back at my laptop and try to focus back on my work, but today it is even harder than usual. I can't stop thinking about Logan and about the way he kissed me, every time I think about him I can feel his lips on mine again.

I haven't seen him the whole week, but I know that I have to see him and talk to him soon.

I work hard for the rest of the day and manage not to think too much about Logan. When I come home at five o'clock I'm already really exhausted.

"Hi Anna." I greet my maid.

"Good evening" she greets back.

"Listen, you can have the rest of the day free. I will not need you tonight so you can go home if you want." I say and smile to her.

"Thank you. Do you want me to cook dinner before I leave?" she asks me, because she knows that I cannot cook at all.

"No thanks, I will just order something. I have a nice weekend!" I say before she leaves.

I go upstairs and into the shower. I know that I have still plenty of time before I have to leave. After leaving the shower I dress and put on some light make up, before I curl my hair. I don't want to look totally dolled up, but I don't need to look like crap either.

I look into the mirror and try to calm my nerves a little bit, which doesn't really work, so I go downstairs and brew some coffee. Most people become even more nervous with coffee in their veins, but for me coffee is better than any sedative. But today, not even coffee helps me really, so after my third cup I stand up and leave the house.

I arrive at my destination at seven o'clock and I really hope that he his already home. Before I leave my car I take a few deep breaths.

On my way to the front door my nervousness reaches and even higher point and all my thoughts are dancing some sort of really fast salsa in my head.

I ring the bell and wait for someone to respond and before I can even think about what to say to him he opens the door.

Logan is standing in the door; he is still wearing his work suite and looks at me with a confused look at his face.

"Can I come in?" I ask after a few moments of silence.

"Yeah sure, sorry…" he says and opens the door for me, so that I can come in.

After closing the door behind us he leads me into the living room and points out to the sofa. I sit down and he sits next to me.

"So…" he begins "did I expect you?"

"No" I answer simply.

"Okay. So then to what do I owe this pleasure of your visit? Is anything wrong with Ally?" he asks concerned.

In my mind I know that he knows the reason why I'm here but he doesn't want to push me and I'm very thankful for that.

"No Ally is fine. She is at Honors and has a slumber party with Lilly. I just thought that we should talk about a few things." I say the last part a little bit nervous.

"Talk about what?" Logan asks.

"You know fully well about what." I answer annoyed.

"No not really" Logan says with a light smirk and I can see that he just wants to tease me.

"About last Saturday." I say a little bit angry.

"Ahh, last Saturday. What was there?" he teases me.

"The dinner at your parents house. Me screaming at not only Ally grandfather but my boss, too, and our…kiss" I say a little bit hesitantly and look at the floor.

"I just wanted to make sure that it wasn't a hallucination." He says and I look into his eyes again.

"No it wasn't," I answer quietly.

I thought about the meaning of this kiss the entire week and I'm still confused about it, but when I look into Logan's eyes he doesn't seem confused about, not the tiniest bit, and that confuses me even more.

I look at Logan again and see him smirk at me.

"Why are you smirking?" I ask a little bit annoyed. His smirk was always the part of Logan that I loved and hated the most at the same time.

"I'm smirking because I know what I feel and I know what I felt when I kissed you again." He says.

I look at him and see in his eyes that he won't give me any more if I don't ask him.

"What did you feel?" I ask shyly.

He looks at me and smiles: "I felt what I missed for such a long time and I felt the reason why I never dated again, after you left me. You know why I never dated again, right?" he asks a little bit unsure.

I thought about this question the whole week, too, but my answer is just absurd. He asked me if I wanted to know why and after that he kissed me. So how can I know the answer to this question?

"No not really." I answer and look away again.

"Come on Rory. Didn't I made myself clear?" he asks.

"No, you just kissed me. How can that be an answer? You never answered that question!" I say and feel just more confused than before.

"Rory, listen to me. I kissed you as an answer to your question. That was the answer. That was why I never dated again, because I know that I could never feel the same way I feel when I'm with you, when I kiss you…" he says and tries to look into my eyes.

"You can never feel like that again?" I ask and look at him.

"No, I can not. Rory, I thought about all this the whole week and I came to a conclusion. You will always be the love of my life and there will never be some one else. If I can't have you than I will rather be alone than being with somebody else."

I can feel tears streaming down my face while listening to Logan's words. He wipes them away with his thumb and rests his hand on my cheek.

"Hey, don't cry" he says softly.

"How can I be the love of your life, when I left you and hurt you so much?" I answer between soft sobs.

"Yes you hurt me and yes I was broken after you left, but that's just not important. That doesn't change my feelings for you in any kind of way. I have hurt you, too, so many times. Did it ever changed your feelings?" he asks and I can hear hope in his voice.

"No" I whisper after a moment.

He is right; whatever he did to me in the past I never stopped loving him. When he slept with all of Honors friends I was mad at him, but I didn't stop loving him. I never did.

I look into his eyes and my mind just goes blank. I can just stare at his hazel eyes and all I can feel is his hand touching my cheek. Before I can think about what I'm doing I crash my lips onto his.

He responds to me immediately and I can feel his tongue begging for entrance, which I give. I put all the love I feel at this moment into this kiss.

When the need for oxygen gets to big we break away from each other and I try to calm my heavy breathing down.

"Let's go upstairs." He whispers into my ear which causes my body to shiver and I just nod my head in response.

As soon as we enter his bedroom I can feel his lips on mine again. I start opening his tie and a few buttons of his shirt. I can feel his hand on my hips and he pulls me closer to him. He starts kissing down my neck and sucks on my earlobe which causes me to moan softly. He still knows all my pleasure points and the feeling he causes in my whole body is just overwhelming.

On our way to his bed we get rid of all our clothes and I let my hands wander above his body. Even after all these years I can remember every inch of his body. Every muscle and every part of him is so well known and at the same time it is all so new.

We lay down on his bed and he puts the covers over us. He kisses my collar bone and I feel myself getting even more turned on.

"Logan, I want you" I whisper between soft moans. He looks into my eyes before attacking my mouth with an urgent kiss.

I can feel his arousal at my center and when he enters me it is like finding finally home. He looks at me and we are both overwhelmed by feeling him inside of me.

He starts moving and I don't stop looking into his eyes. I can see the lust and the bunch of feelings I feel, mirrored in his eyes.

Tonight I fall asleep in his arms, without saying one word. Just holding each other like there is no tomorrow.

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