Hope you will all enjoy it, really grateful to those who stuck to this story till this chapter. This chapter is in the POV of the "dark figure" Hope you won't be that surprise. This time the song is call Wake Up Call, again by Maroon5. Hope they don't seem to be that OCC.
I don't own anything, like the usual.
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I didn't hear what you were saying.
I live on raw emotion baby
I answer questions never maybe
And I'm not kind if you betray me.
So who the hell are you to say we
Never would have made it babe.
My foot steps sounded in the hallway, with each step I took anger seeped from my mere being. My fists were clenched tightly, knuckles white with fury.
"I will not have you stolen from me." I vowed silently to myself. I brushed aside my shoulder length hair and walked down the dim-lit hallway. My heels clicked the way until I turned the corner and disappeared. My eyes glared at the tile floor with anger and betrayal glowing in my orbs. My hands were clutched into tight fists, my aura was angry with betrayal.
The hallway was once more enveloped in the darkening glow. It was silent, a little too quiet for anybody's taste; the big wooden door creaked open and out stepped a teen with messy red hair.
His shirt was crumbled, covered in wrinkles while his pants were secured on his waist with a belt. His exorcist jacket hangs limply in the crook of his arm. He took a deep breath as he walked out the library door. His usually relaxed face looked around the dim hallway with a cautious glare. He lightly walked down the hall with one last look behind him. Not a thing could be seen as he turned a corner.
"SHIT!" He yelped with his hand on his chest, surprised at the sight of me. I patted my chest, looking surprised and shocked.
But how could I be? I have been looking at him since he first stepped out of the library doors.
"Rabi! Don't do that ever again, that scared the shit out of me." I said with a gentle smile, but what I really want to do was just to hurt him, real bad too.
Now calmed down, Rabi muttered. "You can say that again."
He slung one of his arms around my shoulders as he guided me towards the dinning room. I bit my lips in disgust as his arms wrapped around my neck. With laughter and smiles the two of us walked down the hall, pretending is not that hard. It only hurts a lot in here, I lay a hand on my chest.
"Rabi…" I couldn't help myself but to say his name in a quiet voice. He seemed to be surprise. "Hmm?" He looked down and asked me with another one of his stupid grins on his face.
"Would you do anything to betray me?"
I asked him with my head tilted to the side. I stared straight into that green eye, the same one that captured the love of my life.
"What?" He asked me while furrowing his eyebrows.
"Would you do anything that would make me want to kill you?" I asked him. He stood there frozen to his spot. He looked down and just when I though he would confess, he shook his head. He lifted his head and answered firmly.
"I hope not, after all you are one of my closest friends." He whispered with a smile. I tightened my fist until my nails dug into my flesh, drawing blood to the surface.
"Don't lie." I said before walking off into an even darker hallway. My white hair swayed behind contrasting against the darkness surrounding me.
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What is coming now
So don't say a word
"Tyki…" I murmured to myself, eyes rimmed with red as I remembered.
"How could you ever do such thing to me?" I asked voice desperate and depressed.
"If you wanted someone to love you, you could have just come to me… I would have definitely given you all my love. But now…" I shook my head, angry at the world. I pounded my fists into my pillow, feathers escaped and fluttered to the ground.
"Why?! Why?!" I bit my lip as I closed my eyes, a tear slide down my cheek. I snapped my eyes opened and glared at the white walls of my room. "You both deserve what I will do to you, I never wanted to hurt you, but now it's too late. You did what you did, and you hurt me in the very end. There is no going back and I will kill you if I have to."
"I love you but I hate you for ever loving him." I murmured to myself. The sky outside was grey and the clouds were laced with black. The rain's smell was thick in the air; I felt that I was going to suffocated. It's miserable and painful to know it all.
Why couldn't I just walk away from that gap between the library doors? Why did I ever stay to see you break my heart with Rabi none the less… A tear escaped my tightly shut eyes. Am I not worthy enough for you? What does he have that I don't? Another tear shed, another pain strikes my heart. The rain starts to fall while the sun has set, the night has dawn among us and I have a blood thirst for revenge I just can't resist.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here? I don't think so.
"I want to hear you cry out his name as his breathing becomes ragged. I want you to forget him and move on to me." I whispered quietly to myself as I made my way to his room. The dark hallways the closed doors contain too many secrets for anyone to handle.
"Moyashi?"
I snapped up and saw him. I wearily answered him. "What do you want Kanda?"
"Why are you up so late?" He asked me with a frown. His shirt was loose and his pants hanged low on his pale hips. His bandages showing from underneath the unbuttoned shirt. His hair was tied in a low ponytail.
"What about you?" I asked him with a roll of my eyes. He merely just made another inhuman noise as an answer.
"I am going to Rabi's room." I answered his question.
"I can't sleep." He answered mine's too.
"Do you know where it is?" I asked him sheepishly; after all I should still act like myself.
"Last door on the left." Kanda answered without a second thought. He jerked his finger behind him. And with that he walked off.
"Thanks." I murmured lightly. I walked off, now deep in my own thoughts.
I thought you cared for me, I really did. But I guess I am a fool, too stupid to realize I was merely just another fuck toy for you. I gnawed on my bottom lip. But I can't help but want you to tell me how you feel. I don't want to lose to a person who doesn't even know himself clearly. I don't want to lose you to someone as worthless as he is.
I want you to tell me how much you hate me.
I want you to hate me for what I do.
Maybe then I won't want to kill him.
Maybe then I won't feel so bad.
But I don't think I will be around, soon enough.
Would have bled to make you happy
You didn't need to treat me that way
And now you beat me at my own game
And now I find you sleeping soundly
And your lovers screaming loudly
Hear a sound and hit the ground
Rabi's bare feet padded across the wooden floorboards of his own room. He paced back and forth, anxious and afraid of him. The conversation he had with his friend, Allen still plagued him to no end. What did he mean when he said:
"Would you do anything that would make me want to kill you?"
He couldn't have known… could he? How could he have known about Tyki…? The guilt build in him, he nervously bit his thumb. No one can know about it, no one should ever know about it. He rubbed his temple in frustration. How come life was so difficult, he wanted to vent out his frustration on something.
Looking around he merely just sat down on a chair. But only to pull himself up, in order to wash his face and hopefully to clear his mind of unwanted thoughts.
His feet padded towards the bathroom, pulling the door open he walked up to the sink. Slowly turning the switch to the left, the water pours out from the tap. His hands cupped under the flowing water were filled with the crystal liquid in no time.
He splashed it on his pale face. The water glistens under the dull light from his room. His hair was loose from the headband and it framed his face delicately.
His face was pale to the extent of grey underneath the mirror's glare. Rabi pulled on his hair and tried to pull out a smile. But to find he was empty of any happiness at the thought of the look he got from Allen.
The betrayal, the hatred, the bitterness was coming to him all too soon.
"What did we do?" He asked himself.
"Tyki…" He murmured silently.
He could almost imagine the look he gave to him, his touches; his caress was too soft and kind for it to be real. But it was real… wasn't it?
Rabi stepped out from the bathroom and sat down on his neatly made bed. He was nervous, he could sense that something was coming and it couldn't be pleasant. He did just betray the entire building for his own personal selfishness. Nothing good could ever come out from such an act.
Missing him already, Rabi smiled gravely at the thoughts of Tyki and the wonders the two of them shared.
Everything will go wrong, he was sure of it. But he couldn't help but cherish the feelings the two had for each other.
Rabi finally sat down only to bolt back up at the sudden knock on his door, his heart pounded in his chest. Who could it be? His grip on the door was loose; the door knob was cold to his touch. The door slowly swings open.
"Allen?"
If you needed love
Well then ask for love
Could have given love
Now I'm taking love
And it's not my fault
Cause you both deserve
What's coming now
So don't say a word
"Earl?" The young man asked the cherry figure by the window.
"Hmm?" He asked with a huge grin on his face, glasses glinting in the light. Rhode sat up among her studies to listen in to the conversation.
"Is it alright if I go out, I have some business to take care of." Tyki excused himself. Rhode pouted and was about to protest when Earl shot her a look. She only sat down in a huff and crossed her arms.
"Sure, Tyki-kun. Just come back in one piece." He said in a happy tune. He bared his abnormally long teeth at the young man.
"You do smell of a certain Bookman right now." The Millenium Earl smirked.
Tyki stiffened and soon relaxed at the sudden comment. Tyki covered his intended gasp by turned it into a smile. "I can never, Earl. But I do have some business I haven't finish taking care off at the Black Order."
"Don't hurt Allen-kun." Rhode butted in from her seat. Tyki just smiles and nodded.
With this he disappeared. Rhode laughed as she popped a piece of colorful candy in her mouth. "I want to see!" She smiled at the Earl.
"I do too, Rhode." The Earl smiled again.
Rhode smirked at the small diagram she drew in her notebook.
A doodle with pure white hair was in the center, with drawings of a teen with red hair near by, a picture of a teen with long hair was drawn by and another doodle that looked awfully like Tyki Mikk was placed by the side. Arrows connected each diagram to another; messy pencil markings mark the relationship of the music that played this tragic love story.
"I want to see how this song will be tuned to be." Rhode laughed at her own drawings.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here?
I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad, I don't feel so bad
"What are doing here?" Rabi asked the younger teen at his door.
"To take my revenge?" I asked him with a grin on my pale face. I laughed as he took a pace backwards.
"Scared much?" I taunted him; my hair frames my face, blocking my eyes from view.
"Do you want to hear my pain?" I asked him again with yet another laugh. He merely just stared at me through his unblinking green eye.
"Do you know how long I loved him?" I laughed once more; there was nothing that was funny. Laughing was the only way to cover the pain I felt.
"You think nobody saw what you two were doing in the library?" I tilted my head in his direction. "Wrong, Rabi." I snapped.
"There are ears in the wall and eyes in the corners. Got to be careful where you get fucked." I snarled at him. He visibly winced at the mention of the incident in the library.
I paced forward and continued on. "Tyki was my first love, I still love him. What gave you the permission to come and snatch him away from me!" I screamed at him. Good thing the door is closed, I mused to myself.
"How could you do such thing?" I demand. I shut my eyes tightly as I remembered the very first time I met Tyki. He turned and stared at me then his face broke out in a smirk. Coming back all I felt was happiness, but how? He just killed so many of my comrades. Why does life love to fuck with our minds? I asked myself that day.
Rabi wasn't even looking at me anymore; his gaze was cast to the ground where he bit back his tears.
"Ashamed?" I asked him with a smirk and then added his name. "Rabi."
He looked up at me and gave me one of those grins. I seethed as he started to speak.
"Allen, I am sorry for doing what I did but I can never regret what I did with him. Because I truly enjoyed it, no matter what, I want to stick by him to be end. Although I owe everything to the Black Order and you guys, I can't help but want to be closer to him even with the fact that we should be nemesis." He closed his eyes, smile still in placed. I frowned at what he was saying.
"He is mine." I told him. He looked at me with that.
"He belongs to no one. He is his not yours or mines." He told me that. How dare him. Tyki is mine's and no one else.
"Shut up, Rabi!" I shouted at him. "Tyki is mine's!"
"Allen! Listen to me!" He looked at me through his pleading eye.
"Why should I?!" I glared at him. "You took what was rightfully mine's!"
"Tyki isn't anyone's!" Rabi looked at me. "No one owns him, he isn't an object. He is whoever he wants to be, he is the one that rightfully own himself. And no one can take that away from him, Allen."
"Stop lecturing me!" I walked right up to him and grabbed his collar. Throwing him against a wall, he smashed against it with a loud sound. He coughed, he coughed liquid as red as his hair.
"Don't worry, I don't mind much anymore. I think my feelings for him changed. I think." I pondered as I tapped my chin with one of my fingers.
And I laughed.
"I don't need you to tell me how much he hates me." I said to be older teen leaning against the wall. "I want him to yell at me, I want him to snap at me." I smiled as he coughed.
"Why?" He asked as he wiped the blood from his mouth.
"Because I want to know the answers coming out of his mouth." I told him as I walked over. I kicked him hard against his side and he fell back onto the ground.
"Come on Rabi, what happen to the love?" I asked him with a taunt.
"Get up!" I yelled at him. He slowly struggled, he clawed at the wall for support, I saw bruises slowly forming upon his arm.
"Aww… Poor Rabi, look at how hurt he is… Does he need a kiss?" I cooed.
"Why are you doing this?" He asked me through his desperate eye.
I smiled at him, "Because I hate him for loving you." My eyes were dull and my grip on my shirt was tight. I wanted to vent out my anger on him, but yet he was my friend after all.
"Sorry, Rabi." I told him with a small shrug. "I never want to hurt you, but you did do the wrong thing to me and yourself."
I continued, "You should have never got involved with Tyki. He is a Noah nonetheless."
He lied there, not moving just staring at the floorboards with a dull gaze. He surprisingly answered me though. "I know. I know I should have never accepted him into my life…"
"Allen," He started. I cast my gaze upon his bruised body. "Why didn't you stop me?"
I smiled at his questions. "You seemed to be enjoying it."
"What do you want him to do when he gets here?" He asked me another question.
"I want him to hate me." I told him.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Don't you care about me? I don't think so.
Six foot tall
Came without a warning so I had to shoot him dead
He won't come around here anymore
Come around here anymore? I don't feel so bad
"Rabi?" I crouched down beside him.
"Hmm?" He asked me with half lidded eye.
"Do you mind if I hurt you?" I asked him looking at his bloody body. I just realized I did a number on him.
"I deserve it don't I?" He looked at me with another one of his smiles on his face. I smiled and nodded.
"Is alright, I don't mind anymore." Rabi gently whispered to me.
"I know I sinned and you're the one who forgave me." He began, "Thanks Allen."
I smiled and commented on him. "What a twisted child."
"Say it for yourself." Rabi wanted to laugh but only managed to cough up more blood.
"Who is the one that is twisted enough to beat up your friend and want to get your love to hate you?" Rabi smiled lightly.
I laughed quietly to the truth he was telling me.
"But yet we are only humans, aren't we?" Rabi closed his eye.
"Humans do twisted things, don't we?" I asked him as I stood up. I felt his presence behind me.
The presence only a Noah can have.
I smiled, Tyki was here.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
Care about me? I don't feel so bad.
Wake up call
Caught you in the morning with another one in my bed
Don't you care about me anymore?
"Allen." He said to me. I paused and I stared into his eyes, grimacing at the pain reflected in them. "Let him go." He told me.
"Why?" I asked him with a pout.
"I love him." He answered monotone.
"How about me?" I asked as I tilt my head to the side with a smile on my face.
"I never loved you." He replied coldly as his gaze trailed towards the red headed teen. "You were merely another one of my toys…" He trailed off.
"But he was different, I cared for him, I truly loved him. For once in my life, I cared for someone." He continued with his gaze cast upon the bruised figure breathing ragged breathes.
"Don't you care about me anymore?" I asked him.
"I never cared for you." He replied coldly as he picked up the bloody body of his love. At this I smiled.
"Just what I wanted to hear." I murmured to myself.
"Tyki." I called out to him as he wanted to leave. He looked back at me with his usual mask on.
"Tell me when he wakes up." I smiled as he left with Rabi in his arms. He nodded as he looked back at me one last time.
I don't think I will be seeing him any time soon. I smiled to myself as I picked up the fallen headband of one of my dearest friend.
"I don't feel so bad anymore." I murmured to myself as he walked out from behind the closed door. His arms wrapped nicely around my waist. I sighed contently as I leaned into his embrace.
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So first writing I did since the starting of summer. I hope you all enjoyed that, I know I made Allen really OCC but can you blame? Allen is twisted Don't hurt just my feelings. Sorry if anyone find Allen's feelings to chnge too fast. Well according to the ending of this fic I am pretty sure there will be another chappie. Guess who was hugging Allen at the end! Thanx for all the reviews.
Kuro
