Her GoodBye Letter

Staring out the window

She begins to think

Why am I here, and what is the point anymore

She thinks of the friends lost

Wonders how she can fix it

With a blink of an eye they were gone

Once they filled her heart with joy

Unable to pick up the pieces

Where does she go now

The only boy she cared about is also now gone

Wanting nothing to do with her

He thinks of her as a whore

And yet she still has all those feeling

She keeps inside

She keeps her decision to herself

Why trouble others with them?

Though its bright out, any light

She has, has been burnt out

She's drifting away now

The window becomes distant

All the thoughts become distant

She begins to fail

Goodnight mom and dad

Tell my brother goodnight as well

Tell my friends ill see them soon in my dreams

Were maybe I wont be sad

Where maybe we can laugh and play

Her final goodbye to the world

The blade falls from her hand

And though her heart will not beat anymore

It is still broken into pieces

As she passes she feels no more pain

She thinks

Please don't cry mommy

It wasn't your fault it was mine

Your strong and amazing

Look after daddy for me

Daddy please give me one last hug

I wish you were here to hold my hand,

You were my rock

Brother though we fight

You know I love you

I will see you again, someday

And I will watch over you

Sorry you always promised to protect me from harm

Who thought I needed protecting

From my own self destruction.