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There she was on the ground her irresistible blood spouting out uncontrollably. Something familiar hit me. This scene looked exactly like the one that I tried to forget. James! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

BPOV

I couldn't move, but there was something tugging at my memory. Why was I on the ground and why was the side of my neck burning?

"Bella, Bella I'm so sorry… wake up please…" The most beautiful familiar voice beckoning at my heart. I heard him, but I couldn't open my eyes or talk.

But then I remembered. I was speeding down the pathway to find Edward, and then something grabbed my hair and pinned me to the forest floor. Victoria. Something pulled at my memory again.

"There you are little bitch. The human who caused the destruction of my love. Hah! Now your little lover will feel the same way."

That was the last thing I heard. Then she bit me. All I remembered from that time was the burning and torture I felt. My whole body was frozen solid. It felt as if I had no blood left in my body. I felt someone's cold hand on my face. He was grazing the blood drenched hair out of my face.

"Bella, oh Bella… I'm so sorry I didn't mean for… oh no! No, no, no! What have I done?" There was that familiar voice of an angel. My angel.

"Ohhh… This cant be… This can't be… it! Wake up Bella. Please… I Love you." And then I felt a wet drop falling onto my face.

The angel was crying. But why? Why was he crying? I was confused. Why would Edward say he loved me? Maybe he felt guilty for my soon-to-be death. But then my eyes started to open.

And there he was. The most beautiful god-like person anyone could ever see. He was sobbing, and it felt like this was the first time I saw Edward. He was even more beautiful when he cried. Even though I had thought Vampires couldn't cry.

My eyes were cloudy, and his face started to get blurry. And then I started to cough horribly. After seconds of violently coughing, I felt blood pouring out of my mouth. And then it struck me. My blood! This must be horrible for Edward.

"Oh Baby! This isn't the end. Fight it Bella. You can't leave me. I won't let you!" Edward held me close, he was suffocating me; I enjoyed it.

He wiped the dirt, the blood, the tears from my mouth and face. I managed to hoarse out a whisper.

"Just let me die Edward." Why live when I wasn't living with Edward. What good was my life anyway? I didn't want this day to come but it did, and I need to be strong.

Edward, crying more than before placed his hands on either side of my face.

"What! Never Bella, I will never let you die! You'll be fine. Don't worry darling, we have each other now. I am so sorry for everything I put you through. Please forgive me? I will always be here for you." Oh how I wanted to believe the words coming out of his mouth. But how could I? I f everything else was a lie, then so was this.

"Edward, it's okay. I forgive you; you don't have to lie anymore. You can leave. I'm not going to let you or your family suffer. Everything is fine now. I'm gone; and now you and your family can exist in peace."

He held me even closer now, still sobbing.

"Bella, don't be silly, I love you, I have always loved you. I had only wanted to protect you… And I even failed at that!" I shook my head. This is so surreal.

"I was stupid. Damn it Bella! Why can't you understand? I'll love you always and forever."

I felt even weaker now; my limp body could barely move an inch. But I have to be strong. I have to tell Edward what I needed. I can't be weak. Not here, not now.

I coughed again, even more blood ripping threateningly from my mouth. I could feel Edward's hands ball into fists. He's being strong. He doesn't have to, no, not for me. I chocked, my voice was raspy but I had to continue trying.

"Tell Charlie and Renee that I love them, I will protect them, no matter where I end up. Please tell your family I'm sorry and I love them…" after all they are my second family.

I gave out. I could barely speak anymore.

"Bella, STOP IT! Don't think like this. Just Fight It! It's not time… It's not time…I WON'T allow you to die… baby please don't leave me. You… can't! Charlie needs you. Alice needs you. I need you." I can feel my life slipping away, but I had one more thing to tell him, I have to try.

"I'm sorry Edward, please forgive me… I love y…

A/N: I'm so sorry about what happened to Bella. But this isn't the end. I promise you a happy ending. Only if you keep reading and reviewing. I'm working on the next chapter right now. The next chapter is pretty surprising, and suspenseful. I hope you liked this chapter!! REVIEW PLEASE!!