A/N: Thanks to all my reviewers. And, to clear up some confusion. Bella couldn't have turned into a vampire because Victoria sucked ALL her blood. Here is the line from last chapter:

My whole body was frozen solid. It felt as if I had no blood left in my body.

Ok anyways since that's cleared up I hope you like this chapter. Please read and review. And don't be afraid to give me any constructive criticism.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or New Moon but I so wish I did

CHAPTER 4

"I'm sorry Edward, please forgive me… I love y…

EPOV

Bella's head just moved to the left, she faced me, her eyes big, round , beautiful was stone. Her face no emotion whatsoever. Yet she still has one tear half formed at the corner of her eyes. She was gone. I leaned down to her, reached my hand to her face, took her tear, and placed it gently on my tongue. This would be the last living thing I had left. And now it was inside me for eternity. The bitter sweetness of her very last tear made me weak. I kissed her gently on her forehead, burning tears streaming down my ice cold face.

"Oh Bella, I'm soo sorry. I am sooo sorry. I never deserved such a masterpiece as you truly are. I will see you soon baby, I love you." I held her onto my stone body. I placed my head gently on her soft, strawberry scented hair. I rocked her back and forth, still sobbing endlessly.

How could I have caused this? I only wanted to protect her, and there I was the bastard that caused her death.

"Oh! Sweet, loving Bella." I sobbed. I would never see her blush scarlet again, no more arguing, no more kisses. I miss her already. She was in my arms, but she wasn't my Bella anymore. She was someone else's. Some one up in the sky. The one who took her away.

No. I took her away. I refused her. I broke her. I killed her. I couldn't stop the tears from streaming down my face. They burned. Oh! How I miss her even more, every second that ticks. Her sweet smile, where would I ever find anything to make my life tolerable; enjoyable the way she truly did.

Nowhere! No one! I have never felt like this before, I feel like my heart had just dropped. Being torn out of my throat. It was gone, just an empty black hole now filled its place.

There's no reason to keep on living now. Why would I? What would I do without the only thing that kept me alive and breathing?

I gently stroked her icy face. "Bella, I'm coming as soon as I can. Wait for me please. We'll be together again. Forever this time."

I held her closer, and disappeared into the dark forest. I ran as fast as ever to my house. I broke down the door with my ferocious kick. Carlisle and Esme stood at the front door with horrified faces. Realizing what I was holding in my arms. Esme screamed and almost collapsed. Breathless, she whispered.

"What have you done Edward?" After I explained, difficult as it was, I had to. But then…

I found a brooch with blood on Bella's sweater. Bella never wore that. She never had that before, I knew everything she owned. But then it struck me. I saw that brooch before. The day we played baseball.

"Victoria!" A loud, fierce growl formed at the back of my throat. She was going to die.

I quickly ran. Anywhere. I was going to try tracking. It can't be as hard as it looks. If James can do it. I sure as hell can. Speeding down the forest, then the street.

The whole time I was thinking how I was going to do it. Kill myself. There were only two ways to kill a vampire. Bothering the Volturri and by fire. I tried to stay focused. Kill Victoria. I need to kill her.

That whore ruined our life, our love. I could've had Bella in my arms right now. Warm, beautiful; alive. If only I changed Bella, when she asked me too. I would more that be willing to change her now, if I could. Just one chance. One more chance. Please. No there wasn't anything. She was gone. Gone forever. Because of two assholes. Victoria… and that son of a bitch. Edward. I couldn't even say me. I was too ashamed.

I was running towards Chicago, but then I saw something that triggered my memory. The wretched face with that horrible vibrant red hair, and that disgusting look of craze.

She was going to DIE!

A/N: Ok that was Chapter 4. I hope you enjoyed it. Review please. I'll try and update the next chapter later tonight or sometime tomorrow. I f you have any questions or comments please tell me sometimes I don't write too clearly. I always assume people know what's inside my mind haha. Please Review. Once again you guys are my one and only inspiration. Without you, I wouldn't be writing this.

Forever Always;;

VEE x BELLA