A/N: Thanks to all my reviewers. I'm sorry that it took so long to update this chapter; I was busy with the never-ending papers and projects of my senior year ugh/

Ok anyways This Chapter has some unexpected events, I swear if you read it, you'll like it I think. Next chapter will be even better hehe as long as you review

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or New Moon but I so wish I did

CHAPTER 5

I was running towards Chicago, but then I saw something that triggered my memory. The wretched face with that horrible vibrant red hair, and that disgusting look of craze

She was going to DIE!

EPOV

After about two seconds my mind had vanished. My instincts now controlled me. There's no time to think things through. Without further advance, I crouched in the most infuriated way and immediately pounced on the bitch. But before I knew it she began to run. Faster than I thought. But not faster than... me!

" Oh!! Vicky where do you think YOU'RE going?" I leaped, she leaped, and she fell. I didn't let her move one inch. I grabbed her by her pale cold thought, suffocating her as hard as I could. It was an almost victory until I realized vampires didn't need to breath. What a convenience.

"Kill me! I killed your beloved Bella! She looked so happy when I did it! You do know I was doing her a favor right? If I didn't kill her, somebody else would! You!" I tightened my grasp on her neck.

She might be telling the truth, but I didn't want to hear it. She killed Bella. All this time I wasted trying to protect her. All for nothing. The very last thing Bella would remember of me is how I tried to destroy our love, destroy US. All because of this son of a bitch who's groping under my hands.

"What's taking you so long dumbass?! If you're going to kill me, hurry up and do it! Don't be a woos! I enjoyed every, last delicious, minute of killing your lover. And now you won't even kill the murderer hah! Now you can't ever be able to be with her again..."

That last sentence was like a slap in the face. Why was she begging me to kill her? Realization had just struck me! She was obviously enjoying the thought of death. The only way she will ever be able to be with James. And I was going to fulfill her dream? No! I'm going to let her go! As much as I would LOVE taking her life away, I didn't want her to be happy. This is what she wanted for me, and now I'm going to keep her alive for as long as I am.

I stood up slowly still choking the bitch I spat on her face and whispered...

"You are going to suffer, just as much as I did" And with those last words, I threw her with all my strength. In response, a loud thumping noise spurred into existence around me and without another thought, I ran to the car Victoria had been driving. Time to finish the job, time for death. Time for my Bella. I drove as fast as I could and pulled up in front of the house that meant very little to me at the moment. I leapt from the car, not even bothering to take out the key. Faster than a heartbeat I was pounding on the front door. Not expecting anyone to be asleep, since it was two in the morning. Carlisle answered my pounding. His face was livid with anger, but behind the fury I could detect a trace of worry. "What happened, Alice told me you kept Victoria alive ... Why?"

"I had to! She wanted to be killed ..."

"What! Why...? " a look of complete confusion struck Carlisle's now worried face

"...to be with James." I explained.

"And now Carlisle, please I need you to help me... " Carlisle nodded.

"Yes, of course let's go" I'm glad he understood.

Esme now suddenly behind him, with a melancholic look of distress was nodding. Perhaps she had begun to understand.

"You know I love Bella, but I cant lose you too!... but if you have to, take care of her and yourself... please do " She took me into her arms, tearlessly sobbing onto my shoulder.

"Don't worry mom, I will, I'll miss you. I love you" I hugged her back.

It was time to leave now, I told them to tell Charlie and Renee what had happened. I couldn't face them now, especially knowing that I was the cause of this.

Carlisle had told me that they would hold the funeral tomorrow and asked if I could at least wait till then. But I couldn't, it was hard enough with just these passing few hours. I miss her too much. I yearned for her comfort, the warmth of her cheek on my heart which in its place held a hole as deep; hollow as hell.

I walked, (Bella would have said ran) into the empty forest, with Carlisle on my side. There in the middle of me and Bella's meadow was a tree. I placed my body stonily onto the tree.

With the rope, that Carlisle had been carrying, he tied me to it. In his empty hand, he held a bottle of gasoline, and a match. He was definitely well equipped and prepared. That's Carlisle alright. He now had begun to pour the gas in a shape of a heart. He bent down but I stopped him abruptly before he lit the match.

"Carlisle, I...

A/N: Ok that was Chapter 5. I hope you enjoyed it. I'm sorry for the cliff hanger, I know I always hate them lol but it'll only compel you to read and review it more teehee... but I PROMISE YOU that next chapter will excite everyone;; so don't wait ;; Review Review Review please. I f you have any questions or comments please tell me.

Forever Always;;

VEE x BELLA