A/N: Hey, guys. No, I´m not back in the states; I´m currently typing this out in an internet café at the hotel I´m staying at, so don't think that I´m gonna be able to upload the next chapter any time soon. I decided that ch3 was a bad way to end a story, so I just said 'screw it, I´m just gonna continue the one I already have'. Plus, I kind of have a little writer´s block after having to deal with my annoying little step-brother for four straight days (he´s with his mom most of the time). So, I hope that you like it!

Ch 4

Shinji faded in and out of conciousness, unwilling and unable to stay awake. When he finally did wake up, he was hit with an intense feeling of hesitation, then fear.

Wh-where am I? Is this…Egypt? (1)

The voice in his head snickered. No, my Shinji-kun, it´s not. This…is the sea of blood. I made it for you, Shinji…out of the blood of angels…(2)

Wh-what?

Oh, don´t fret, my Shinji-kun. My…other…playthings called this the Red Sea. Isn´t it beautiful?

N-no! It´s disgusting! I hate you for it!

But, Shinji-kun…didn´t you know? I am the WORLD; an ultimate being. Only I alone have the power to create from nothing. My creations are different; they have to have a base to create anything. Art, machinery, ideas…all of them. So, don´t you understand? This is the product of Humanity´s longevity, gluttony, and greed. Don´t you see? You created this, Shinji.

…You´re cruel.

It´s the only way to survive in this cruel world, Shinji-kun. Haven´t you realizedthat yet? The Naivette of the young…Now, what path will you choose? Will you wish for the life you once had, the empty, cruel life where none appreciate your feelings as Shinji, and not the pilot of Eva unit 1, or…would you rather command the gods in the throne of the heavens? He´s waiting for you, Shinji…Lilith, his flesh, and his bones (3). Does your soul have the power to accomplish your goal?

…I don´t know…

What will you choose, my Shinji-kun? Accencsion or deccencsion? (A/N: Not sure I spelled that right; I´m using a Spanish computer, and Word doesn´t spell check in English)

Neither. I choose…Life, Love, and God.

1 What in NGE bears any resemblance to Egypt? Think pyramids, people, PYRAMIDS!

2 Please take into consideration here the two trinities that I have established in my story (AngelDemonHuman, GodDevilHuman)

3 Keep in mind that I´m listing things, not describing Lilith.

Look, Shinji-kun…the one that loves you is waiting. Don´t you see it? That foul beast, the mother of Humanity. She´s coming; she´s coming to steal you, to absorb you. Does your soul have the power to control her?

An orange aura surrounded Shinji as the two clashed, fighting over dominance.

Obey me!

Now that you have the bones, where is the skin? Shinji, you must get the skin; both are needed to create what you desire the most.

Oh, you´re doing so well, Shinji-kun…controlling to Evas at once with the power of your soul…Kaoru taught you so well!

Shut up!

Oh, but I´m having so much fun! I haven´t had a good playtoy in ages! By the way, don´t forget Adam! 3

Now, spread your wings, Shinji. You must, if you want to get to your destination.

…But I don´t have any…

You´ve always had them, Shinji-kun. They were always there; you just didn´t know how to use them. Oooh, god show, good show! 3

Shinji´s eyebrow twitched, annoyed. Am I just a playtoy to you? Is that all I am?

Of course not, my Shinji-kun. I am your gift from God; I am God; I am you; I am the WORLD; I am.

Now, Shinji, don´t be mad. Please fly to the site of the First Impact. To where it all began. Then, the fun will truly begin.

A/M: Well, how was it? The second half (after the breaker) I wrote when I had (and still have) a little writer´s block. It´s just that I wrote the first half on paper while taking a break while hiking up an extinct volcano (I hope you guys are happy that I typed all that up on the computer! You better be!), and I kinda thought that it was too short to make a chapter out of, so I continued to the point of no return. The next capter veers away from NGE´s plotline SEVERLY, so…don´t be mad at me? Please? Review! Even if I might not be able to respond for a couple of days-weeks!