Chapter three- Boys Don't Cry

He was six months pregnant now, and his stomach had gotten a lot bigger… he was throwing up yet again… This morning sickness really pissed him off a lot of the time. But now… he felt a burning pain in his stomach, it wasn't the baby kicking or something like that… it was something else… but he didn't know what. The doctor said his baby was healthy so he didn't have to worry… "Kou-chan? Are you alright?" Junpei called, he was spending the night with his lover… to make sure he would be alright as needed anything.

"Y-yes! I am!" Kouichi shouted, flushing the toilet after he finished throwing up then walked over to the door and opened it. "Junpei-kun… my stomach hurts…." He whispered, rubbing his swollen stomach.

He wrapped an arm around Kouichi's shoulder then rubbed his lover's stomach, feeling his baby kick. "It's just the baby kicking… see?" he whispered, then kissed his lover's lips gently.

He shook his head at Junpei's statement, "No… it wasn't that… not before…." He muttered sadly, resting his head on the other male's shoulder. "I think I'm going to loose my baby…."

Junpei's eyes widened, then hook his head. "No you won't….Kouichi you'll be fine… and the baby would be fine… please… don't worry about it…." He whispered, giving him a kiss on the lips. "Now come on and let's go to sleep… you need your rest…." The brown haired teen said, sitting down on Kouichi's bed.

"Alright…but I'm going to get something to eat first… be right back okay?" he said with a smile before walking over to the kitchen where his mother was currently at. "Hi Mama…." He said with a smile, he looked through a cupboard not finding anything he wanted. He then walked over to the freezer, taking out a gallon of cookies and cream ice cream and took out a spoon from another drawer and started to eat.

Tomoko took a spoon as well, eating the ice cream with her son. "Kouichi… what's wrong? Are you sad?" she asked with a smile. "You can tell your mama…"

"… I'm unsure if I should have this baby anymore… I'm worried if something might happen to it…" he whispered sadly, taking another bite from the ice cream.

"…honey… you wanted it before… and you can't terminate it now…. Just give the baby a chance to be born, okay?" she replied with a grin. "Hey, If I terminated my pregnancy when I was having doubts you and Kouji-chan wouldn't be here" she said simply, taking a bite from the ice cream again.

"….thanks mama… I'm going to sleep… night" he whispered, then gave his mother a light kiss on the cheek and went back to his bathroom. Maybe she's right… I'm worrying to much! He thought with a smile, thinking that everything would turn out fine now. He crawled into bed with his boyfriend, hugging him from behind and smiled a bit. "Goodnight, my love…." He whispered with a smile as he drifted off to sleep.

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Two months later, Kouichi came back from going out with Izumi. No not on a date, just as friends. Tomoki, Takuya and Kouji stayed with Junpei as the 'women' went out. "So what do ya think it's gonna be? A boy or a girl?" Tomoki asked enthusiastically.

"Who cares" Kouji said plainly, then rolled his eyes at this conversation.

"Oh Kouji! Don't be so grumpy!" Takuya exclaimed with a grin, and then turned to Junpei. "Well? What do you think?" he asked, tilting his head slightly to the side.

Junpei chuckled at what Takuya said to Kouji, "Yeah… you should be happy! You're gonna be an uncle!" he added with a big grin. "And I'm not sure…. Kouichi and I have thought of names like Alistair, Alsandare, and Hatsuharu, if it's a boy. I picked the first two names, they're Irish" he explained with a grin. "And if it's a girl, it would be Layla, Manna, or Meili. Well we may change our minds but that's what we picked" he said happily, wondering how their baby would look like. He turned to Izumi and Kouichi and waved. "Sit down, Hun" he said, pointing to an empty chair. Kouichi nodded, then sat down on the chair and put down his shopping bag as Izumi sat down on a couch beside Tomoki. "What did you do today love?" he asked his lover.

"Well Izumi took me to the mall where she bought me the video game I wanted and some baby clothes for our kid. Then we went to this place where they had these amazing… ah!" Kouichi muttered, pausing as he held his stomach for a moment- seeming like he was in pain. "Anyway…" he muttered when the pain stopped, "They had the amazing cheeseburgers and they were so-"

"Kouichi are you alright?! You were in pain a few moments ago!" Takuya pointed out, with a worried expression.

The raven haired teen nodded, "yeah… just these stomach pains that come and go every five minutes"

Kouji's eyes widened slightly at what his brother said, "Oh my god!"

"Relax! We'll just get him some pills that's cure the stomach pain!" Tomoki responded happily with a smile on his face.

"No dumbass! He doesn't have a stomach ache! He's in labor!" he shouted, looking back at his brother.

Kouichi blinked, and then looked down at his stomach. "I am?" he asked, tilting his head slightly to the side. "Jun-chan! You need to take me to the hospital! I can't have our baby on the floor!" he shouted, rising to his feet. "Come on!" he told his friends, starting towards the door.

Junpei nodded, and then ran into the bedroom to grab Kouichi's overnight bag that was packed for the hospital. "Come on!" he said, opened the door for his lover.

"I'll drive!" Takuya demanded, running out of the couple. "Come on Ji-chan!" he told his lover. Kouji followed Takuya, followed by Izumi and Tomoki. OH the baby is coming, this was great! They were all so happy!

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They had gotten to the hospital quickly, maybe in just ten minutes or so because there was some traffic. Kouichi was now in a wheelchair, squeezing Junpei's hand tightly from the pain of labor. 'Aaaah…. Jun-chaaaaan… it hurts!" he exclaimed, giving his lover a helpless look.

"Don't worry Kou-chan! It'll be over in a little while!" Takuya said with a cute smile as he walked behind them, putting the keys in his pocket.

"Yeah! You'll be a mom soon!" Tomoki added, hoping his friend would cheer up.

Kouji remained silent, watching everyone for a moment. Something's going to go wrong… I know it…. He thought, he didn't want anything to go wrong…. Kouichi would be miserable…and he would come to love the baby… he was just didn't want his twin to ruin his live with a baby….

'Oooh! Jun-chan! I think the baby's commin' now!" he exclaimed with a worried look.

"Hello! We need a doctor! The baby's commin'!!" Junpei shouted, as a nurse came to take the raven haired boy in the delivery room. "You guys, I'll come out after the baby's born, 'kay? You'll all see 'em soon!" he said happily, running after his love.

His love was now in a hospital gown, and on the stretcher in the delivery room. 'Alright… time to start pushing Kouichi… ready?" the doctor said in a soothing voice. The older twin started to push as direction, almost crushing his love's hand in the process. "Ah! Now I know where it's coming out!" he screamed, biting his lower lip.

"You have to do better than that!" the doctor replied.

Kouichi let out another scream, a few moments later pushing the baby out. But he heard no screams… no cries…. It was silent. "Doctor…" he panted, "Ishizu-senei… why isn't my baby crying?" he asked sadly, looking at Junpei worryingly. "Hon, what's going on?" Junpei stayed silent, having a shocked look on his face.

Ishizu walked over to the raven haired boy, as the doctors tended to the baby quickly. "Kimura-kun… you're baby… he's… a stillborn"

His blue eyes were quickly filled his tears, staring at her in shock. "No…. no… he can't be…he's not-"

"He was born dead, Kimura-kun…."

The hospital was soon filled with the noise of his hysterical shouting and crying, not believing what he heard. "No no no! He can't be gone! He can't! No! You're lying!" he shouted, covering his face with his hands. He let out another scream, not believing his baby was gone forever now….

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I know this story seems kinda short, but it's not over yet 3 I think I'll make one or two more chapters. The baby might be gone now… you'll have to continue reading to find out 3