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Her surgery had lasted for a few hours and now she laid a prone body on her bed. McGee could only smile though as he sat on a chair near her and gently brushed her cheek.

He was glad that they would be able to help her; he never wanted to go through another burial again. McGee couldn't push Abby out of his thoughts though.

He felt his hand be squeezed as he leaned back in his chair and opened his eyes to see her going into cardiac arrest. Her heart rate was going crazy and she was seizing again.

Several nurses and doctors including House's team raced in. "Her pulse is racing, she can't breathe" said Cameron and they shoved a tube down Ziva"s throat.

Chase shooed McGee out who was now looking scared. He left and saw Abby who had been watching from the window. Wordlessly she hugged him with tears in both of their eyes.

They walked back to the waiting room and just from their expressions the team knew something was wrong.

It was a few hours later when Chase and Cameron walked up. "Agent McGee, your friend is in danger" she said really not wanting to continue

The team said nothing just waited worriedly. "We did another MRI and the tumor is just some scars we mistook did she recently strike her head by any chance?" Chase asked.

"well she got sick from the alcohol and may have slipped, I did hear a small crash before she screamed" said Tim looking a little relieved but then grew more concerned looking at the doctors expression.

"That explains her fever and migraines but I'm afraid we'll have to terminate her pregnancy" said Chase and McGee looked up shocked.

"I'm sorry, but if she tries to go on with it her body will continue shutting down and react violently" said Cameron sitting next to Tim.

"Her body cant make children, it messes with her liver and other organs badly" said chase. "We can prep her now for surgery and destroy the fetus and then put in new organs" he said and Gibbs nodded.

"Do whatever it takes" he said and both left.

"This is all my fault" said Tim sadly and slid off the chair to the floor. Abby followed and he laid his head in her lap.

She gently massaged his temple and he closed his eyes felling safer by her warm hands. He felt guilty though, he still was in love with Ziva and now wasn't sure if he even wanted her.

He loved Abby longer and more than any other person outside his family so why was he having such difficulty choosing between them he thought as his body finally gave in to sleep.