Chaosangel: Sorry this took so long to upload, I kept telling my self to finish it but I kept forgeting it. I hope you like this story

I think should have named it sickness, wow I'm so lame. Well good by if any critcs (sp?) out there have any tips feel free to correct

my mistakes.

A nurse with a warm hearted aura swarmed around her, it gave off a calming effect on my soul. She finally caught me "Ahh...your awake, well it's

good to see your up and fine". She had a fair complexion and the tiny creases gave her the effect that only my mother could have on me. "Thank you for

helping me, I am very greatful". She looked at me as though processing what I, an Akatsuki member had said thank you. "OH...please don't thank me i just

have to check your heart rate. I looked at her, she stared at me then backed out of the room and muttered "Sorry". The room was warm and cozy, I was

wrapped in a scratchey blanket a needle was injected into my wrist, and the steady beat of my heart was echoed by the machine to my right. I was in

a room with one window that had bars covering the frame warm beams of sunlight shone thorough stinging my eyes. In the quiet of the hospital someone

yelled "SAKURA, LET ME SEE MY BABY, SAKURA, PLEASE, SSAAKKUURRAA". I heard my mother screaming in anguish, I flinched.

Parents...their all the same trying to protect their children from harm and their mistakes they made in the past, she cant help me now I'm probabley

going to trial then to death. It's kinda of scary when you think of death, the whole thing is creepy, your life is like a candle one day it'll run out and smother.

Sigh...the door opened and in came a different nurse this one was much younger and full of energy, the whole time she asked me questions, "How are you feeling?"

"Are you hungery?" "Would you like something to read?". Just as she was about to walk out "yes...I would like something to read" she turned back and smiled

"I'll be right back". With that she left and came back five minutes later with a paperback book, she handed it to me "enjoy" and left. The book was called Sorry for everything.

The book started off

I didnt mean to do it, I really didnt mean to hurt anyone, I was just messing around.

We were driving to Megan's house and we were singing along to a new song playing on the radio. I was dancing and I hit Toni and the steering wheel was knocked out of her hands and our car bucked off the street into a nearby car. the window broke into a million pieces, our airbags blew up in our faces, I pushed the bag out of my face to get a glance of Toni. She wasnt moving all I could she was her dyed black hair in the bag. Tears streamed off my face as I tried to reach for her but I couldnt reach so far and glass stuck into my arm.

I shut the book a girl like that reads books like this, it proves we all have something to hide.

Glancing up at the clock it said it was 3:30, right about now the akatsuki would be all together to

discuss their mission recaps. It was always a lot of fun because Deidara would make funny faces

while everyone talked, kisame would be eating sushi, Zetsu staring at the door because after everyone

he left really quick, Sasori fiddling with his puppet hands with the occasional glare at Deidara, Itachi

glaring and resting. I would always watch them and my insides were happy because we always had

a good time together, like the time Deidara, Kisame and Me got drunk. Deidara began to sing

Barbie girl, Kisame danced along, and I laughed at their drunkness. But Itachi would always come

tell them to shut up and he would leave me in my room to change and sleep. Always after a drunk

night I would wake up with pills for a headache and a hot cup of tea. I smiled to myself, I wish they

would come get me out of here. "ugh" my chest started to throb, my throat tightning, I could feel

my breath becoming ragged. I could hear the heart rate machine beeping like mad, I had to move

get out of here one last time I had to see them quick before it took over and kill me. They

were all standing in front of me smiling with their arms held out to me as if they were ready to catch

me when I fell, I stretched my shaking hand to hold onto them before they dissappeared, away

from me. I fell and I felt their arms full of warmth but the sudden smack of my skin on the hard,

cold tile brought me back to reality. They weren't ever their not at all, I began to cough blood

onto the floor.