Nosy
The same as curious
Eager to know or learn
I don't think its wrong to know or learn about things…
Still, you shouldn't go too far…
Having or showing too much interest in the affairs of others
I can still remember when people found out about our relationship
No one had seen it coming, so of course everybody wanted to know why, how and when
Troublesome
And even though its been so long time ago they found out about it
They are still curious, maybe not as much as before
But still curious
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I once read in a book, that curiosity killed the cat
Of course it's only something people say
Thinking about it, I can relate to it somehow
But I'm not the cat,
It's the people around me…
The people I care for…
They themselves don't even know that they sooner or later will get killed because of my curiosity
But why should they?
I can control it
If you look at the people I care for, you would see that they are still alive and healthy
So I haven't done anything
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…
…
Yet
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But there is nothing to worry about…
I won't kill them…
Or her…
Even though I'm still a little curious to know the feeling of losing someone…
Curious to see the result,
Would my heart shatter?
Bleed?
Or would I simply learn that the heart isn't meant for losing someone no matter how curious you are?
But at least it makes me feel more human to have these thoughts…
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To be curious,
Eager to know or learn…
Is something we can't get rid off,
Even if someone gets killed…
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