I sit here, on the tall grass near the cornfield waiting patiently for him to return. He swore that he would come back, and to tell the truth, I'm starting to loose faith. As the time passes by slowly, seconds turn into minutes, they turn into hours, days, weeks, months and eventually into years. Right now, if my calculations are correct, he has been gone for twenty-nine years, three months, two weeks, seven hours with forty three minutes.
Some say I know this because I'm part witch, others say I know it because I love him. The wiser ones say that it's because of ghost obsessions. All of them are correct. I turned into a witch as soon as he left; gaining some knowledge by myself as I simply stay here, alone, waiting for my love to come for me… just like he promised.
I know that many think that I'm crazy for just sitting here by myself, waiting for someone that I'm not even sure if he remembers me, but I love him, which is why I'll wait for him until he comes back. Sure, I've flown around here to look for him, but as suspected, he's not around. On awkward times, other ghosts had come to me for help, for I can heal them in an instant.
The only thing that I cannot heal is my heart.
He's the only one that can heal it, and I'm not even sure where he is. Is he like me? Is he still human? Not even a letter was sent to me, and even though we got divorced, he said that he would come back; he knew that I wasn't as happy as everyone expected me to be. He left to the city, and still not even a clue to which one of this crazy world. I was his wife, Alisha, and now I'm his no one, at least until his return.
Deep down I envy my sister, Maddie, even though her husband isn't the best, he's better than mine was. I mean sure, he may forget things, be clumsy, insensible, fat and just plain stupid, but he loved her. My ex-husband doesn't even care anymore, I'm sure.
"What if he's still alive and figured out about your death?" I keep asking myself. "What if he moved on with someone else?"
There's nothing that I can do except for wait, even if it is until the rest of eternity.
Yeah, depressing. If you didn't understand, it's Maddie's sister, the divorced. She still loved her now ex-husband and he promised to comeback. After death she's still waiting. A little depressing...