Me: OMFG!!!!!!!!!! YOU ALL MAKE ME FEEL SO FREACKIN' LOVED!!!! this ones for FireAngelTears, for you quick and witty review, and Winterblazewolf, for not giving up on me just yet. updates will come as i see fit considering every things depends on feedback and what i think of at the moment i'm writing...which means you all can control this story...as well as Halloween...that story line isn't set in stone yet...niether is this one...which means, yes, Tala, my beloved, CAN survive...doesn't mean he will...it means he can...
Yuri: THERE'S STILL HOPE!!!! TELL HER YOU DONT WANT ME TO DIE PEOPLE!!! TELL HER YOU DONT WANT ME TO DIE!!!!!
Kai: shut your worthless pie hole...she just said she'll do as she sees fit...
Caius: you're all over reacting...
Rei: um...guys?
All (except Rei): what?
Rei: didn't they come to read the story? not to hear you all babble?
Me: mehbeh...
Bryan: just give the good people thier story...
Me: oh fine...'ere go people...
Yuri's P.O.V.
I locked eyes with Kai. He seemed amazed. I didn't know what to do. Yuri, you idiot, I mentally kicked myself. Now what, genius? You surtenly got his attention. What exactly do you plan to do with it? I looked away and ruffled Caius's hair.
"Well, hello there. Long time no see," I said, trying to distract myself.
"To long. Oh, Yuri, you idiot! I missed you!! Father missed you too! And I know Rei missed you, right Rei?!"
Caius turned his attention toRei and I payed attention to the Neko-Jin for the first time. He smiled but it didn't seem like he was at all happy to see me.
"Right," he said, timidly.
"Please, come join us for lunch. We haven't even ordered yet."
I looked back at Caius. He seemed so excited to see me, the way his mother used to be when I came around. Now that I think about, her death was why I left in the first place. I swallowed and glanced up at Kai.
"Caius, I think it's your father's say on wether I stay or not," I muttered.
Caius let go of me and ran to his father and pulled on his sleeve.
"Please, Father, can he stay? Please, please, please!!"
Kai looked at me. He looked like he wanted to smile, but he didn't. He tried to keep his expretion apathetic. He was failing.
"Of course he can stay. He's Yuri after all. None of us have seen him in a very long time. Besides, it's only fair."
I didn't understand the last part. What did he mean it was 'only fair'?
Every one re-seated themselves and Caius pulled me to his side of the table. He opened up the laptop he had been working on and I glanced back at Kai. He was leaning back in his seat now, his eyes on me. I blushed lightly. He had never looked at me so lovingly before. Had Caius changed him? Was he cold hearted at all anymore?
"So," I said, squerming a bit. "How have you all been? I mean, I haven't seen you all in ages and..." I trailed off.
Fuck, Yuri! Don't ramble! Kai hates it when you ramble!! Don't shoot your self right when you've got what you've been waiting for!! I cursed my self in my head, looking down again.
" 'And'," Kai asked, still a loving tone in his voice.
I looked up again. It was apperent that his to-be-or-not-to-be-apathetic war had ended and to-be had losed. He was smiling braudly at me, waiting for me to finish.
"And, well, I mean, I worry about you guys..." I figited in my seat, waiting to see what he'd say.
"I've been well. I can't exactly speak for Caius, but he's been doing fairly good, haven't you?"
"Yes'm," he said, looking up from the computer and smiling at me.
Kai turned to me, still with a happy look on his face. "What about you," he asked, sounding genuinly cirious. "How have you been?"
"I've been...sick." It wasn't a complete lie.
"Oh, really," Rei asked, coming into the conversation now. "I didn't think you would ever get sick. considering you slept in the snow and never once got sick. I mean, it just doesn't seem posible."
"Right, well..." I fell silent. It was obvious Rei didn't want me there. I felt akward and out of place to begin with. For Rei to make it as clear as he was he didn't like the thought of sharing a table with me for lunch was just plain horrorible.
Caius turned to me, seeming excited.
"Yuri, guess what."
"What," I asked, trying hard not to look at Rei.
"My birthday's next week." He smiled broadly at the thought of it.
"I know," I said, smiling. "Who could forget your birthday, Caius?"
I looked at Kai, who was looking at his son. He had always planned Caius's birthday bash himself. He had his own birthday planned by who ever he could find to do it, but he never trusted anyone, other then Caius's own mother, who was now long gone, to plan the event. It would take place in the Hiwatari Manner, as it did every year, unless Caius said otherwise. The decerations would be extravigant, expensive looking, but not to expensevie, as there would be houndreds of them.
Kai had let me help once. There had been so much to do, I almost exploded. I yelled at everyone when something wasn't done, which was all the time, and kicked Bryan for every stupid comment he made. I remembered the night before Caius's party, I had had a dream that I had locked myself in the cellar and drank most of Kai's good wine. He came down to comfort me, saying that I was over reacting. I remember throwing myself about and yelling at him as well. He had handled that by sweeping me into his arms and taking my wine tasting lips with his. He had lied me gently and tenatively on the floor of the cellar, kissed me and carresed me, and held me all night long. It had all felt so real. The next morning I could have sworen I could smell wine in my hair. When I saw Kai, he looked tired and out of place. I asked him where he had been the night before and he had said he was in bed with Anna, his wife, all night, confurming my dream was, in fact, a dream.
I couldn't help but stare it him with memories liek those floating threw my head.
"Yuri, are you ok?"
I looked at Caius. He had a worried look on his face, like there was something wrong with what he was seeing.
"I-I'm fine. Just a little distracted..."
I glanced at Rei. He was glaring at me woth a surten venom in his gaze. It seemed like some of Kai's old habits had rubbed off. I shifted my gaze to Kai, who was staring at me now. He didn't have the same worried look Caius did. In fact, he looked amused.
I narowed my eyes as I asked my question.
"Is there a purpose behind that look, Kai Hiwatari?"
He smirked at me. God...I had forgotten how muched I loved that smirk...
"As a matter afact, there is."
Rei whipped his head around to stare at his lover. Caius, too, looked at his father, pulling the screen of his laptop own to see his father. I looked at him across teh table. Kai had never wanted anything from me in the past. What could he posibly want now?
"And, what might that be," I asked, not sure i really wanted to know.
"Well," he began. "I've been so busy lately and Caius's birthday is next week. I haven't even so much as started planning his party. I'm sure Rei's much to busy, what , with the tree jobs he has, and well, if I can't do it, I'd rather have someone I tryst running thing. I guess what I'm asking is, Yuri, could you be so kind as to plan Caius's birthday party for me?"
Kai looked pleased with himself. Caius had the same kind of look on his face, only it wasn't him self he was pleased with. And Rei. Rei looked disgusted to high hell.
All I could think was 'oh...my...god...'
Me: -sigh- mmk...i'm pleased with my self...
Kai: me too smiles mischeviously
Yuri: this oughta be good...I still dont wanna die though...
Me: oh hush...what will come, will come
Bryan: yes, Yoda.
Me: Bryan shut your face!
Brooklyn: i dont like this one...
Me: why not?
Brooklyn: i'm not in it...crys
Me: aw, Brooky-Boo...i'll put you in the story...
Brooklyn: yay!
Raul: what about me
Me: no you get to help behind the scenes...oh yeah people, i need a another charactor for my story. you'll find out why when i write you in. if i tell you why i need you, it shall kill the story. so, the roll is either male or female. it doesn't matter which. so, if you could be so kind as to post a bio in your review listing the following, or if your not comfortable with your bio in the reviews message me, i will write in who ever best fits the part.
Bio requerments:
Name (wether it's fake or not doesn't matter so long as it's a name people would use in real life)
Age (realize, if your 15 or younger, i'll kick yoru age up to 20 at the least)
Gender (i don't care wether your a girl saying your a boy, or vise versa, i just need a gender)
Discription of the attitude of yourself/roleplay charactor (speaks for it self...)
Prefered Eye Color (this can be any color you want...for those who dont liek thier eye color)
Prefered Hair Color (same thing as with the eye color...)
Prefered Skin Tone (for those of us who wish we were a little darker or a little lighter...)
P.S.
if you don't care about something, say you could care less what color your eye color was, just put D/C where you would put your answer. i'll coem up with that stuff myself if you guys dont care and if your picked for the roll
Me: thats about it people. i'll see ya all soon. oh, and you have about two more chapters before i need that bio stuff. if i dont get very many, it's first come first serve. good luck to all of you. I LOVE YOU ALL!! oh and i was gonna tell you that most of the stuff i come up with is from a song by My Chemical Romance called Famous Last Words. the lyrics follow.
Now I know
That I can't make you stay
But where's your heart
But where's your heart
But where's your...
And I know
There's nothing I can say
To change that part
To change that part
To change!
So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A life that's so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can't speak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I'm out here
On the other side
Of a jet black
Hotel mirror
And I'm so weak
is it hard understanding
I'm incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
These bright lights have always blinded me
These bright lights have always blinded me
I say...
I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
Cause I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I'd never speak
Awake and unafraid
Asleep or dead
(Repeated in background x6)
Or, deeeeaaaad...
(foreground)
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home
Me: mmk people thats all for now. LOVE YOU ALL!
All: SEE YA SOON!