Sorry! I messed up last line in chapter 4 and I can't figure out how to edit. So here's the line:
With a quick kiss he hoped into his car, not knowing that within the next 3 hours he was going to be married.
I sat my bed, waiting. Edward wasn't late of course. It was just in my hurry I had finished "the beautifying" earlier than expected. Suddenly, there was the slightest of taps on my window. I got up, trying to lower my nervousness. Edward grinned at me as he jumped nimbly to land on my floor. He kissed me intensely. To surprise to do anything else I stiffened. Edward took a quick step back, staring at me with remorseful eyes.
"I'm sorry, I…, I'll have more control in the… sorry." Edward looked down at the floor. Suddenly I got it. He was new at it. He was truly no more experienced than I. This realization gave me the strength to say what I needed to.
"Edward…" his eyes didn't come from the floor. "Edward… Edward look at me!" surprise coved his face as Edward lifted his eyes to stare at me.
"Oh, god." I muttered, turning to sit on the bed. The strength left me.
"Bella, what's wrong?" I could hear the fear in his voice as he followed me, dropping onto the edge of my mattress. I couldn't keep it in any more. All the sudden the intense desire to please him rushed through me. But it wasn't in the same way I was used to… it was… physical. I moved closer to him pushing my body against him. It was like I wasn't controling my body. I tried to focus.
"So…" I murmured into Edward's ear, relishing his intake of breath, "What do I you get?" his glance at me was questioning and I pushed my chest harder against his body, watching his eyelids flicker.What was I doing?!
"Bella…" the warning note in his voice was ruined by something. Lust.
"I mean, I get a smart, beautiful, perfect, man. The man the stuff of fantasies are made of." I whispered to him. Then I sighed. "You get an inexperienced, fumbling, clumsy, plain-Jane human!" I could feel the tears starting to roll down my face but I couldn't seem to move my hands up to wipe them. Edward wrapped his arms around me.
"You're wrong." He said, rubbing away my tears with his finger. "You get a monster that just happens to love you deeply," he kissed me to stop me from arguing. "I get a beautiful, trusting, cunning, innocent, Girl. A girl the stuff of my fantasies are made of."
"You say innocent like it's a good thing." I grumbled. my surprising burst of forwardness fading. I blushed at our position, pulling back. Edward raised his eyebrows at me.
"I find your innocence incredibly… stimulating." He murmured in my ear. My cheeks became red. He grinned at me. The, in one of those disappearing movements he was in the closet.
"Bella?" I sighed. Charlie.
"Yes Charlie?" I heard him grumble something about hearing voices.
"Night, Charlie." I sighed again waiting for him to leave.
"Night, Bella." Charlie muttered, leaving. So many chances ruined. I realized if I thought about it any longer I wasn't even going to be able to tell him. So, I just decided to go for it.
"Edward?" I felt his cool arms snake around my waist. Taking a deep breath I looked up into his darkening eyes.
"I'm ready to become Mrs. Cullen." I whispered, so low it would have been unintelligible to any human. Edward looked at me, his faced confused for about two thirds of a second until it erupted into a huge smile. Not wasting time with words, he leaned down and kissed me so thoroughly that I knew this did not fall into place with the Bella protection Rules. Well, I wasn't going to be the one to stop it. I kissed him back intensely, gasping as he ran his hands down my body. Edward pulled his lips off mine.
"Wait," he said teasingly, "are you going to marry Jasper?" I sighed.
"Edward Cullen, if you're not kissing me fiercely within the next 3 seconds I will be forced to jump you." Edward laughed.
"Well what about, Emmett. Funny, I never took him as the bigamist type." I'd had enough. Laying my hands on his shoulders, I pushed him back with as much force as I was capable of. Not much. But enough for him to fall over in surprise. And then I was on top of him, my hands clamped around his neck pulling his lips towards mine. His reaction surprised me. He moved his hands to cradle my waist moving them slowly up my stomach to caress my face. Subsequently, the kissed began to change. I could feel it in my veins. Passion. Want. Desire. I released myself from the kiss, gripping the edge of Edward's shirt, slowly beginning to rip it upwards, my hands rubbing against his bare chest. I had expected to feel his hands gripping my wrists by now, telling me to stop. But his fingers were busy unbuttoning my top, letting it fall off my shoulders. I moved in to latch his mouth to mine, my hands holding his body. We were going too far, I could feel it. Edward's hands bent around my breasts, unlatching my bra. I lifted my hands from his abdomen to fully remove the unnecessary fabric. He groaned, and then pushed me back. In a second he was on top of me, his hands sliding my pants off me. My breath began to come faster as his hands caressed the inside of my leg. Then he froze I could see the controversy in his eye.
"No…" I moaned, pulling him to me, "please, don't stop." But it was too late. He was of the bed in a flash, standing next to the rocking chair.
"I have to go Bella." I began to shake my head, feeling the tear running down my face.
"no… Edward." I whispered, but he was already gone.
Chapter six will be up in like an hour. Does any one know how to edit an existing chapter? I can't figure it out!