Hey! I already posted this story on LF, so my friends on there have probably already read this. It's quite short, but I like it myself, and that happens like... NEVER :D So I hope you guys like it too, because than again, you're the ones who have to read it ;)
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Caroline
You count to five, when fear's the only thing standing between you and tomorrow, and when it tries to conquer you. You let it take over. Let it do it's thing.
But I run.
I always run.
Sometimes I think it's the only thing I'm good at. Running away. Not towards.
Never towards.
Fear is only one thing I run from.
I run from you.
It's not like I want to, because god, I'd give everything to be able to give into you.
To give into me.
My past teached me that feelings only lead you astray. So I run away from them.
But now I think that's when I took the wrong turn.
Maybe it's not so bad.
Maybe it's not so bad to be honest for once, to come clean with my secrets, my past, and erase it with my future.
But it's so hard to go back.
The distance I left between me and the girl I used to be, it's too far for me to go. And there's no shortcut, there's no bridge build over the rivers that my tears have flooded.
There's no way to go around where I don't want to go.
But maybe, if you'd take my hand, and hold me close. Maybe, if I can feel your heart beating securely next to mine, assuring me it'll never stop. Maybe I can start to count.
1...
2...
3...
4...
That was it. For the people who read my other stories: Sorry sorry sorry that I haven't updated for soooooo long!
I'm probably never going to update "Barefoot on the Boulevard" Partly because I can't read back because my writing than sucked so hard and my style of written has changed quite a lot (or at least that's what I hope) and partly because I don't have any inspiration for that story. I might update "No regrets", because I do know where to go with that story, I just have to work it out a bit.
Probably, I will update "Can't stop love" because I like the storyline myself, and that hardly happens when I write, and I have holidays now.
I'm working on a new fic, also, but I'm going to write the epilogue first before posting it so I won't get stuck without any inspiration. That was probably the problem with all of my other fics :) Also, if you have an idea where I could go with my other stories, just tell me, than I can continue them :)
So, thank you for reading this, please review, 'cause I like to know what you thought of it.
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Caroline