Author's Note: Thanks for all your fab reviews! Anyway, I said I'd update soon, so here it is! Anyway, enjoy!


The Conversation

"I need to tell you something."

Lily looked down at the floor and said, nervously,"Um, okay."

James took a deep breath and began to explain...

"Lily, I know I wasn't very nice to you during the first semester in our First year, but that day I turned you upside down, I began to like you.
Since then, I began to fall in love with you. I know I acted like a prat but it was for your attention. I realise, now, that those kind of things don't impress you.
I think you're really beautiful and special. I love you, Lily."

Lily looked up, her eyes soft.

James breathed out, relieved that she hadn't she hadn't screamed at him or thrown something at him.

"Lily, will you go out with me?"James asked, his eyes full of hope.

Suddenly, her soft eyes glazed and became hard.

"YOU'RE ASKING ME OUT AGAIN, AREN'T YOU! I THOUGHT YOU CHANGED BUT YOU HAVEN'T CHANGE ONE BIT!-"She yelled at him.

"Lily-"James tried to say.

"YOU ARE SUCH A CONCIETED PIG-HEAD, POTTER! I CANNOT BELIEVE I FELL FOR YOUR STUPID SPEEECH EVEN FOR ONE SECOND! I HATE YOU!"

"Lily! I meant every word i said! I meant the fact that I love you! I just want to sort this out."

"I'll NEVER go out with you, Potter!"

Lily said this with such force that James nearly fell back.

Then, James looked down at the ground, his eyes filled with sorrow and he stared down as if he expected the ground to sink him in.

He felt so distraught. He had confessed his heart to her and she had turned him down. Worse, she hated him.

"I know you, Potter. You're probably trying to trick me! Aren't you!" Lily snapped, suddenly.

Suddenly, anger came over James and it flared straight out.

"KNOW ME! YOU KNOW ME! HOW CAN YOU KNOW WHO I AM! HOW! YOU NEVER EVEN GAVE A CHANCE TO KNOW ME! YOU NEVER GAVE A MINUTE OF THE DAY TO KNOW ME!

ALL YOU DID WAS THROW INSULTS IN MY FACE AND MADE OUT YOU KNEW ME! I DEFENDED YOU WHENEVER SOMEONE WAS HURTING YOU! I TRIED CHANGING FOR YOU! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT!

ALL YOU DO IS TREAT ME AS IF I'M SOME SORT OF CRIMINAL! YOU TREAT ME LIKE A PIECE OF SCUM! BUT YOU KNOW WHAT! I STILL DEFENDED YOU! I STILL CHANGED FOR YOU!

BUT ALL YOU'RE DOING IS HURT ME, HUMILIATE ME AND TREAT ME LIKE SOME KIND OF HORRIBLE PERSON! DO YOU KNOW HOW THAT FEELS! A PERSON CAN'T BE WHATEVER YOU WANT THEM TO BE, EVANS! I KNOW I'M NOT PERFECT AND NEITHER ARE YOU!

I'VE BEEN CHASING AFTER YOU FOR SEVEN YEARS! I'M SORRY BUT I DO NOT JUST WASTE SEVEN YEARS OF MY LIFE FOR ANYTHING! I REALLY FELT SOMETHING FOR YOU, EVANS!

I'M NOT AFRAID TO ADMIT IT! I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU! BUT NOW? MABYE YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT! YOU'RE ALWAYS COMPLAINING ABOUT ME AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU I AM!

I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF THIS!" He yelled.

James turned around and stormed out of the door, slamming it shut behind him, his eyes full of anger, madness and pain.

Lily stood there, still as a statue. Her eyes were wide and was staring at the spot he stood at. Tears streamed down her cheeks as she fell onto her knees and began to sob uncontrollably.


A/N: Well, that's how their conversation went. I know it might have been a little harsh on Lily but i think she deserves it. She has much more to loose on the next few chapters. I'm sorry this chapter was really short but i'll make sure i update really really soon.
I wanted this chapter to be kind of short, so the next chapter's a kind of a suspense. Anyway, please review. Then, i'll update.