Back with Chapter Eight! After a looooong writer's block and being with my friends, boyfriend, breakups and retarded friends (no, not you Karla) for like ever, I have dedicated myself to writing.
Recap:
I kissed her.
End recap.
He. Kissed. Me… HE KISSED ME!!! Was all that was running through me head after I tore my self away from him. And he still loves me! Wow. What an amazing day! First I get hit on by Mr. Malfoy and then Draco says he loves me and kisses me…oh my god. I apparently wasn't watching where I was going and ran head long into a pillar…going outside. And my next class was in the east wing! Oh boy. Late again…This day is messed up.
//Later//
After being late….again, I went to the library to simply be alone and do some reading. This actually turned into to me looking at the same page for at least an hour or two, thinking about Draco and day-dreaming. I was late (yet again) for dinner that night.
'Where have you been today 'Mione?' Harry asked me, seeing as how Ron was too busy stuffing his face full of food.
'What do you mean Harry? I've been here all day! I've simply been late to a few of my classes, but here none the less.'
'I fink what 'e means is,' Ron swallowed his food here, '…is that you've been spacing out and a bit antsy today.'
'Honestly Ronald! At least you swallowed this time. But there are some rather…important things on my mind lately. And NO I will NOT be sharing with you!'
They kept begging me to talk to them all throughout dinner. But I didn't tell them. I knew that if I told them, poor Draco would be hurt and my friendship with them would be over in a matter of seconds. Hm…is that such a bad thing? Oh what am I thinking? Draco has rubbed off on me too much.
After dinner was over, and after gaping at Ron for setting a new record of how much he could stuff in his mouth without suffocating, we played a game of wizard's chess in the common room.
'Hermioneeeee! Why do you have to be so smart and win? This is the only thing I'm good at!' Ron complained at me. 'Take away my hopes and dreams while you're at it...'
'Well, you see, it's a simply matter of strategy and thinking things through. And you're good at quidditch! You're a wonderful captain! Right Harry? ' I asked prodding Harry rather forcefully. 'RIGHT HARRY?'
'Oh what? Right, right. Quiet good.RIGHT?' He mumbled.
After the game, I shooed them off to bed. Our last week was approaching quickly.
'I'm gonna tell Mom you're making fun of my disabilities!' Ron to Ginny.
'Well, I'm sorry you're so slow, thick and well….all around stupid!' Ginny swatted her quill at Ron.
'Now, now Ginny. We mustn't point out his flaws, it only makes him less secure then he already is!' I said walking in a circle around the table. We burst into a giggle fit.
'What?….Oh! HEY! That wasn't very nice. In fact, I'm going to the kitchens, I'm starving!' And with that, Ron marched off to the kitchens, bumping into the glass doors before leaving. Ginny and I fell to the floor again giggling. We were having so much fun that we had no idea the horrors that were to befall us in the next few days.
(Insert Dumbledore's death and stuff here, cuz I don't want to type it all and yadda yadda yadda.)
I had to lean on Ron that day. I couldn't very well go running to Draco. Not now, not after what he did. My…boyfriend tried to, but failed mind you, kill Dumbledore. I can't take that lying down. But he's gone now. After… well after the "smoke" cleared, he was gone, no where to be seen. And he took my heart with him.
My heart was laid in shards across the floor. I cried everyday, and often I wouldn't come down for meals. I could see nothing but my grief. People thought I was mourning my mentor. But oh contraire, I was mourning my love. I can't say I wish him well, but I can't say I wish him ill. I love him, despite all this, because I know he's a good person.
But I also can't say I saw this coming. He was a very private person. I knew next to nothing about his home life, what he did when I was gone, who his best friend is nor what he plans to do after Hogwarts, although now, that was blown WAY out of the toilet. So… where he is now? I couldn't tell you. I only wish I knew.
So, this is the end. OMG the EEEENNNNDDDD! a sequel is in my mind, so dont like...have a heart attack or whatever. Thanks for the reviews!