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What The?

Another home another school, it is all the same. My life is clearly labeled, and that is that I have to go through eternity a lone wolf, or in this case vampire.

Ok, I know that I have my family, what I meant is that I never could grasp the love that they as pairs held for each other.

I see it all the time, but I can't even begin to comprehend what it is that they exactly feel. Don't get me wrong, I love my family, and would give my life for them, its just that they in some way have another heart in themselves reserved or their other half, their mate.

Perhaps that was a component that wasn't given to me from birth, so of course it wasn't given to me in this life.

No worries I have grown to except it, I have accepted that even though I wouldn't be like my siblings, I could allow others who were able to love in such a way live longer. I was always trying to help Carlisle research new illnesses and make sure that I went to school to teach him the new discoveries in the medical field. That was what in some way made me whole, of course I could only guess.

As my family and I sat at the furthest table back, we decided to have some fun listening to the thoughts of the other students about our arrival. It was all the same, curious eyes,thoughts, and remarks on our good look. And just like always they avoided us.

What startled me was a wave of emotion coming off of Jasper which I could not understand. It was one of anxiety, pleasure, and loneliness. These emotions were diffidently not Jaspers.

I then followed his eyes to a girl who just plopped herself down at our table without even the hint of fear.

We all turned to look at her, with utter amazement; this was the first person to actually approach us for …. Since I can remember.

Though her sent hit me like a brick wall. I never ever lost control, and I couldn't afford to now, I had to do everything to get her away from me, for my family's benefit, and hers.

We all continue to stare at her till we received a harsh "what!"

Next thing I know there are my siblings thoughts were flying through my head.

"Control your thoughts!" I beckoned to them in their heads.

So we spoke quietly and quickly.

"I think that we should let her sit with us, she looks stressed, we could help her out. And look how everyone gives her those crude looks" Alice, always thinking of others quickly put in.

"Yes she is really upset about stuff; overall I think we should help her out. She also smells really good, though I can handle it, I just have to focus on her emotions" Theres Jasper I thought, always backing Alice up.

"Oh, come on Rose, it will be fun, we can dress her up, and you can even teach her how to well you know, be confident and ever so glamorous lie you!" Alice was really trying, I had to give her props.

"Nice try Alice, if I really wanted to do that, I could have done it any day, besides risking her ever finding out about us, that is a bad idea. Though, I have never talked or interacted with a human in such a long while, I guess it would be fun. Ha! I can try and get her to go turbo speed in our car, oh the look on her face. And I have always wanted a human doll, to pamper. Ok, let's do it, invite her to sit with us!" Rose, her thoughts were so self centered, she just wanted to use this poor girls as some sort of experiment.

"No, Emmett back me up here, we cannot risk a human being around us, and not to mention, that I am about to lose my mind, her blood is like"

I couldn't even finish talking. Alice cut me off by speaking to this girl sitting next to me.

She introduced all of us, and then it came to me. I would have to let her know that she did not belong here, a table full of vampires, it was for her own safety.

All the while I stared at her. She was beautiful, and unique in her own way, I could see why others would reject her, she was a threat. Her face also held such hurt, but one only had to focus hard enough to notice. She was different, and her thoughts were empty. This girl was interesing, I was instanlty thrusted into a tidal wave of curiosty, she was original.

No one yet has been able to withstand my power.

It was my turn to be introduced.

She turned to look at me with mesmerized eyes, she was clearly shocked by our monstrous beauty.

I did what I thought would get her out of here the fast, I couldn't bare to harm this human, I gave her the most evil look that I could dig up.

She was clearly hurt, and muttered an excuse an left. I felt bad, something so fragile shouldn't have to go through such trouble. And the emotional wave that Jasper was getting from her made its way to me. She was broken, I felt so bad, she was finally beginning to feel accepted, and I tore her apart. She was not happy, oh lord why do I feel so bad doing this, this feeble human!

Suddenly her smell mattered nothing to me, I had to go comfort her and make sure that she was alright.

I quickly stood up ignoring the yells I was getting from my siblings and followed her out of the room down the hall.

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