(A.N. This chapter starts with Bella in the car driving to the Cullen house R&R)

Disclaimer - All Recognizable characters are property of Stephanie Meyer, but any others are mine and only mine.

Chapter 2

"Unsuspecting"

Bella POV

I am so excited about Edward inviting me to his house to watch a movie with him and his family. Not that he doesn't already do that but earlier this morning we had another fight about him not wanting to change me. He seemed to be really fed up with this conversation and so was I. "Didn't he want to spend eternity with me? I should be all he needs," I thought to myself out loud.

My car flew up the Cullen's driveway and the next thing I knew I was outside my truck on the front porch ringing the doorbell. It amazed me how big and beautiful their house was. I should be used to it but I don't think I'll ever be. I lost myself in my thoughts when the door opened and my angel was right in front of me. I was so thankful to have him.

I said a very simple "Hey Edward," I ran up to him and wrapped my hands around his neck. "Hey Bella," he replied as he pulled me into a tight hug. Something worried me about that hug it was like it was goodbye hug. "Stop being paranoid Bella," I thought to myself.

"So what movie are we watching," I said as soon as I let go of Edward. I directed me question to the whole family who were all sitting in a circle in the living room with faces that made me think someone died.

"Like I care," Rosalie snapped I thought she was starting to like me but I guess I was wrong.

"Uh…." I stuttered quickly trying to find something to say.

"Rosalie's right these stupid movie nights are so silly," said Jasper with slight edge on his voice

"And so human," finished Emmet

"Well I am human," I cried "for now," I said glancing up to Edward

"Bella just stop it, you will never be one of us," exclaimed Edward cruelly

"Did I do something wrong," I asked everyone, then quickly turned to Edward and said pleadingly " If this is about our fight this morning I'm so sorry, I just want to be part of this family so bad," I was trying to hold back tear.

"You will never be part of this family," said Edward under his breath loud enough so I could barely hear him…… but I did.

"Edward look at me, LOOK AT ME," I screamed. He didn't move an inch he was just staring at the floor. "You are not doing this again, is it someone else, are you in love with some graceful, beautiful vampire, if that's not it then why do you just keep hurting me. You told me forever, you said you loved me and would never leave me again. I know you're going to leave because the only other time you acted this way was when you left before. LOOK AT ME," I tried to hold back tears as I spoke. Edward turned to look at me his eyes black a coal.

"Are you leaving me again?" I asked Edward, he was silent. I turned to face his family. "Are you all leaving?"

They all were looking in different directions, anywhere but my face. "Where is Alice," I asked finally noticing she was missing. "She feels the same way we do," Edward replied coldly.

"You are appalling Edward Anthony Mason Cullen, I hate you, with every piece of my already broken heart. I wish that day I jumped of that cliff I had died because I have nothing to live for without you. You are such a coward. I am furious, livid, pissed at you," I looked at him with a death glare. "I hate all of you, how dare any of you come back into my life after what you put me through and do this again. This is just a game to you isn't it. Go to small towns and prey on innocent young girls and then break there hearts. Go to hell," I paused "or wherever people like you go,"

I tried to walk away put Edward grabbed my arm "don't say thing like that to my family," Edward replied with anger in his voice. I pulled my arm away from him and yelled "I remember when you considered me your family, when you loved me and when I loved you," I ran out of the door towards my truck when I was stopped by a familiar face.

Alice

"Bella I am so sorry they did that to you," Alice said while she held me in a comforting embrace.

"Why Alice, why again," I said through sobs

"Edward wanted you to hate him so he didn't have to change you and 'damn you to this life'," Alice raised her hands in the air and made air quotes at 'damn you to this life' she sounded just like Ed- him.

"He rather not have me at all then have me as a vampire?" I asked sounding like she just told me the most disturbing thing ever.

"I don't know," replied Alice honestly.

"He wanted the whole family to help him make you hate us so you left him, none of us wanted to do that but Carlisle said we have to support him, please don't be angry at us, no one wanted to do it but we had to support him. Trust me we all are going to kick his butt for hurting you again," She said.

"Your family is full of amazing actors, and yeah I'm mad at your family but I'll get over it, I don't think I'll ever forgive Edward though. I'm going to head home. Bye Alice," I whispered trying to control myself.

Alice POV

I ran back into the house at full vampire speed. I walked in and found Edward sitting on the couch his head in his hands. I ran over to him. He looked up at me and I slapped him hard. I don't even know if it hurt him but I wanted it to. "I hope you're happy Edward Anthony Mason Cullen," I said to him, my words dripping with venom. I ran upstairs Jasper following me trying to calm me down……. It wasn't working.

Bella POV

I hopped in my truck and as I was driving down the road toward my house when it hit me. Edward left me again. He doesn't love me. He doesn't need me. I never meant anything to him. If I did he would never hurt me the way he does. I opened the door to my truck and stood there in the darkness. "WHY EDWARD, WHY ME," I screamed at the top of my lungs. I then did the most reckless thing I have ever done. I ran into the woods by my house. It was dark. I couldn't see anything. I ran and me being me I tripped and fell. I didn't bother getting up I just laid there on the ground silent and still.

I saw a pair of feet walk toward me and stop right in front of me. The next thing I knew I was being lifted into the air bridal style and placed back on my feet. Only one thing could lift me up and place me on my feet so quickly……. a vampire.

I started at the feet and slowly saw a perfect body, and a gorgeous face. He had pale skin with no blemishes, brown eyes, perfectly chiseled chin, thin lips (but full enough), the perfect sized nose, and beautiful model like blackish brown wavy hair. He was almost as handsome as Ed-him who am I kidding, he was. He made him seem like the ugly duckling okay I'm exaggerating but he is hot. He is definitely a vampire.

"Just kill me already, please, I have nothing to live for anymore so go ahead suck me dry," to show him I was serious I moved the collar of my shirt over to expose my neck and shoulder.

He took my hand I was using to pull my collar and kissed it. "Why would I do that and why are you crying," He replied while still holding my hand.

I should be scared but I wasn't. I told him everything about how Edward left me twice forced his family to push me away, and how I ended up in the woods crying. He never once looked bored or annoyed he just had a look of genuine concern.

I realized through my story how much I want to be a vampire, not for Edward but in spite of him.

"Will you change me," I asked randomly out of no where.

"Is that to get back at your boyfriend?" He asked.

"I honestly don't know. I want him to see that I am what he is so dead set on keeping me from being, but I also just want to know how it feels to be invincible," I replied calmly

"Are you sure," He asked his eyes full of different emotions, worry, shock, amazement, admiration, concern, and anxiousness.

"Yes," I said so loud it could be considered yelling.

He then pulled me into a hug when he pulled back he lowered his mouth to mine and I had the most passionate kiss of my life but before I could realize he was lowering his mouth to my neck.

The venom shot through me from my neck slowly to my chest to my arms and fingertips, from my chest to my hips, legs, and feet.

The last thing I remember was being carried through the forest bridal style by my new angel!