(A.N. I Hope You All Like It and Please R&R)

Disclaimer - All Recognizable characters are property of Stephanie Meyer, but any others are mine and only mine.

Chapter 4

"Getting used to things"

Bella POV

"Are you nervous," Lucas asked. We were walking down this large path in the woods.

"A little bit," I answered honestly. "How do you do it?" I asked. I felt really stupid asking that question, if I was human I would have blushed.

"You let instinct take over, just get close to an animal and won't be able to control yourself," He answered.

At that second I heard a rustling in the bushes. I turned around and saw a large dear staring at Lucas and me. I don't know what came over me. I jumped on the dear and brought it to the ground. I bit down hard on the dear's neck. The dear tasted delicious.

I got up and looked at the dead dear and turned to Lucas who was working on his own dear. When he got up I said a simple "I could get used to this."

I drank four dear before I was satisfied. Lucas wrapped his arm around me and led me down the path back toward the house. We were both covered in blood.

"Get cleaned up and meet out here, we can go for a walk," Lucas said as we walked up the steps to the house.

Before I could answer I was being grabbed by Brigitte and Cheyenne. "We are taking her shopping. We have an extra toothbrush and change of clothes in the car. She'll be fine Lucas," Cheyenne yelled to Lucas as they pushed me into a blue BMW. I think it was Brigitte's because she pulled the car keys out of her purse.

I looked at all the other cars in the driveway. There were seven cars and two motorcycles. The motorcycles were the same but one black and one red. Cheyenne told me the black one was Lucas' and the red was Luigi's. Ethan was in the process of buying one too. As I changed into the outfit they brought me they told me who the cars belong to. Brigitte had a blue BMW; Cheyenne had a red Chevrolet Corvette; Nicholas and Abigail had two cars one car for driving the kids around a, black Ford Escape and one for themselves, an Infiniti G35. It was silver and cute. Ethan had a black Audi A6; Luigi had a white Cadillac CTS; and Lucas had a black Lexus LS 460. (A.N. These cars are all really nice if you don't no what they look like)

Vampires are so lucky they have so much money to spend on cars.

Brigitte told me we were right outside of Forks, but they were planning on moving to another Country. She was hopeing on France.

When we got to the mall I was dreading it, because I hate shopping. But I needed to get over it because I have no clothes at all. Brigitte and Cheyenne insisted on paying for everything. I told them I hated when people do that, but they won't take no for an answer. They bought me ten skirts, five pairs of jeans, twelve shirts, three pairs of shoes, two hoodies, two jackets, and a bunch of bathing suits and underwear from Victoria's Secret. Vampires may be to rich for there own good. Through all the excitement I wondered if anyone was wondering where I was. While we were shopping they told me that Lucas faked my death after he bit me. I miss Charlie and Renee, but this is my new life.

When we got back to the hou- mansion, I went upstairs to the room I was in earlier. I hung up all my clothes in the closet, and then took a shower. When I got up I changed into a jean skirt and a white shirt that had a picture of Winnie the Pooh on it. I insisted on buying that. I slipped on a pair of white sketchers and a jean jacket that matched my skirt. I left my hair down because it already looked like I have my own personal hair stylist. I love being a vampire!

I walked down the stairs and Lucas was waiting for me at the bottom step.

"Hi beautiful," He said as he took my hand and led me outside the house.

We walked along the same trail we took earlier. We took a break to sit on a bench on the path. We barely said a word to each other, when I finally spoke.

"If you're looking for a friend I can be that, but if you're looking for more then I have to be honest and say I'm not ready for that. He hurt me so bad. He ripped out my heart and stepped on it, not once but twice. I haven't healed yet and I don't know when I will, but what I do know is I have feelings for you and when I'm with you I am happy and comfortable and don't think about him. Even though I've only known you for a couple days I feel so close to you. So please give me time, because I think I could love you just as much as I loved him," I blurted it all out so fast.

Lucas grabbed my hand and said "Bella, I love you, and I hardly know you. I know that your ex-boyfriend was a fool to give you up in the first place. I saw you in the woods and wondered why this beautiful creature is all alone. I came to find you are sweet, loving, simple, charismatic, smart, caring, and everything I need to be complete. If you're not ready to be with me yet, that is fine because I won't leave; I'll be right here waiting.

Listening to those words made something inside me realize I was ready. I needed him. Lucas my new angel, was never going to by Edward but he could be what I need right now.

"Lucas, -I paused and pulled his face to mine and kissed him, it was beautiful- I'm ready," I said while looking into his eyes.

The strange part was I really was ready, forget Edward I had Lucas.

Lucas and I stayed like that on that bench till twilight came. He holding me in his arms was I all I needed.

(A.N. I need to know if Edward comes back do yall want her with Lucas or with Edward)