Something So Sad It Hurts
Summary: Naruto was running…from what? Not even he knew, but when he ran into Sasuke what will happen? And why does Sakura always get in the way? (shonen ai) SasuNaru KakaIru
Disclaimer: ….I do not own Naruto! But I do own this FanFic and if you take it without my consent I'll kill you with a Kunai knife I borrowed from Sasuke-kun!
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Konnichiwa! Well this is my second Naruto FanFic but my First Shonen-Ai Naruto FanFic! So yah… if it sucks tell me just don't do it in a "flame" matter please… sigh well…other then that I've got to say lets begin...oh! wait… a list of things:
1.I do not write lemons!
2.This will be in "Point Of View" (POV) writing.
3.If you flame me about my Fic's I'll read them laugh at them and delete them… so don't waste your time…kk? I think that's all! So lets begin!
Chapter four: I Hate You
"Love and trust take years to build and seconds to shatter."
I woke to sunlight pouring in through the blinds of the hospital room. It bugged me but it was time that I woke up anyway. I didn't want to be asleep when Naruto woke to begin with. I looked at the tuff of blonde hair sprouting out from the top of the sheets, I couldn't quiet see anything else.
He then began to stir and then sit up, I couldn't quiet figure out why I was still looking at him but his eyes locked with mine and I was lost in an ocean of blue. I couldn't tare my eyes from him but I really didn't want to.
"Ohayo gozaimasu!" Sakura said barging into the room. That was the last thing I needed, her squealing at this time of the day," How are you this morning Sasuke-kun?"
"Why are you asking me first I'm not the one hospitalized at the moment." I snapped at her, she really makes me sick.
"Demo…" she said then looked at Naruto who was looking out the window," I was wondering how your back was after sleeping in that chair all night."
"Stop talking to me." I told her.
She looked me over then turned to Naruto," How are you?" she asked halfheartedly.
Naruto shuffled around then said," Daijobu…arigatou for asking." Naruto said a smile plastered on his face.
"That's great." She said not even taking into account what Naruto said.
"Kami I hate her." I mumble.
"What was that Sasuke-kun?" Sakura peeped, I swear Naruto could be yelling at the top of his lungs for her attention but I don't even have to use my vocal cords and she'll run to me asking me some stupid question.
I began to wonder if I should tell her what I said or not, I could then she might leave me alone…maybe not… I remember telling her she made me sick but she still clings," I said…" I paused," I said I hate you."
Sakura froze; she didn't move Naruto was staring in shock and I just sat in the chair a mild look of boredom on my face.
"Sa…Sasuke-kun?" Sakura asked me as if checking to see if it was me.
"Leave me alone I hate you, and the way you treat people. You think that if your raised alone you are spoiled because no one's there to crack a whip at you when you do something wrong or slack off but the truth is Sakura, you begin to realize how lonely it is and how much you need someone else there to talk to." I stopped and looked at her," You realize that people are lucky to have family and friends to rely on, to talk to, to support you when you need it most, but when you don't have any of that you sometimes wonder…What's the point of living? Why keep going if there's no one to greet you at the end of a long day or a hard mission?
"I don't know why Naruto likes you while I despise you for the very way you treat him. I hate you because if I were like Naruto you'd hate me too. You'd think I was nothing great. All the people on Konoha only like be because I'm the surviving Uchiha. Well what about Naruto, he's the only person I've ever heard with the name Uzumaki and they hate him. He carries a burden greater then what anyone could ever live with. They think its easy to be the most hated person in the Village? They think its easy to have lived a life with absolutely no one to care about you? Do you think it would be easy to just suddenly take up a task like the one Naruto has, have no family, have everyone hate you, and still try to be the best ninja in the village only to get your ass kick a lot on each mission but somehow still come out alive and on top of it all." I took a minute to let it sink in before I continued," If you do that and succeed in keeping a happy appearance you're trying to fool people."
'Is that what Naruto's been doing all this time?' I asked myself in my mind.
"You're trying to make it seem like there's nothing wrong that you don't mind it, that your used to things being like that." I paused," So why don't you leave before I find more things to explain why you have no reason to hate Naruto and why I hate you for that reason…"
She was shocked, so was Naruto but I didn't care that she was in utter disbelief that I had said that to her I was more concerned about that look that Naruto was giving me. I didn't quiet know what to say to him with her still in the room.
Seconds later the door slammed and Naruto was stuttering," Shut up." I said," I've told her before I can't stand her and she didn't listen, maybe this time she will."
"Na….na…naze desu, ne?" he asked me loudly.
"You asked me why?" I said," Because…you're my friend and I was defending you." No way in hell did I sound convincing.
"Like I'm going to believe that!" Naruto yelled at me then said," Tell me the real reason why!"
"I don't know…" I said, my feelings were a bit confusing to me right now but all I could think of was," because I care about you I guess."
"Why would you or anyone at all care about me?" Naruto said," I'm not the kind of person that you or anyone would lower themselves to care for!"
"Lower myself?" I repeated.
"Yah…lower themselves to care for someone who carries the Kyuubi." Naruto said.
"I'm not lowering myself and your not low to begin with. You've been listening to people in this village for far to long." I said," Naruto I care about you more then anything else right now because I have nothing, just as you have nothing."
"So you only care because I'm like you?" Naruto yelled.
"Iie." I paused," because…I…"
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That is the worst cliffhanger I've ever done…well for you the readers that is. And this was short…but it is needed so I'm very, very, sorry about the lateness of this chapter and the shortness but the next one will be longer and up sooner I hope. heh. I also know I promised more KakaIru in this chapter but there was no time for it. Well…what will Sasuke say? And will it change Naruto and his friendship to something deeper or wider? Review and then the next chapter will be up soon.
Ja ne!
Kaiyuku-san