Songs about You Chapter 3: KakaSaku, a naruto fanfic

-Songs about You-

Haha, I hoped that you enjoyed that last chapter, but I didn't. It was much too short, and it was just… bleh. I'm not good at writing the empty SasuSaku relationship things. Please don't flame me too bad. Constructive criticism, though, is welcome:D

I've been thinking lately. Of all my twelve boyfriends, you are the only one who doesn't have a song. Twelve Sakura couples

Warnings: No Yuri, Swearing, sexual thoughts/actions/implications, and… uhm some other stuff? Like OOC! Yay?

Disclaimers: I own… Nothing! Not the songs, the anime! Nope, nothing. All the songs are © Avril Lavigne. Naruto is © Kishimoto, of course! And all the pairings… sorta belong to fangirls/fanboys? xD

Please, please, please enjoy!

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Songs about You

Don't Tell Me

KakaSaku

"Sakura-chan! Wanna walk home with me?!" the energetic blonde cried, clinging onto the strawberry haired girl. She shrugged him off.

"Sorry, Naruto. Kakashi-san already offered to walk me home," at this, the blonde- and the raven who was eavesdropping, since he waned to listen to everything the girl said ever since they broke up- cocked his head to the side with a puzzled expression.

"Kakashi? That's strange. Why would the pervvy-man do that?" the blue eyed seventeen year old pondered for a moment, then shrugged. "Ah well! Tell me if he does anything inappropriate, Sakura-chan! I'll kick his ass!" the blonde bounded over to the Uchiha raven and began to bug him. Finally, he got the raven to buy him ramen.

"Are they gone?" the silver haired jounnin complained, peeking out from his place in the tree behind his book.

"Yes, they're gone, Kakashi-san. Now come on, or I'll have you buy me an expensive dinner," she growled. He nodded his head, apologizing a few times. Wrapping an arm around her waist, the silver haired man smiled to himself and pulled her closer to him. She squirmed, and he apologized, letting go.

"Don't apologize so much, Kakashi-san. It makes me uncomfortable…" she whined, leaning on his arm.

"S…" he stopped him self before her said sorry. "I'll try, Sakura-chan," he smiled lightly, and she returned it.

"Why does this feel so wrong?" the sun had already set by the time they arrived at her house, which was on the other side of the village as the training grounds. Kakashi stared down at his fellow jounnin. "I'm not under aged anymore… but it still feels wrong…" he then noticed the tears rolling down her cheeks.

"Shh, Sakura-chan. Don't cry…" he whispered, bending down a little to whip away her tears. He looked around, making sure no one was looking, and pulled his mask down. Her eyes were closed, so she didn't see what he was about to do. He cupped her cheek in his hand, and crushed their lips together. Her eyes flew open, and her eyebrows raised in surprise. The look on her face was 'Oh, oh!' smiling slightly, he broke the kiss and hurriedly pulled his mask up, trying to hide the blush.

"Did that feel wrong?" he asked, smiling behind the fabric. She shook her head, whipping away the remaining tears.

"Stay with me," she whispered, snaking her arms around his waist. "Please…" he looked surprised, but smiled softly.

"I'll stay with you forever, I promise."

"You liar…" she frowned into his chest.

"What? No! I wouldn't…" she stared up at him with slightly teary eyes, and he sighed. "Okay… I lied. I can't stay with you forever. But I'll try to stay as long as I can," he whispered into her hair. She dragged him in, walking backwards and awkwardly with the man clinging to her. She was feeling rather drowsy, and by the time she got to the bed, she was fast asleep in his arms. He smiled and tucked her in, sitting on the edge of the bed.

"I love you," he whispered into her ear. She giggled softly in her sleep, murmuring her reply.

"Me too, Kakashi-san."

In the morning, Sakura awoke to an empty bed, but a delightful smell coming from her kitchen. Raising a brow, she got out of bed and padded towards the kitchen. What she saw completely surprised her. Kakashi was in her kitchen. Cooking. Breakfast. He was whistling a small tune, to go with it. When he noticed her presence, he turned and waltzed over to her, hugging her.

"Good morning, blossom," he said cheerily. Something was different about Kakashi.

"Y-your mask!" she blushed, noticing how handsome he was without his mask on.

"Huh? Oh, I went out on a small late mission last night- Tsunade made me, I didn't leave you on my own free will- and I got attacked by crows. It kinda got ripped," he grinned sheepishly, holding out the ragged thing that was his mask. It was torn and tattered and Sakura cocked her head to the side.

"You're not lying, for once," she smiled, hugging him tightly. "Now go finish my breakfast!" she commanded childishly, jabbing him in the ribs.

"Hai, hai, hai, Sakura-hime," the nickname was very much unneeded. She froze on the spot, and he turned to look at her. "Sakura? Sakura? What's wrong?" he rushed over to the frozen girl, and shook her lightly by the shoulders. She melted at his touch, and instantly began to sob into his shirt. Obviously, the nickname had triggered a terrible or sad memory. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

"Don't apologize!" she cried, her words muffled by his shirt. "I don't like it when you apologize! It makes me feel guilty!" she pounded lightly on his chest, like it would make him stop.

"Alright… I'll try to stop," he whispered.

This continued for about three weeks. Kakashi would trigger a bad or sad memory, then he would apologize, and it would just start all over. It was driving him mad. Could he really put up with this. He crept into her home one late Saturday evening, and sneaked into her room. She was sitting up, staring out the window.

"I'm home," he whispered. "But not for long," the smile that'd etched itself along Sakura's lips disappeared, and was replaced by a frown. "Tsunade gave me a long term mission…"

"How long?" she asked, getting out of bed and going over to hug him.

"She says it should take, more or less doesn't matter, about six months," she cringed, and tears sprung to her eyes.

"I won't be able to see you for six months?!" she cried, beginning to pound on his back lightly.

"I'm sorry. I can't refuse the Hokage…" he whispered.

"When do you have to leave?" she whispered.

"Four in the morning," she glanced at her clock. It was three.

"Stay with me for a while. I want… to go… farther…" she blushed at her own words, and he smiled.

"Then farther we shall got," he grinned and caught her lips with his, leading her over to the bed, letting his hand slip up her shirt. She gasped when one of his cold hands came in contact with her nipple, which gave him a very good opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth. Kakashi was rather glad that she was wearing a button up shirt. With one hand he unbuttoned her, with the other he was teasing her with slight pushes in all the right places.

"Ah!" Sakura squeaked, breaking the kiss as Kakashi's thumb rubbed against her womanhood. He grinned, whispering sweat nothings into her ear as he began to slip her pants off. "Hey!" she stopped him when her pants were at her knees. "You get to strip me naked when you still have all your clothes on?!" she cried. 'Unfair!' was written in her pouting expression.

"Sorry, babe," he rubbed the back of his head sheepishly, glancing at the clock and throwing her pants on the ground. He sat back on his heels, tugging off his shirt. "Happy?" he asked, watching her gray/turquoise eyes ran over his chest. She blushed slightly.

"No," she was still pouting, but he smashed his lips with hers again, searching for anything that tasted like Haruno Sakura. He glanced over at the clock, broke the kiss and swore.

"Sorry, love. This is as far as we can get. It's almost four," she frowned, and sat up to take him into one last kiss. No tongue, just sweet and passionate lip against lip. And with that, he dressed in his jounnin uniform and was off. Sakura sighed, buttoning her shirt back up, not bothering to put her pants back on. She stared out the window.

Four months passed, and Haruno Sakura would still sit in her room, waiting for the love of her life. A knock came to her door one rainy Thursday afternoon, and she answered it. An ANBU was at her door. She knew he was from Kakashi's team, and she bit her lip.

"I'm sorry… Haruno-san. Hatake is dead." Tears sprung to her eyes and she cried out, crumpling to the ground and sobbing. "He wanted you to have this," she looked up at the ANBU, who was now kneeling beside her. He handed her a piece of paper and a package, and then he left. She shut the door and sat there on her floor. She read the paper. It was a letter, telling about his mission so far. Fifteen times did he apologize for being gone. Twenty times did he say I miss you. Twenty-five times did he say I love you. In the package was his clothing and some other of his precious belongings.

"Why'd you have to go?" she whispered, hugging his clothes.

You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go oh, oh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah

Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin' I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Don't try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way

Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
I've got you in my pants I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head, get off of my bed, yeah that's what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl

The one who, throws it all away

This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away

Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway