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I'm shaking---- Phil-sensei is gonna die!!!! -wails- Poor little lizard. My poor cosplaying bearded dragon Phil is gonna die and I'm gonna cry, wait I'm already crying... He's such a jerk, he's mean to me when he's living and now he's gonna go and die and make me cry and now I'm going to have a Gai-Sensei costume for a dead dragon.. ;; He goes to school with me, anime conventions, movies, and now at 12:49 pm on Tuesday the 8th of August 2006 my love Phil-sensei Died
I dedicated chapter 9 to Phil, I'll never forget you little Jerk...
Chapter 9: R.I.P Phil
If I could turn back timeRoxas cringed hearing Xemnas's voice but tried not to show it as he walked into the room. "You wanted me?" Roxas asked walking in shutting the door."I heard what you said to Axel.. Good show!"
"How'd you---"
"I was watching you..."
"You were---""Yeah-- Don't worry about it, I don't always watch you, I was just making sure you weren't breaking the rules of our agreement.." Xemnas chimed as if that made it normal."Oh, is that all you wanted?" Roxas asked nervously as he turned to leave. "No, not really. I know you're upset, stay? You shouldn't be alone."
"Fine--" Roxas spat walking over to Xemnas honestly he wanted to yell at him and tell him he was better off alone then being stuck in a room with him, but he decided he knew better than that.
"Come here.." Xemnas cooed holding his hand out to Roxas. Roxas looked down at the hand Xemnas was holding out to him, and found himself starting to shake. He was sure he was about to start crying again. "It's okay Pet..." Xemnas cooed standing up and pulling Roxas in for a hug. Roxas hid his face in Xemnas's chest still trying not to cry. He really just wanted to back to Axel."Sit?" Xemnas asked without giving him a chance to answer as he sat down pulling Roxas into his lap. Roxas continued sulking as Xemnas did his best to comfort him. Sad for them both Xemnas's comforting only seemed to make Roxas feel worse, and soon he was crying silently as he continued to hide his face in Xemnas's shoulder. Xemnas started to feel the tears soaking through his cloak and frowned making Roxas look up at him.
"Don't cry little one, I promise it won't be so bad, it's not like you could have been in love with Axel right? Don't forget you don't have a heart, I'm sure I can make you feel better than Axel ever could if you'll just let me..."Roxas looked away from Xemnas even though he was still holding his chin in his hand and sniffled a little.
"Can it wait until the morning? I'm tired... I just want to go to sleep..."
"It can wait, but I think you should stay here tonight, I'd hate to see you cry yourself asleep alone..." Roxas didn't answer because Xemnas didn't give him a chance to. He stood up picking Roxas up bridal style and carried him over to the bed where he set him down. He kicked off his own boots before sitting on the bed and pulling off Roxas'. Roxas didn't move he didn't care anymore, he might as well get used to Xemnas being around he didn't have much of a choice.Xemnas took off Roxas's coat before taking off his own he decided despite pants being uncomfortable he'd let Roxas keep his on so he didn't have a heart attack. He crawled into bed pulling Roxas close to him.
"Don't worry I won't ever hurt you again. I'm sorry about the other night, I didn't want it to be like that but you didn't give me much of a choice..."Roxas turned away from Xemnas glaring at the wall letting Xemnas spoon with him, but only because he was sure he'd regret it if he pulled away completely. He sighed closing his eyes thinking about what Axel was doing, he felt bad about hurting him like that, but he'd be okay right? Everyone said they didn't have hearts right so, this wasn't so bad right?
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Axel whimpered as Saix pulled away looking down at him holding onto the red head's zipper.
"You're sure you want this?" Saix asked giving Axel one last chance to back out, because if he let him go further than this, he wouldn't be able to just stop.
"I'm sure.. Make me forget?" Saix didn't wait for him to say anything else and didn't him any kind of answer he just unzipped Axel's coat and let it slip off onto the floor. After the pesky jacket was removed Saix leaned in biting Axel's neck rather hard before sucking away the pain, leaving a rather large dark mark next to Roxas's little love bites. Axel moaned moving with Saix as he backed over to his bed. Axel brought his hand between them and undid Saix's jacket letting it slip off him before moving so he could kiss Saix's lips again. Saix brought his hand up to play with Axel's hair as he turned the around so he could lay Axel out on the bed. Once Axel was on the bed he crawled in on top of him pulling them both up further onto the bed. Saix moved over to suck on Axel's ear.
"Things will get better kid, I promise. Seeing you cry, I don't know what it makes me feel, but it makes me want to make it stop. This is only going to make things worse, you don't want this..." Saix whispered in Axel's ear before pushing himself up with his hands on either side of Axel's head looking down at him. Axel swallowed hard and looked up at him.
"But--"
"But nothing, I don't want you to regret this, if I can't change Xemnas's mind and you can't get Roxas back then .. and only then I'll be with you if you still want to forget."
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"What was that?" Xaldin asked getting in a defensive stance, "Did you hear that?" he asked turning to Demyx who looked horrified.
"Hear what?" Demyx asked trying to think of someway to cover for Zexion.
"That voice it kinda sounded like---"
"I didn't hear anything..." Demyx cooed leaning back on the counter shifting in a subliminally seductive way. Xaldin smirked as he walked over in between Demyx's legs putting his hands on his thighs.
"God you're cute..." Xaldin informed him as he leaned in rather close to his neck. Demyx tensed up looking up at the ceiling. He closed his eyes mouthing the words 'I'm Sorry, I love you'
Zexion's heart broke as he looked down and saw this. He knew it was his fault Demyx was willingly let Xaldin suck on his neck if he would have kept his mouth shut maybe Demyx would have gotten away. Demyx's top ramen started boiling over and Xaldin leaned over and turned off the burner before turning his attention back to Demyx, "Come with me?"
"But I'm hungry!!" Demyx whined looking at the pan that was still boiling.
"I'll feed you after, real food, not top ramen. I don't see how you can eat that stuff.."
"But, I'm hungry now---"
"Come on!" Xaldin cooed pulling on his hands. "It'll cheer you up!"
"I don't need cheering up!"
"COME ON!" Xaldin spat angrily
"I don't want to I'm hungry!" Demyx whimpered
"WOULD YOU LEAVE HIM ALONE?!? HE SAID NO!!!!!!!!" Zexion yelled once again ignoring the fact that he was probably going to make things worse by doing so.
"I swear I just heard something? Did you hear that?"
"I didn't hear anything.." Xaldin looked around nervously.
"You don't hear Zexion?"
"No! Is this some kind of sick joke to you?" Demyx asked hoping off the counter and staring at Xaldin.
"No, I really thought I..."
"Fuck you!" Demyx spat running off down the hallway leaving the top ramen and the beer. He ran all the way back to his room with out looking back and locked himself in side, in no mood to deal with a creepy old man right now. Even if said old man wasn't that much older than him, it was still creepy and he still loved Zexion. Demyx whimpered as his stomach growled and he fell back on the bed pouting."I'm sorry I love you..." Zexion whispered.
"God that's creepy!" Demyx spat looking around the room that Zexion wasn't in but he could hear him talking in.
"Sorry..."
"It's okay I love you, and thanks for standing up for me!"
"Of course--"
"Dem let me in, I'm sorry, Let me give you a proper apology.." came a voice from outside the door.
"Um, I'm gonna go to sleep..."
"But--"
"Tomorrow?" Demyx proposed even though he didn't mean it, he just wanted Xaldin to go away.
"Really!"
"If I have to..." Demyx groaned
"Tomorrow!" Demyx sighed as he felt steps retreating from the door.
"Zexy can I come to you?"
"You're gonna get me caught..."
"I miss you!"
"Fine" Zexion groaned calling up a portal in Demyx's room for him.
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"I want it please? I won't regret it. What difference will it make? Roxas doesn't have to know... Just please.. Don't stop..." Axel begged bringing his hand up to stroke Saix's cheek.
"Fine, but don't hate me for it, I warned you, you would regret it.. "
"I won't hate you, please.. I need this, I need you!" Saix shook his head and sighed leaning in, he hated to see Axel acting so, so strange. He'd never seen him this vulnerable before, but he couldn't say no to him. He seemed sincere enough in his pleas, but Saix knew tomorrow he had to make things right.Saix sighed closing his eyes as he leaned in claiming Axel's lips again. He still felt bad, but making Axel happy seemed to be the only thing on his mind as he pulled himself away from the kiss and licked and nipped his way across the younger nobodies jawbone. Axel whimpered tilting his head to the side to give Saix more room.
"Thank you.." Axel whispered as his hand tangled itself in Saix's hair while the other explored his back tracing every muscular curve.Saix smirked against Axel's neck giving him a hard bite again this time accidentally drawing a bit of blood causing him to cry out..
"Mm Sorry kid.." he whispered sucking away the pain and the little trickle of blood that escaped the wound.
"Mmmm Don't be..." Axel moaned arching his back a bit. Saix smirked as his hands started making their way down Axel's sides to his pants. His mouth quickly followed suit licking and nipping his way down the center of Axel's chest. Axel let out random squeals and moans whimpering slightly willing himself to pretend this was Roxas touching him, although he was almost positive Roxas would never be the dominant one in their relationship. His thoughts of Roxas were cut short as he felt a pair of strong hands ridding him of his tight pants and a warm mouth consuming one of his nipples nibbling and sucking lightly. Saix was pretty good at this, sure he'd rather it was his honey bear, but Saix was pretty good in bed he'd admit it.. Saix sucked and licked his way back down Axel's chest letting his tongue dip into his belly button making the red head whimper a bit more.
"Talk to me?"
"Huh?" Axel asked in a moan as he broke slightly from the daze he was in.
"What do you want? Tell me..."
"Be rougher, all this sweet shit reminds me of Blondie, I thought I told you to make me forget him.." Axel smirked unsure what else he could tell Saix, but what was truly running through his mind.
"As you wish kid, but when you can't walk for a week, don't blame me.." Saix whispered snickering slightly into Axel's ear. Axel squealed slightly when he felt Saix's teeth sinking into the soft flesh of his neck, it hurt like hell, but at the same time it was strangely satisfying. As he continued to bite Axel and make him cry out Saix went about removing his own pants leaving only their boxers between them. He started grinding their erections together through the offending articles of clothing, but the boxers weren't enough to keep Axel from moaning rather loudly.
Saix took Axel's screams as a cue to take it a step further he slipped his hands down and pushed Axel's boxers down far enough for him to kick them off, which Axel did almost immediately. Before Saix could move to take off his own boxers Axel was doing it for him. It was not long before the both of them were nude and grinding into each other again. Axel was moaning, Saix was growling lightly under his breath hating himself for being so nice he had decided he'd just leave it at this, and maybe Axel would get off then fall asleep then he could go deal with Xemnas, he knew Axel didn't know what he was really asking for. Even if Axel was really hot, and had him completely turned on, Saix wasn't one to take advantage of someone, he liked a challenge.Axel was getting really close, and didn't think he would last much longer. He hadn't really noticed things weren't going quite as he expected until he was about to cum all over both of them.
"Oh god, what are you doing FUCK ME!"
"Huh?" Saix asked a little surprised by Axel's sudden outburst. "Shut up..."
"Please.."
"No, will you just go with it kid, I told you I'm not gonna fuck you unless I know for sure I can't have Xemnas.." Saix growled grinding into Axel harder. Sure that's what he said but what he had meant was he wasn't going to fuck him until he was sure Axel didn't have a chance with Roxas, but details.. who needs 'em?
"Fuck Xemnas, he already took Roxas from me, just let me have this, I need it, I need you!" Saix rolled his eyes with a heavy sigh as he leaned in and bit Axel's neck hard again to shut him up.As soon as Axel felt Saix's teeth breaking skin again he shot his release all over the both of them. Saix moaned sucking at the the tiny wound as he growled under his breath rolling over next to Axel, sure he was still hard, but he probably wouldn't get off just rubbing up against Axel, after all he didn't have the raging hormones of a teenager like Axel did.Axel rolled over with a heavy sigh resting his head on Saix's chest tracing his finger over a scar he found there.
"You're a prick.." he whispered closing his eyes.
"I know..."
"Can I stay?" Axel asked looking up at Saix with a glint of hope in his green eyes.
"Sure.." Saix smirked sounding nonchalant even though he was really happy the Axel wanted to stay. Axel sighed kissing Saix's chest as he looked down noticing Saix was still hard. He frowned feeling kind of bad.
"Saix?"
"What?"
"Maybe this isn't so bad..."
"What isn't so bad?"
"Me and you.. I mean if Xemnas wants Roxas so bad, and well Roxas is willing to be his 'PET' " Axel spat the word Pet in an angry tone. "Maybe we should be together, Fuck Xemnas... No Fuck Roxas.. If he doesn't want me, I'll find somebody else who does.. You want me don't you?"
"You don't know what you're saying kid, but yeah of course I want you, I mean what's not to want? Do you want me?"
"Yeah..."
"Fine, we'll be together, but should we still break up Roxas and Xemnas?"
"Yeah..."
"Okay.." Saix smirked rolling Axel over so he was on top of the red head again. "Then I'm going to make you mine.. I don't mind you being with other people, but I'd rather you were just mine."
"I'm all yours if you'll take me..."Saix smiled, really smiled, as he brought his fingers up to Axel's lips. Axel sucked on Saix's fingers coating them completely in spit before letting them slip out. Saix moaned lightly at the loss but leaned in and claimed Axel's lips in a kinda sweet kiss as his finger found it's way down to his entrance and started preparing him. Axel whimpered into the kiss, sure he'd had sex quite a few times even before Roxas, but he'd never been on this side before, it kinda hurt, but not to bad it was more awkward, but he knew it got better, because people liked it way to much for it to not get better. Saix distracted Axel as best he could deepening the kiss as he searched around for that sweet spot. It didn't take long for him to find it and make Axel moan loudly into the kiss. He smirked pulling away from Axel's mouth and sucked on his neck as he let the second finger slip in moving them both in and out a couple times hitting that spot before he started scissoring his fingers making Axel whimper as he let out a strangled moan. Saix stuck in the third finger pumping a few more times trying to be sure the red head was read for him, he didn't want to hurt him, even though he'd honestly never worried about anyone half as much as he worrying about Axel. Maybe it was because they both helped each other when they need help the most? Saix didn't think about it for to long before he pulled his fingers out of Axel and positioned himself at his entrance. Axel whimpered at the loss relaxing as much as he could as he spread his legs a little more. Saix slipped his way in slowly watching Axel's face contort in discomfort and frowned as he leaned in and licked Axel's cheek. He smirked as Axel opened his eyes and smiled slightly. Axel licked him back, giving Saix the okay to start moving, sure it hurt, but he was a tough guy...Axel moaned letting his eyes slip closed.
"Faster..."Saix smirked as he did as he was told, pumping in and out of Axel at a faster pace than Axel had actually expected making him moan loudly. Saix was moving so fast the bed started shaking and Axel could feel his head lightly knocking against the headboard but at the moment he could care less he reached down to start pumping his own erection, but was beaten to it by one of Saix's hands. Saix kept one hand on Axel's hip while the other pumped his erection. He growled because he couldn't pump him fast enough at that angle, sure it could have worked, but he didn't like making things work he liked them the way he wanted them and right now he wanted Axe on his knees. He pulled out of Axel Making the younger nobody squeal in disappointment.
"What are you doing?" Axel panted opening his eyes and looking up at Saix.
"Get up.." Saix moaned looking down at him.
"Huh?"
"Just do it! Get up on your knees."
"OH! Okay.." Axel said coming to the realization that this wasn't a bad thing, he'd thought he meant get up and leave. Axel did as he was told and got up on his knees and looked over his shoulder at Saix. "Like this?"
"Yes!" Saix growled lustfully as he crawled over and stood up next to the bed, "but over here..."
Axel cocked his head a bit confused as to why, but did it anyways. "Better?"
"Better..." Saix cooed positioning himself to enter Axel again as he leaned in kissing his back. Saix pushed back into him and started out slow to get Axel used to it again before he started pumping in and out of him even faster than he was before. It was about this time Axel realized why Saix wanted to do it over here, he was standing so he could go faster-- his thoughts were cut off as he felt his arms giving out on him. He let his head fall onto the bed as he felt Saix's hand wrapping around his erection again. This time Saix had no trouble pumping Axel in time with his thrusts and it wasn't long before Axel found his release for the second time that night all over Saix's comforter. Saix moaned as he felt Axel's seed all over his hand and thrust into him a couple more times before he found his release deep inside Axel and collapsed hall on top of Axel. He kissed the back of his neck a couple times.
Axel moaned a whimpery moan as Saix pulled out and he felt his release dripping down the back of his thigh. Saix rolled Axel over and picked him up letting Axel wrap his arms around his neck before he got back into bed crawling under the blankets with Axel still in his arms.
"I could get used to this.." Saix whispered sucking on Axel's earlobe."Mhmmm" Axel moaned as his eyes slipped closed.Saix pulled Axel a bit closer before rolling over on his side so Axel wasn't on top of him anymore, but he was still holding him. He really could get used to this, with Xemnas he always had to be on bottom, but this whole role reversal thing, he could definatly deal with this... Axel was actually thinking the same thing, sure it was nice to screw Roxas's brains, out, but he couldn't remember the last time he felt this good, maybe things could be okay with him and Saix after all?Before long the were both sleeping rather peacefully despite being sticky and sweaty it the best sleep either of them had, had in days.
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Demyx walked through the portal and this time actually made it through the portal and walked out the other end and there he was back in the weird computer room.
"Guess who?" Someone asked holding their hands over Demyx's eyes.
"I wonder..."
"You're no fun Demy!" Zexion pouted turning Demyx around and claiming his lips in a sweet kiss. Demyx kissed him back before pulling away smiling.
"You almost got yourself caught tonight Dumb ass..."
"Yeah and you almost got yourself raped Mr. Fine I'll Drink With You, "
"I'm not that much of a lightweight..."
"But if I remember correctly you are a pretty freaking affectionate drunk..."
"Only with you, but I'm always affectionate with you.. I can't help it, you're to hot! I can't keep my hands off of you.. It's your fault."
"You're hot too, that's why you can't walk through a castle full of gay older men with no feelings of regret half naked..."
"You're right, Sorry Zexy I won't do it again..."
"Good, I love you I'd hate to see someone hurt you..."
"Yeah, like Xemnas hurt Roxas..."
"Xemnas hurt Roxas?" Zexion asked more than a little shocked, sure he knew he wanted him, but--
"Yeah, he raped him! When you guys were gone.. I had to stay with him 'til Axel got back..."
"Are they okay?"
"Yeah, still being all lovey dovey last time I checked.. They're cute together don't you think?" Demyx beamed
"Yeah, hey you should ask Axel about me sometime, see if he's still up for our plan..."
"I will in the morning maybe we can get out soon?"
"I hope, are you staying the night?"
"If you'll let me..." Demyx cooed leaning in kissing Zexion's neck.
"You can stay, but we have to get up early in case someone comes looking for you..."
"Good! I love you, let's go to bed!"
"Alright.." Zexion chimed walking them over to him makeshift bed of pillows and such as he took off his jacket and pants. He crawled into bed in his boxers and motioned for Demyx to follow. Demyx smiled pushing off his pajama pants before crawling into the bed.
"G'night Demy!" Zexion cooed, pulling Demyx into his arms. "Love you.."
"I love you too Zexy good night.." Demyx whispered yawning against Zexion's chest as he let his eyes slip closed. Zexion lightly stroked Demyx's back until he fell asleep. Demyx fell asleep before Zexion as usual, but Zexion didn't mind he just lay there holding him tight until he was tired enough to actually fall asleep.
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I bet you're wondering why Saix and Axel are all close and junk? Because someone's gonna screw that up of course.. I mean Axel and Saix are like mortal enemies, and you turn out being better enemies if you were lovers at some point.. I have a few ideas for who ruins it and how they do it, but we'll just have to wait and see what I do..These next few chapters are gonna be really angsty I'll probably write them all soon, like really soon, the story will be over before September I promise!