A Fathers bonds

By: Zuki chan 13

Author's notes: it may seem like Suzuki is dead, but trust me, she's not! She'll be okay after this chapter. Oh and my friend Sakura chica send me a review that may seem mean, but she's just kidding around with me, she's my best buddy! So don't send her a bad review when you read her first story! Or else I won't update for a very, very, long time. She is very nervous and now she's having second thoughts, so send her a nice review, but not just because I told you too! Trust me, you'll like her story! (I even haven't read it, which means it must be good!)

Disclaimer: T-T please stop asking.

(Sasuke's POV)

"Suzuki! Suzuki! Please, God no, please don't die!" I pleaded. Sakura was getting choked up as well as me.

Suzuki's grip on my hand loosened and her heartbeat stopped.

"No!" Sakura cried.

Doctors rushed in and took Suzuki out of my arms. They ordered Sakura and me to wait outside the room.

I yelled in frustration outside of the room and punched the wall.

"Sasuke." Sakura sobbed. I took her in my arms and lost control over my tears. They started to pour out.

"Sakura, Suzuki can't die. We can't lose her." I sobbed.

"What can we do Sasuke?" Sakura asked still sobbing.

"This is my entire fault. I should've never accepted that mission. She wouldn't have tried to protect me. I hate it, it's my fault!" I cried.

I let go of Sakura. "Sasuke, it's not your fault." Sakura said trying to comfort me.

"Yes it is." I said angrily. I clenched my fists and started to run. I can't stay here.

"Sasuke! Sasuke don't leave!" Sakura called out.

'I'm sorry Sakura, please forgive me' I said in my mind.

(Sakura's POV)

Sasuke can't handle this, Suzuki can't die. I fell to my knees and started to cry me heart out.

Soon I heard someone approach me. "Sakura what's wrong?" it was Ino.

"Oh Ino!" I cried. She came next to me and helped me up.

"What's wrong?" she asked.

"Suzuki is dying and Sasuke may lose his mind." I explained sadly.

"What?" Ino asked.

"Ino, if Suzuki dies, Sasuke will lose his mind. He's already blaming himself. Who knows what he could do. He might even kill himself." I said sadly.

(Sasuke's POV)

I can't believe this is happening to me. I refuse to believe it. I can't lose my only child. My priority in life, my own flesh and blood. I can't get through what my heart feels like now.

I want to escape it all, I can't believe I let this happen to me again. "Is this what I get for being in love!!?" I yelled.

"Why!? Why!?" I screamed.

I feel like I'm lost in a crowd. I just want to escape. My mind is full of memories of Suzuki. It's so painful.

I can't stop running. I now find myself in a forest. I yelled out into the sky and gathered all my chakra with a wild scream and created the chidori, I screamed out and hit the tree.

This isn't helping me cope with my pain. I screamed even louder and the fell to my knees. My hands are trembling.

I fell against a tree. The lighting from my attack set the tree above me on fire. I can't believe this is happening to me. Suzuki is dying right now and Sakura is probably crying her heart out, and I am just here.

How could I let Suzuki do that? She threw herself in front of me. She gave her life away, all for me, when my purpose in life is too protect her. I failed her, instead of me it was her. Damnit! I didn't want this!

Now if Suzuki dies I will have to live with the fact that because of me, my daughter was sent to her grave. All because of me, my damn worthless life! I can't live with that kind of guilt. I'll go insane. My life will be worthless without Suzuki. I hate it! I hate myself!

I grabbed my kunai, I will kill myself. I refuse to live without my daughter. I refuse to live with the terrible guilt.

Right when I was about to stab myself, I heard a voice in my head.

'Oto-san don't!' it cried.

"Suzuki?" I asked.

'You can't kill yourself over me. You say your life will be worthless without me, but what about Oka-chan? What about her feelings?' Suzuki said.

She's right, I can't do this to Sakura, and it'll kill her. She's already trying to cope with the idea that Suzuki is dying, what good will it do if she knows that I killed myself? I love her, and I don't want her to suffer with two loses. Why was I so selfish? Sakura would die without Suzuki and me. I can't do this to her.

I stood up and started to walk back towards the hospital.

"Arigatou Suzuki." I mumbled.

When I got back I saw Sakura sitting in a chair next to Ino.

"What if Sasuke tries to kill himself?" she asked.

"I won't." I answered. She turned around and saw me.

"Sasuke-kun!" she cried. She ran up to me and I embraced her tightly.

"I wouldn't do that to you Sakura, I'm going to be here, with you." I said.

"Sasuke" she whispered and cried in my chest.

After a while a doctor came out from the room.

"I have some news." He said

"What is it?" I asked

"Will she be okay?" Sakura asked.

"Yes, she's going to be okay. She'll live." He said.

My heart lifted in joy. I'm so relieved

"But she's going to be knocked out for a couple of days. But she will wake up." The doctor explained.

"Can we see her?" I asked.

"Yes."

Author's notes: see? I told you Suzuki would be okay! But I have to admit that I almost cried when I wrote this and the previous chapters, I thought it was very sad, and it is! Well I'll update soon!! See ya! 