Guess what everyone? I STARTED THE SEQUEL TO A CCS FANFIC OH YEAH!!! I've been writing stuff about bands and what not for a while now and you have no idea how many pages I've accumulated. hahaha. I estimated how many pages I'd written in total (which is over the past 3 years) and I came up with around 1000. Yes you read it right, one thousand. I spend too much time writing and not enough on school. Most likely I should be a fiction writer but I want to be a fashion designer. Weird eh? haha.

So yeah...just letting you guys know what's going on with the other story: )

And if I didn't reply to your review...it was most likely because there wasn't really anything i could say back (and i didn't have a lot of time). So if you want me to reply back, say something worth replying to and not just, "omg ur story iz lyke...UHMAZINGGG!" because those are really annoying and what do you want me to say back to that? Thanks? haha, write something intelligable and ill respond accordingly.

DISCLAIMER: I don't own CCS, but I own the plot. If you steal it I will pour red wine on all of your white clothing. HAH.

p.s. turning 17 in about 13 days. YEAH MAN!!!

Chapter 8: Let It Out…

Sakura woke up a few hours later, her head was pounding miserably. She looked at her surroundings; she was back in Moriyama's bed under the covers.

The curtains had been drawn to where the sun wouldn't shine on her. She was about to sit up, but she remembered earlier. "What happened?" she whispered to herself as she brought her hand out from under the covers and to massage her forehead. "What's the last thing you remember Sakura? Come on!!" she said mentally to herself, placing the side of her balled of fist on her head.

"I was…in the...phone room…no, I was on the balcony." She said clenching her eyes shut. "I was thinking about something…but what?" she opened her eyes and looked at the ceiling. She knew it was impossible for the answer to be on the ceiling, but it would have been convenient.

"Syaoran…" she suddenly realized. "I was thinking about Syaoran!" she flailed her hand lightly in front of her as if she was trying to explain it to someone.

"Syaoran…" she said aloud to herself. The silence seemed to worsen tenfold.

Her thoughts went back to that last day with him. She could remember the smell of the cherry blossom petals falling around them. It had been a picturesque day, but not a picturesque moment at all. She hadn't even cried when he left and to this day she had no idea why.

She sat up a little bit, but even moving made her head pound harder. She sunk back down and turned onto her side. She felt very sore for some reason."Great, now what happened to me?" she sighed as she turned back over to alleviate the pain.

"You passed out and fell onto a concrete surface!" Moriyama laughed as he shut the door.

"You're supposed to knock!" she said trying to sound annoyed.

"My room." He smiled as he walked over to her.

"Then why am I in here?" she said smirking.

"I don't know…why ARE you in here?" he said sounding as if he had had a small epiphany. "Get out of my room!!" he laughed, pulling the covers off of her.

"Hey!!" she sat up, to her dismay to retrieve the warmth of the covers, but this made her head feel like it was going to crack open.

"Hoooeee…" she moaned as she fell forward onto her stomach.

"Have you not learned not to sit up while you head is pounding immensely? Or do you just think that won't happen to you?" he laughed as he leaned over onto his stomach and lie down beside her.

"Shut up!!" she groaned as she buried her face in the covers. "So how's your head?" she mumbled into the covers to him.

"What??" he asked leaning up onto his arms.

She pulled the covers away from her face and looked at him, "I said, So how's your head?" she repeated clearly for him and let the covers cover her face again.

"Fine…I took a few aspirin and slept for about an hour." He said as a matter-of-factly.

"Uuurrgh…" she huffed heavily.

"That was attractive!" he laughed heartily.

"I wasn't trying to be!" she pulled the covers down again.

"Well, I suppose you can make up for that in other ways." He realized this was a big mistake to say right after he finished his last word.

She lifted herself up, her headache momentarily gone, "What?!" she said loudly.

"Er-!" he sat back quickly and cleared his throat. "Sorry, nothing." He looked at the floor nervously.

"Can you please leave for a little while?" she said sitting up slowly and then standing, facing the curtains on the glass doors.

"Sakura, look I said I-"

"I know…but, I want to be alone a while...and I want to take a shower." She walked around the bed to where the bathroom door was.

"Oh! Yeah, sure." He said standing up. "The towels are in the closet." He said as he opened the door and walked out. He closed the door lightly behind him.

"Dangit!!" she exhaled sharply. "Why did I have to do that?" she stomped her foot and then walked into the bathroom, feeling mad at herself.

She took the sweatshirt off to reveal her white undershirt. She looked more tan than usual, perhaps because of the increasing cheerleading practices for State that were a few months away.

She found a brush and brushed through her hair before taking everything else off and getting a towel. She stepped into the shower and turned the water on. It was so warm.

She stepped under the water and let the water pour down onto her head, soaking her hair and the rest of her. It always felt so relaxing to stand under warm water and let it stream down her body.

She washed her hair with some regular shampoo she found and then stood back under the water. She suddenly remembered that she would have to go home again. "Why do I always have to have something dreadful ahead of me…" she said sadly and turned to face the water.

The warmth sent chills down her spine, a familiar sensation that Syaoran had once given her whenever he had been near her. "Syaoran…I miss you so much…" she cried softly as she brought her clasped hands up under her chin.

She came out of the shower about 30 minutes later, feeling extremely refreshed for some reason. She decided not to worry about going home until she actually had to.

She had put her clothes back on and went at drying her hair with the towel. After a few minutes of vigorous rubbing, her hair was indeed dry, but when she saw it in the mirror, she laughed. "That is very sheik!" she laughed to herself.

This humor seemed to stay with her as she brushed her hair again. She practically bounced out of the bathroom and knocked into Moriyama.

She would have fallen backwards, had he not grabbed her arms. "Mori-…Moriyama, sorry!" she said blinking rapidly. "I guess I didn't see you!" she blushed as she smiled lightly.

"I guess you didn't!" he said as if he was trying to sound amused.

"Look Moriyama…I'm sorry about earlier." She held one arm with the opposite hand. "I just…you just-no, it wasn't you." She shook her head. "I just haven't been able to get close with guys I haven't already been close with and…you and I just…" she struggled to find the right words.

"It's okay, you don't have to explain." He gave her a small, but genuine smile.

"I feel that I have to though." She looked down at the floor, feeling guilty.

"But you don't Sakura!" he said lifting her head up with his hand on the side of her face so that he could look her square in the eye.

For some odd reason, Sakura could swear she was looking into Syaoran's eyes, except that they were blue. She blinked and took a breath in.

He was very handsome, she couldn't say he wasn't or she'd be flat out lying.

Moriyama felt as though he was being pushed to her, but he knew it wasn't right. His mind was telling his hand to drop away from her soft, beautiful face, but it didn't want to. It seemed to be doing the opposite.

He was pulling her towards him…Her eyes were closing…His head was leaning to the side…They could feel each the others' breath on their faces.

His mind was screaming against it, but his heart couldn't bear this cruel, tormenting pain that was raging inside of it.

She felt him pulling her towards him and her eyes were closing. She knew she should never have even allowed herself into this situation, but he just seemed to have the effect Syaoran had on her.

She could feel his breath on her cheeks; it was so sweet and warm. She could sense his lips mere centimeters away from hers.

(A/N: Guys, don't shoot me for this. You won't get the next chapters if you do, haha)

They both went into ecstasy from the moment their lips connected. This was something she hadn't felt in years and he had been longing for ever since the moment he had even perhaps seen her.

Her arms went around him, he was so warm. His arms found their way down onto her back and they slid down to the small curve in her back.

Their hearts and minds were both racing as they kissed each other.

Sakura could feel in her heart how wrong this was, that she was kissing another man, but the feeling in her head and stomach surpassed that guilt of her heart. Something was reminding her of Syaoran in the back of her head, but she tried not to acknowledge it.

His hand had found its way under her sweatshirt onto her bare skin on her back. She felt a surge of desire, but she had to drive it away, she could never do that with him.

The thought of Syaoran crept back into her mind again and this time, she did react, but not how she thought she would. Silent tears began to stream down her tan skin.

She sobbed inside of herself and tried to cover it up with a deep breath.

"Sakura…" he managed to get out, "What're we…doing?" he breathed heavily as he pulled a little bit away from her. He saw the tears on her face. "How long were you crying?" he embraced her tightly as she tried to wipe the tears away to keep him from noticing.

She couldn't answer; she was trying too hard not to let it all come out. "I'm so sorry!!" she cried out as the tears began to come out again.

"Sakura, this was my fault! You shouldn't think of apologizing, I am the one who should be apologizing!" he held her close to him as if someone was trying to take her away.

He felt himself crying. He blinked the tears in his eyes away hard and then wiped them off with the back of his sleeve. He put his arm back around her and began to rock her back and forth slowly.

The rest of that day went slow, yet fast for the both of them. Sakura felt that she had cried more than her soul out. She had cried for everything wrong she had ever known. She cried for what she had just done, for Syaoran, for her family, for her friends, for Moriiyama, and she cried out all the tears that had been bursting to come out since Syaoran had left.

Moriiyama had moved her back onto his bed and put the covers over her. He made to leave, but she grabbed his hand and pleaded for him to stay.

He knew he should have left so nothing like that would happen again, but at the same time if he left he knew he would be abandoning her.

He lay back behind her and put his arms around her. She turned over suddenly and buried her head into his chest.

His heart felt like it had been dropped off of a cliff at that moment. He couldn't bear to see her like this, knowing just what could comfort her.

She fell asleep in his arms after crying a few more tears.

He soon fell asleep to the sound of her breathing and the last thing he saw was the pink sky outside and the sun casting its brilliantly orange light over the Earth.

Yeah I know some of you are most likely fuming at me for what I wrote but you know what??? That's how I wrote it. Yeah it's just a tad cliche but I am cliche. Even saying I'm cliche is cliche, know what I'm saying? So yes...dislike me strongly if you will, but please don't stop reading JUST because of this. That would be a little mean, ya know? Plus you'll miss everything else after this that happens, hehehehe.

Again...I have no clue what happens after this -sigh- I just wrote this way too long ago to remember it, hahaha.

For those of you who read A CCS Fanfic, would you rather wait for me to write a lot more (i only have 1 1/2 chapters as of now) or just have me post what i've written? keep in mind that if i do that i won't have ANYTHING else to post and i don't want to start it and then keep you guys waiting around for more for a long time. ultimately its your choice.

be cool, ROCK THE VOTE. haha.

ShiningStarr
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