MISSUNDERSTOOD

Chapter 8: leaving the past behind

Two weeks later………

"Oh for real, thanks a whole punch!" Kagome shouted as she stood up hugging her mom tightly.

"Now I would gratefully be leaving here and on my own!" she shouted hyper like jumping around.

"um…..Kagome since I know you're going to live alone and everything but don't forget the deal I made with you, I hired a couple people to live there with you remember, and since you're my daughter and I have halve the right to hire someone at our company I want to hire you to work there until you can't anymore" her mom smiled at her daughter at her wise decision.

"Thanks mom I can't tell you how much I appreciate that, but of course I'll be working the one in Tokyo country right?" she looked at her mom with her head a little titled to the side with an eye brow raised as in -yes?-.

"Yep, and I want you to enjoy yourself okay and one thing I want you to stay safe okay honey?" Kagome smiled at her mom and hugged her again only to get the urge to throw up again.

"Gotta go mom!" she let go of the hug and ran to the kitchen. Kagome held her stomach as she felt her hair being pulled back.

"You okay now sis?" she looked up to see her brother smiling at her.

"Yep……..not so sure now" she said as she let go of another mouthful of vomit.

"ha" that's all Souta could do actually he was kinda getting use to this Kagome, she was hyper except the fact that she ate disgusting things and vomited all the time she was just fine. They messed around the house a lot and played games until they were tired, when she was going out with InuYasha though she was hardly home and she kinda missed her sometimes.

"Now I'm positive I'm done" she said as she stood up.

"Kag why are you leaving? Can I please come and stay with you for this summer?" he put on his puppy dog face and looked at his sister knowing she wouldn't refuse he almost smiled when her face become soft.

"Only this summer other than that you're going to stay here with mama and jii-chan" Souta nodded his head in agreement.

"so do I pack today?" he asked when he was halve way to his room." yeah, I'm leaving tomorrow…….ha I mean we're leaving tomorrow, mom is it okay if Souta com with me for the rest of the summer?" she turned to her mom who was now writing something down in her clip board.

"Yeah, sure, just as long as father's here with me anyways I have full time at work this whole summer" Kag smile at her mom as she walked to her room throwing herself on her bed and putting her hand on her stomach.

" I'm pregnant" she said out loud as if to hear herself and believe it " and the father is out fooling with another woman" at the thought of that she felt tears come to here eyes rolling down to her ears. She sniffed whipped them away almost laughing at her self.

" I was stupid from the beginning, to believe that he cared about me, I mean yeah he acted like he did but he was always messing around with her and I didn't see it" more tears rolled down to her ears. She couldn't help it, she's been acting happy but really every day it was like she was tied to a rock around her waist and had to pull it along every where she went. Every single day was like living in hell a miserable hell that she always had to hide her feelings in order to survive. Having fun with Souta on days he wasn't fooling with his friends were fun, that was about the only thing that moved the miserable days a little, faster than normal, but when he was out with his friends or something she always locked herself In her room trying to forget him. That day she had seen him and Kikyo she didn't know what to feel, she felt so broken that it was hard trying to act happy around him with his new girlfriend. Instead she had ran to Sesshomaru, she knew trying to act all nice to Sesshy would made InuYasha mad and at the end she had kinda felt good for getting him back. But it wasn't the same; it didn't change the crying every night and the pain look in her eyes or in her chest when the images of him and Kikyo in bed change. It was still the same, the pain the crying and more pain that she thought a human can never feel was there. Not hearing his voice killed her not having him always by her made her feel broken inside, sometimes she thought about just doing suicide but then what would happen to their kid? he/she would die too, the first time that thought ever entered her mind she quickly got ride of it telling herself 'dieing isn't the answer' even thought she felt like she had dies that day at the party at his house for graduation, she still felt that there was hope. Her only hope was to run away from the past and let it stay there. Running from the past would solve everything. She would start a new live by herself where there would be no one bothering her. At the thought of that she would always smile a sad smile, but even thought if she ran away that still wouldn't solve anything.

"Kagome! Sango's on the phone!" she heard her mom shout "I'm off to work!" she picked up the phone that was placed in her night stand and pressed it against her ear.

"Kagome why are you moving I still don't get it" Sango's voice was concerned.

"If I tell you promise me you will not tell your pervert! Pease Sango I need to trust you with this" Sango took a sigh before answering a yes to her friend.

"Sango I nee you to pinky promise me that you will not tell anyone" Kagome said knowing that Miroku could figure her out anytime and it was really easy to figure her out.

"Okay I pinky promise but please forgive if it slips by accident" she said before Kagome could say another word.

"By accident only Sango if you tell I'll get really, really mad at you" Sango giggled at her friend and agreed.

"Okay, so wass up" Kagome told her everything from pregnancy and all the way to moving out and why.

"Awe Kag you don't have to move because he was being a jerk" Sango reasoned.

"Sango I can't bare to see him with Kikyo and you know how he always messed with her in school and what I think now can't be helped at all" tears started forming in her eyes

"Kag you better not be crying about this, he doesn't deserve you he's big jerk" Sango said trying to comfort her.

"Thanks come over tomorrow I'm leaving then okay?" Kag smiled as her friend agreed hyper like.

"Okay I'm tired got to get some sleep okay?" Sango agreed as they both hanged up. Kagome smiled as she took a nap for the first time she slept with a smile on her face.

The next say Kagome woke up at 6:30 she was both hyper and sad. She opened her eyes and looked around the room it was still dark and empty, she hadn't remember packing her things. She heard some noises down stairs and realized that she wasn't the only on up that early. Stretching and getting out of bed she walked to the door only noting some people taking things out.

"Hi miss Kagome" a man said as he nodded his head her way.

"Hi" she smiled at him and made her way down stairs.

"Mom, everyone's here right now?" she rubbed her eyes awake and looked around finding Sango, Miroku and Sesshy sitting on the dinner table.

"Yeah knowing what time you slept yesterday you would wake up at this time too" Sango giggled as Kagome smiled at her.

"Yeah I guess where Souta at?" she looked around but he wasn't sight.

"He's still asleep" Sango said.

"We're headed to Tokyo now" the man who was moving the things poked his head from the front door.

"Okay thank you!" Kagome's mom shouted from the kitchen "hope to see you there" the man just did a nod to Kagome's mom and left.

"Kagome you have to get ready it's a long way to Tokyo" her mom brought her some eggs and pancakes

"I feel like eating …….mffm" Sango covered her mouth before she could say anything weird knowing Miroku he would have figured it out in a minute and it wouldn't take him long to know what was going on. Sesshy didn't say anythign becouse there was really nothing new he wanted to know. so being his quiet snicky slef he got up nodded his head to Mrs. Higurashi, Sango and Kagome.

" well i'll be leaving now, hope you make it safe Kagome" he hugged her and kissed her forehead.

" promise to be safe?" he smiled at her.

' yep, hope you come to visit now and then" she waved at him as he walked out of the door.

"as I was saying i wanted to ear..." Sango covered her mouth again.

" um…..Mrs. Higurash how about me and Kagome go make what she wants to eat, and Miroku you stay here" she glared at him, he just shrugged his shoulders and started eating Kagome's breakfast.

"Okay" she said looking at the girls weird.

Sango walked Kagome to the kitchen.

"Do you want to spill your secret if you do then kept saying you want to eat those weird foods again" Sango looked at her as she opened the fridge.

"So what did you wanted to eat" Kagome looked at her friend and smiled.

"I wanted to eat ice cream" Sango sweat dropped just for ice cream she did that…….phew "and cheese" Sango looked at her, she was still making her mind on what to eat " plus hot source on top" Sango made a gagging face at her.

"Hey it sounds good at the time" she said.

"Well I guess it's not your fault, anyway what are you going to name him/her?" Sango asked as she sat on the counter giving Kagome her mix of everything.

" I don't know, Sango something is really weird look I've been only a month and a couple weeks pregnant but look how big my stomach is already" she lifted the buggy big shirt she was wearing and sure enough her stomach was a bit big so early already.

"Wow maybe you're having triplets or quadruplets" Sango said excitedly.

"That would be interesting but hard, I'm a single parent don't you forget" Kagome wagged her forefinger at her friend and smiling at the same time.

"Kagome you're eating like InuYasha" Kagome scolded at her friend showing that she whatsoever did not want to hear his name.

"Sorry, sometimes I forget that you're not together you know" she said Kagome nodded her head and took a big sigh.

"Yeah it's kinda hard to believe it either but every time I think about what he did that makes my blood boil" she said while Sango giggled at her expression.

"Ha come on, you got to get ready, do you have a dress ready to wear?" Sango asked Kagome thought about it for a second.

"I don't know" they smiled at each other as they ran up the stairs.

"Girls where are you going?" Kagome's mother asked.

"Getting ready" they said in unison.

"Okay, hurry up or the airplane is going to leave you two behind" she said while Miroku looked at Mrs. Higurash puzzled.

" Mrs. Higurash tell me this, is Kagome in under any condition?" he asked, her not knowing that no one was suppose to know except InuYasha she sat down smiling at him.

"Well she's pregnant didn't you already know?" Miroku shook his head while titling his head.

"Does InuYasha know this?" the young woman shook her head unhappy.

"no and if she hadn't told you there's a reason behind this and you should not tell him that or you would have to personally deal with Kagome yourself" Miroku looked scared knowing what Kagome was mad could do anything to you he shook his head furiously in agreement.

"Okay now that you know don't tell her that you know because I think I made a mistake" she said getting up and walking up the stairs.

"Okay I won't, if he doesn't force it out of me" the last part he whispered so that she wouldn't hear him.

"Are you girls ready yet" Kagome had her raven hair down with a brown wife beater on and a brown tight pant.

"Yep" she smiled at her mom." Okay come on, I'll tell your brother to get ready she said as she closed the door and walked to the room next to hers.

"Awe I'm going to miss you so much" Sango said hugging her, Kagome hugged her back and smiled sadly.

"I'm going to visit now and then so don't worry and I'll try to call as soon as I can" she smiled at Sango who tears were running down her face.

"Okay" Kagome smiled at her and they walked out of the empty room that held all her past. She walked out of the room to start a new life and create a new future.

At the airport.

"So when is our plane coming again?" Souta asked who was in a baggy blue washed out jeans and a while dress shirt with a white shirt under it.

"Be patient Souta, it's almost time, it should be here anytime" his mom said Kagome was sitting on the chairs looking around lazily only to ray her eyes on someone she wouldn't miss in miles away. InuYasha. He walked straight up to her picking her up from the seat, she didn't say or do anything she was too shocked to say or do anything. When she realized that he was carrying her she wigged out of his arms.

"Put me down you moron, put me down" she hissed as people looked at them.

"I just wanted to say bye is that a crime too?" he looked down at her she was angry.

"Yes because I don't know you" she said looking aside him.

"Well okay then be that way' he said walking out of the air port. When he got to the door she was standing there looking at him.

"If you're going to Tokyo please, your airplane has arrived, I repeat if you're headed to Tokyo your plane is here" she looked at him one last time before running to where her family was.

When he looked back she wasn't there he saw her ran back to where he had picked her up. 'I know Kikyo's behind this but why I'm I hanging with her anyways?' he thought as he went back in his car where Kikyo was sitting on the passenger seat.

"Everything Okay Yasha?" she asked concerned.

"Yeah" he said as he tried to smile at her but couldn't. He started the car and speed off taking his anger on the gas pedal. She looked at him concerned he's been like this since that day she pulled that trick on them and she was regretting because she thought everything was going to be just like he wanted, her get him and him be happy that he was with her. but everything just went down hill for them mostly for him. 'I don't care as long as I just get money off of him everything's fine with me" she thought smiling evilly. She realized that they had stopped in the parking lot looking at InuYasha he was looking at the air plane that was getting ready to go.

"Kagome in there?" she asked as he looked at her.

"Yeah" he said softly as he leaned back.

"InuYasha why won't you be happy with me, what does Kagome got that I don't" she said she was kinda irritated about that even thought she was playing him.

"Kikyo you and Kagome are two different people who act different from each other I mean yeah you're both cute and everything but you're two different soul" he didn't even look at her when he said it.

"What would you do if told you I was pregnant with your kid?" he turned to look at her he looked so broken that he didn't even look like he was surprised but he was rather shocked.

"What do you want me to do?" he asked going back to his position again.

"I want us to live together and raise our pup, I bet he's going to have your hair, and everything about you" she said.

"When was the last time I slept with you?" he asked looking at her.

"Um….about an hr ago" she said he looked at her 'and you scream that bitch's name' she thought but didn't care she on the other hand had screamed out Naraku's name but he didn't notice or hear that either.

"Oh so when did you find out that you were pregnant?" he looked at her she was shrugging her shoulders.

"I bet I'm" she smiled at him but he looked away looking out the window.

"That's just a dream" he said as he started the car before she could say anything "I wonder if Kagome ever got pregnant' he thought as he pulled the car out of there. He left the parking lot looking at the plane that was disappearing into the clouds and smiled. 'Maybe it is a good thing you're leave here, so I won't think about you as much' he thought as he smiled sadly and left.

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