Why me?

My friends were all staring at me from my view for no reason but then I suddenly realise that I am not in the girls' dorm but in the common room! Then I notice that someone was missing- Remus. I sit up and see why Remus is not staring at me because I was asleep on top of him! I jumped up and ran as fast as I could up to the astronomy tower with ever purpose to throw myself off it to my death, running down the deserted corridors and up the stairs knowing that no-one would see me until my crippled body was found at the base of the astronomy tower. When I finally got to the roof of the tower I stared down at the ground knowing that this was the end but just as I was about to jump a voice came from behind me

"Cass?"

I turn round to see Sirius behind me

"What do you want Black?"

"I'm here to stop you from jumping"

"Ha like you could stop me from jumping Black"

"I know I can't so I got help from your friends who just happen to all be here"

"What?"

Just behind Sirius I could see James, Lily, Remus, Rose, Peter and Rebecca looking at me

"Like all of you guys could stop me from jumping"

"We can try" (Sirius)

"You can't do this" (Lily)

"We want let you" (Remus)

"You can't boss me around you know"

"We can if you are trying to kill yourself" (James)

"We are not gonna stand by and watch you die!" (Becca) "We care about you" (Peter)

"You are not gonna kill yourself" (Rose)

"Like this hasn't been most interesting but I got a date with death!"

"You are not gonna just throw your life away are you? That seems just such a waste because we will have no-one to brighten us up or to help us with our worries or someone to help us with homework! Can't you see that we all need you and without you life want be complete"

Damn! I hate it when Remus is right! With the battle in my head gone I step away from the edge but because I am SO clumsy I end up tripping and falling flat on my face. Of course James and Sirius burst out laughing and run away followed by everyone else, 'here is me just sitting on the floor, is anyone gonna help me?' the answer is YES because one of my greatest friends helps me up and I think it is Sirius because he has not stopped staring at me but when I stand up I see blonde hair and blue eyes.

"Thanks"

"No problem"

I don't know why but something is wrong with me because I am always relaxed around boys but around Remus I just can't string a sentence together. We started walking back to the Gryffindor common room and we are talking when suddenly the words in my head that were meant to stay there popped out of my mouth

"Does Sirius fancy me or something because he want stop looking at me?"

"I don't know, you will have to ask Sirius that"

That was not the answer I was hoping for but never mind! I never notice before but from certain angles Remus is kinder cute! (Whoa did I just think that! No!!!! I just said it as well!!!) Luckily he didn't hear that or so I hope but I can sort of hear what he is saying, something about just asking someone something but then it clicks in my head! 'OMG' I though Sirius would have asked me out not Remus, well here goes.

"Cass listen you know we are good friends so I was wondering... would you go out with me?"

My answer came out so quick I didn't notice I had said it till he smiled and I melted inside

"Erm... Yes I will"

I never though that this would happen I mean I haven't had a boyfriend at Hogwarts but there is a first time for everything. That moment was heaven when our lips met and I never wanted to leave but there was more trouble ahead when we got back to the common room!

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