Thank you to everyone who reviewed the last chapter. I was blown away from all the reviews :o)
Claire – aww thank you. That really is quite the compliment. :o) lol no I never tried the pickle and Ice cream thingy.. although… you can call me crazy for that.. but I would try it .. don't think it tastes that bad … shrug… I have ice cream.. and I have pickles... shall I try it?...I am glad you like the last line. I thought forever about the last line. Hehe and yay for liking the A/N. I didn't break the record..it was tied... but that's all right :o) maybe next time? What do you think? hehe.
Baile87chica – Can I ask what your name is? I am Suz btw :o) so with me updating .. you know that I wrote an epilogue hehe. Oh right.. I swear to god if they are making it about her sister I am going to scream.. or they will split it up.. half of the screen time for Meh and half of the screen time for Lexie.. I guess I will just stop watching all together and concentrate on PP. And yes Shonda changed a lot… most things I just didn't understand why she would do something like that.
Dr.McSatan – You want an epilogue.. you will get it. Lol and yes you really said you will hurt me, haha. But I planned on a happy ending ..so I wasn't that scared. I am also a sucker for happy endings. Oh and YES of course I will help you to take over shondaland.. just tell me what you plan on doing, hehe.
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Noticeable801 – glad you liked it and I hope you will like the epilogue as well. Lol full house? Haha.. really? Cool.
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loves2writestories – aww thank you. I am glad you loved the last line. Meant a lot to me. And did you notice that I finally caught up on your fic? Hehe
Addexislove – Ashley. That is you right? Thank you. I am glad you loved the ending.. and here is the epilogue.
PaoHalliwell – Thank you. I thought I would make you happy with happy ending, hehe. Please tell me if you liked the epilogue.
luvinoth1 – thank you dear. Glad you liked it. And yep I did write an epilogue. Hope you like it.
Addicted1 – you're very welcome. I think us Addex fans deserved to be happy. At least in denial land lol. Please tell me if I did good with writing an epilogue.
Ashia – thank you dear. Hope you love the epilogue as well.
Farah – you're welcome :o) did you save me some cake? Hehe. Yay another one confused over the ending. Shonda really led us on. Hehe of course he had to ask her.. I wanted to get some awww :D
Alice – I would love it if Callie would follow her. Seriously.. what's left for her in Seattle? Glad you love this fic. Hope you love the epilogue as well.
greysanatomy4life – yay.. so I did it.. yay. Thank you. How about the epilogue.. like it as well?
Sarah – lol only 10 times? ;) well I don't believe that Alex loves Ava.. nope.. I am in denial land.. yep.. have a pretty house rented there with 2 great next door to mine neighbours. Glad that you love the fic.
Miranda – aww I love you too hehe. Haha of course I am making up ... I am not Shonda... you know that. Thank you for the compliment. Hehe yeah well.. I think it was the right time to end that chapter.. but here is the epilogue.
Claire – thank you. And trust me .. not only you.. I would also kill to see something like that. But with Addie having only 2 eggs left.. I doubt we get to see something like that. Aww thank you. I am glad you loved the last line. And here is the epilogue.
xXjess886xX – hehe me too. I am a sucker for happy endings. And thank you for calling me awesome. I hope I am still awesome when you read the epilogue.
alexaddisonlove – aww grinning is always good. Hehe. Hope you also grin after the epilogue.. or happy tears maybe? Let me know please.
locisvu82 – thank you :o) and you're begging me? Okay then I just can't say no. I can see the puppy dog eyes you make hehe. So here is the epilogue.
AddisonMD – perfect? Aww thank you sooo much. And here is an epilogue. I hope you like that one too.. and I hope hearing from you when I write other stories.
Emily – Thank you. And yes he will always be the perfect guy in my mind as well. And you're welcome, thanks for commenting. Your English isn't bad hon.. really.
Dr.McHighheels – lol your name is cracking me up. How did you choose it.. it is awesome. And glad you like the story. And yep.. here is the epilogue.
Murgy31 – Thank you so much. Please let me know if you liked the epilogue :o)
Estie – Thank you for the comments you left and yep... I am a sucker for happy endings as well. So here is the epilogue :o) and another sequel? Really? Hehe
savinglives44 – lol of course are girls better than boys, hehe. Aww and thank you for that comment. It's good to hear that I inspire you. Thanks. Glad to know you liked the ending… hope you will also like the epilogue.
SammiJ – You're very welcome. And yep.. I am. Cause I love them.. at the moment I don't really know what Shonda does... and yes you will get to see the epilogue I was working on.. here it is.
Suz – I know you are. So am I. huggles back and yes. I wanted to show that Addison feels a lot better in LA than in Seattle. And yes. Life sucks sometimes.. it really does. And here is the epilogue. Please let me know what you think of it. :o)
Lorena – Thank you I am glad I fulfilled your expectations. You want more Addisex Fanfic from me? Hmm I am not sure people would read it, but I will definitely think about it :o) and yes.. in my Fanfiction there is a happy ending. There needed to be.
Chanel5 – You're welcome. And you can call me Suz. And I know. I still can't believe it that Kate is leaving. Everything on GA will be just ... empty without her. Well I don't hope that her new show fails.. but I would love to see some GA chars quit working on SGH and go to LA to work with Addie, hehe. And yes that Jane doe thing was .. wrong. Please let me know when you posted your Fanfiction.
Michele – I am glad that you like the last chapter of my Fanfic. And yes I promised an epilogue. So here it is.
Belle – reality sucks as well huh? Denial land is so much better. I know that and I rented a room there and almost never come out of there (just to post the update lol) lol and your mum is hilarious hehe. And thank you dear. That's good to know.
A/N: my last A/N for this Fanfiction. Sniff... I am sad now. I loved to rant to you and I had the feeling that you kinda enjoyed my A/N´s as well. Sniff.. well .. I am sure to write another Fanfiction pretty soon.. so… hehe
Hiatus sucks. Did I mention that already? Seriously. How do I cope for the next 3,5 months? Watching reruns of Greys? Making avis? Write fanfictions? What do you guys do? Do you have a recipe for me how to survive the hiatus without getting withdrawal symptoms? Please let me know.
Oh did I mention that I made it my mission to get everyone to know and adore Kate Walsh? Lol. Will tell you a story which happened at my office about a week ago.
Me:
Kate Walsh is awesome.
Co workers: who is that?
Me: She is from
Greys Anatomy
Co workers: oh the one with the bedroom look?
Me:
What look? Bedroom?.. which one do you mean?
Co workers: the dirty
blonde one.. the main char
Me: that is no bedroom look then.. this
is the "I cry all of the time" look
Co workers: well..
which one do YOU mean
Me: McDreamys Ex wife
Co workers:
Who?
Me: The red head with the long legs
Co workers: ohhhhhhh..
her.. yeah she is all right.
Me: All right??? she is more than
just all right... what do you people all have with Meredith?
Seriously.. if you had to chose between a skinny dirty blonde and a
red head with sparkling blue eyes and legs to die for.. who would YOU
chose?
Co workers (all of them.. even the woman) The red head!
Me:
I thought so .. thank you!
All right. Without any more rant, here is the epilogue for this Fanfic. and thanks to my lil sis Claire for beta reading and for writing me this fanastic poem which got me to write this epilogue.
Epilogue
I feel the night
explode
When we're together
Emotion overload
In the heat of
pleasure
Take me I'm yours
into your arms
Never let me go
"You will never… NEVER… in your entire life get to touch me again. You hear that? No matter how handsome you look, no matter how many compliments you direct towards me, no matter if you buy me expensive gifts or do something rather cute… You will never lay your hands on me ever again Alex. I mean that." Addison Montgomery-Karev yelled through gritted teeth.
Alex sighed and swallowed the lump in his throat but continued to rub soothing circles on her back. "I know…" He whispered "and I am sorry."
"I swear to god if you ever touch me again I am going to castrate you, with my bare hands." Sweat pearls started making their way down her face and her breathing became rapid.
"Addison, I am sorry and you know that I would rather be in pain than seeing you like that."
"Oh and you should. I don't understand why woman have to go through labour and have kids. Men should do that. Oh but wait. You couldn't do it because you would die from the pain in less than 20 seconds!"
"Oh c'mon Babe, that's not true."
"It is. Remember when you cut your finger while making dinner last week? You cried like a baby."
"That's… god... do you have to embarrass me in front of all the nurses and doctors?"
"I am trying to press something the size of a watermelon out of something the size of a lemon... so I get to do what the hell I want."
"Right…sorry."
"You better be."
"All right Addison..." Dr. Hillarie Graham, the neonatal specialist and replacement of Addison cut in "You are now fully dilated. I need you to push... slow pushes at first. Can you do that for me?"
"Do I have a choice?" Addison whined
Dr. Graham laughed lightly in response "Not really… but hey... just a few minutes…maybe half an hour and you have a beautiful baby daughter... so c'mon Addison, you can do it, I know that. And your husband here will help you any way he can."
"Oh trust me, he has done enough already." She rolled her eyes but turned to Alex a second later with tears in her eyes. "I am sorry Alex… you know I love you, but right now…"
"I know Addie... I know. I love you too and I will help you all right?" He took an ice chip and fed it to her while his other hand took a washcloth and wiped away the sweat on her forehead. He took her hand in his and looked at her. "Push Ads."
"Okay..." She managed to say before she bottled up all of her energy and pushed for a few seconds.
"All right… stop right there. Take a deep breath. You are doing great Addison." Dr. Graham told her in a low voice.
"You heard that? You are doing great babe."
"Yeah." She squeezed Alex's hand and closed her eyes for a short moment
"Okay… another push... a bit longer this time."
Addison felt her hands starting to shake when she pushed again with all she had.
"Wow okay... I guess someone really wants to come out... she is crowning Addie, just a few more pushes and she will be here."
A tear rolled down her cheeks as she pushed again, feeling like she couldn't hold up much longer. "I… I can't…"
"You are doing fine" Alex reassured her running his thumb over her knuckles.
"No… I can't do this anymore... it hurts… everything hurts."
"Next time... go for an epidural." He replied and regretted it the second the words left his mouth.
"Next time??? You've got to be kidding me. There won't be a next time."
"Right..." He sighed "All right babe... just a few more pushes."
"He is right, the shoulders are almost out... from there on it's only a couple more minutes. Push… now."
"Aaargh." She screamed when her body trembled and she pushed once again.
"Shoulders are out. Good work. Now relax for a little bit, we are almost done."
Again Addison closed her eyes and fell back on the bed, her hair damp with sweat. "I never thought this would be so painful. I know I saw a lot of women giving birth but I never …"
"Yeah I know. It's different when it's suddenly you in this situation. When I had my son I wanted to kill everyone in the room, including my husband." Hilary stated.
Addison had to smile at her friend's remark. "But you went through with it… twice as I recall."
"Yeah, although I would have given anything for a c-section and lots and lots of anaesthesia." She laughed. "Okay... I hate to tell you this... but you need to push again... two... maybe three times... but then we should be done."
"Okay…" She looked at Alex "She is almost here."
"Yeah, she is." He grabbed her hand tighter and again started to rub her back. "A few more pushes Ads."
It took her exactly 4 more pushes but suddenly tiny cries filled the room.
"Oh my god… she is here... Addison... can you hear her?"
"I can..." She smiled "She cries like you."
He shot her a look but grinned "We have a daughter."
"We do..." She couldn't get the grin off her face "What does she look like?"
Alex took a few steps away from Addison to take a better look at his newborn daughter. His eyes filled with tears as he saw her for the first time. "She is beautiful."
"Hey daddy... want to cut the umbilical cord?" Hillarie interrupted the both of them.
"Yeah… yeah of course." A tear rolled down his cheek when he cut the cord and Dr. Graham placed his daughter into his arms. He looked at her in awe while walking up to Addison.
"Hey… I am your Daddy… and I want you to meet someone." He told the baby in his arms in a sweet voice as he placed the little bundle into his wife's arms.
"She is beautiful." Addison smiled and now she was crying as well. "Hey there… I am your mommy and I love you very very much." She touched the little face and stared at her daughter with love shining through her eyes.
"She looks like you." Alex told her, his eyes noticing the babies red fuzzy hair.
"But she has your eyes." Addison replied looking up at Alex.
"Have I told you lately that I love you?"
"You did. I love you too Addie." He bent down and his lips met hers in a soft and sensual kiss.
"Did you decide on a name yet?" Hil asked hating to interrupt the couple.
Addison looked at Alex and smiled "We have" They both nodded. "Her name is Lillian Isabella Karev."
Hillarie smiled and wrote the name on the name tag.
"Welcome to the world Lily." Addison whispered in her daughter's ear as she felt Alex sitting down on the bed, hugging her softly. They both looked down at the newborn life she held in her hands and knew that today was one of the best days of their lives.
Yep thats it... thats the end. Story is over. sniff.. I am crying. Well I hope you did like the really last chapter. This epilogue was for you people for all the wonderful people who read and reviewed this fanfic. Thank you so much for making my day... weeks...
I hope you liked this last part. If you did.. it would make me really happy if you could review this story one last time. It would make me totally happy. and you know that reviews keep me going.. I have some new fanfics in the works. next one will be an Addek smut fanfic. .so if you are interested in it... look out for it. Then I have a request for a Maddison fanfic which I will also write when I have a bit of time on my hands... so if you now want to request another Addex.. feel free to do so :)
Thanks for all your support.
love, Suz